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2010-03-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

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2010-02-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

today was fun, but dunno why the adults like to kp asking the same qns like every cny?! i can memorize all alr la. the older i get, the more qns i have to ans, so being an innocent child is still the best, just collect angbaos and play can alr. hahhas. and wow, the whole house was super crowded and we cousins had to hide upstairs to play 21 point(standard game, cos we dunno how to play wad dai dee and others, so chim), and wah liao, i only ban luck once! this year very suay, but i still manage to win back a little capital. and luckily we only bet peanuts. hahhas. and since mummy and papa not ard, i had to be the one giving out the angbaos to the younger ones, and end up ppl got a shock and kp asking i married liao ah?! super funny la. lol. as usual, the adults indulge in mahjong, cards etc. and den we were planning to go for a movie(percy jackson!!), ice-cream(udders) and stuff, but kp delaying delaying till we finally went westmall to check out udders @ 7 plus. movie was impossible cos the timing was late and we had to wake up early the next day, plus the queue was super damn long, tickets so hard to get. and den udders was not open! so off to swensons, ordered a lot, like cheesesticks, fries, rodeo wings(nice!), choc fudge, hazelnut ice-cream, apple crumble, lime shorbet !! but i dunno why wasn't really full aft tt, guess my stomach expand especially for cny. hahhas. ate a lot, but not full leh but fats are growing though, so sad): arcade aft tt, very fun! played a lot, realized i like those shooting machines more and more, exciting but quite scary cos one was kind of 3d type. lol. hope i dun get nightmares, cos i do get nightmares very easily, like dinosaurs can scare me even, and esp aft i shot a lot of them just now. hahhas. anw time to slp! have to wake up at like 5am ltr and set off for batam! hope i can wake up in time!

2010-02-14T23:27:00.003+08:00

i'm aching all over! just because i did some spring cleaning yest, and i gave up halfway, hahhas. den mummy sae "wah, why u this year so guai, den i sae i everytime also very guai one leh. lol. anw, we just went some kopi-tiam to have our "reunion dinner", and turned out the bill amounted to abt 200! felt tt it was quite ex la, but cheaper den any restaurants i think. food was nice though, black pepper crabs, salted egg crabs, steamed fish, cereal prawns, scallops! (:

CNY Day 1 today, went ah ma hse to bai nian, and got angbaos! although not a lot, but not bad alr la. lol. to think tt i didnt get my first angbao frm my family, but frm vincent wong! lol, funny. had dinner at mayim cuisine again, arcade and neoprint, and den hm sweet hm (:

tomorrow another round of bai nian at aunt's hse and den off to batam for two days! anw mummy and papa not ard with us, they went for a short m'sia trip cos of valentine's day! Lol, hope they are enjoying themselves, but it also means tt i have to take care of the whole family for these two days, cos i'm the da jie ma): tts why i dun like to be the eldest, everything also me. but i'll still try my best! hahahs.

oh yes, happy valentine's day ppl, no flowers ):lol. and happy cny too! hope angbao many many 2ml! whee . .. ..

2010-02-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

past two weeks were super busy, work work and more work. but i still couldn't finish my coaching files as promised by new year, i tot i could! nvm, new year is coming, should be excited abt it, going to bai nian take lots of angbao and going to batam! but dunno why cny mode is not settling in yet, its like just any other normal day, except work ends so much earlier today. and spring cleaning was a great success, my table is super clean, esp thanks to alex who helped me a lot, now not even a speck of dust! so happy, at least i can breathe in cleaner air, right? hahhas.

Anw, wed was the ABPS seminar and dnd, morn had to wake up by 5am, but i dunno why my alarm didn't ring! and i was of course late, and i felt tt i shouldnt explain anything cos it just means excuses, right? lol. and when i reached, they were like telling me they were guessing wad is the first sentence tt i will say, they predicted tt i will sae sorry, but ended up i just said i was late. hahas. so yup, the seminar was sort of like a motivational talk, listened to it and copied some notes which i hope will be useful in the future. and peter tan, who is a very successful director now introduced mariah carey's "through the rain", which i tot was really nice, mv touching. so aft the seminar, terry send us to mrt and rushed back hm to prepare for the dinner. everyone was dressed really formal, i feel like shit there, seriously, but i dun care la, since i'm only a small secretary leh. anyhow wear a dress, hair also nvr style den just go already. lol. actually i felt tt the food wasn't really nice, ate very little, and thanks lenny and aaron for picking food for me for every dish and helping me to peel the prawns! hahhas. we also had some kind of idol thingy, like s'pore idol, its called pathfinder idol and justin and alex took part in it, they were really good! secured the second and third position (: we were like screaming and shouting when they were performing, and using the napkin to wave etc. hahhas.
damn funny la! anw had so much fun there, wanted to go somewhere aft tt, but i think i have to go back hm, if not sure kana and also next day have to work as well. so no choice. next time): heard they went shanghai dollies and got dead drunk. lol.

just came back from shopping for some new yr goodies, damn shagged! had ajisen earlier at lot 1 and seriously packed! i think everyone from cck went there alr, to do last min shopping and etc? jurong point was even worst. lol. okie, i'm off to bed! so many stuff to do 2ml, spring cleaning, some shopping, reunion dinner, check out iphone!!! good nite people! (:

HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

love surprises(:

i want it too!!!

2010-01-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

i have been eating a lot for the past two weeks, i realized, i meant really a lot. i can feel the pounds adding on to my weight. shit. need to eat lesser, or exercise alr): sis's b'dae we went to some restaurant which has nice chinese cuisine, forgot the name, but i really think its nice, have been gg back for quite a lot of times, and i saw youmei there too! and den today we went to hk cafe, and of course i ate a lot, again!! i just can't resist temptation, dunno how ppl can lose weight without eating, i definitely cannot, but i'll try though. hahah. somemore cny is coming, and if i kp on eating, i can't fit into any clothes, and during cny i'll be busy eating again! sighs!!

anw, i'm looking forward to cny this time round, cos i'll be gg overseas with my family! BUT, its just nearby batam only la, but i'm still excited cos its been long since i went overseas tgt with my family, i think the last time was like two or three years ago to thailand. hmm, so cny day 1 and 2 will be gg bai nian, get angbao! and den third and fourth day to batam. aft tt will be back to work again. audit is coming, its for real this time! i think aft cny will be it alr, so need to add more oil for coaching files, planning to clear tt b4 cny.
stressed):

today i went shopping with my ah ma at bugis! super super crowded i can tell you, i almost wanted to kill ppl inside. and i got bumped into by a guy really hard i almost fly off, tt one really pissed me off. nvr even sae sorry, so i was thinking he was doing it deliberately lorr): anw, bought a new bag, cos my previous bag was alr torn, a pair of shoes, and a clutch! the clutch was super ex, $59.90!! didn't want to buy initially, but my ah ma asked me to buy cos i'm gg for the pru dnd on the 10th feb and she wanted to pay for me. so ya, i feel so bad!! love my ah ma a lot, really:D and of course the rest of the purchases i paid myself la.

thought abt wad i'm gonna do in future, couldn't get an outcome aft thinking for ages, but now i guess i have the ans. i am going to take up a UOL degree for the next intake, banking and finance most prob, and then in the meanwhile i'll just take the u know wad exams first, quickly pass tt and then when apr comes, i'll just try wad my boss always wanted me to do. i'll just try la, dunno if i can make it or not. if really can't, den i'll most prob leave this job, and look for other part time jobs while i study my degree. if i'm alright, like at least can meet the mark, den i'll just continue with that and my current job and also my degree as well. tts provided if i can cope la, if cannot cope den see how lorrrrr. tts my plan for now, but i still nd more advice, to prove tt my decision and choice is right! or wrong):

2ml meeting kgang for bf after so long! crossing my fingers for carol to be late, den i can get a treat from her! yayyyyy

2010-01-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

i was in a super bad mood today,

but 海派甜心 really made my day. felt so much better after watching a few episodes. its really funny, at least it made me forget all those stupid stuff tt made me unhappy for a while. so yup, 2ml is the start of a new week again, back to routine work ):

2010-01-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

i'm back from bintan! Whee, it was super fun! (: but i didn't get to go on the beach! sighs, cos we were so busy with all the stuffs there, no time to even go to the beach. so i decided, i am gg to back there again! hahas. i'm so lazy to blog, but activities were fun, like paintball, and playing ball games in the pool, plus playing werewolf games in the night. this game is tough, requires a lot of brainwork, joann kp saying my analytical skills are really bad, i admit tt. cos i really can't deduce who's telling the truth and who's lying, so i am sort of always accusing the wrong person of being the werewolf. but anyway it was fun, at least i manage to guess once correctly and i saved the village! yay, hahha.

really love the buggy ride over there, super exciting! esp if u're sitting behind, like i always do. hahahs. paintball was thrilling too, i didn't get any blu-black at all, lucky me! terry was like complaining tt he was trying to shoot me but couldn't hit me, the bullets just flew past me, almost hitting me. and i think i hit some ppl but i dunno who. sorry guys! the blu-black tt they got was like super big, i guess its very painful.

loved the food there too, esp the poolside dinner, chilli crabs, beef steak, curry chicken and the cakes! i ate a lot really. the bbq was not bad too, love the chicken wings but i didn't get to try the cheese mussels and quite a lot of stuff too. i really really enjoyed myself there, this is the first time i went for an overseas retreat with acho, and i hope i will get to go again next time(: anw, was kind of fearing the ferry ride to and fro, and luckily i took motion sickness pills, thanks to may and lynn, if not i may be vomiting inside the ferry. and the ferry ride back home was terrible! me and lily was screaming, really like roller coaster ride man. i felt so embarrassed aft tt. but lynn was like telling us to try to slp, and we did, anw the sea was less choppy aft we left indonesia waters so we slept all the way. and when lenny was sending us back hm, i was like semi-conscious in the car, too tired alr. hahhas.

i hope i can go to a lot more countries in future, cos i just love travelling! (:

2010-01-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

today we went for the upcoming bintan tip briefing, seems like its gonna be lots of fun! hahahs, and thank god i'll not be playing any games, if not sure be "sabo-ed". anw, i dunno wad to bring there yet, and i dun even have a luggage or those hand carry bag that i can bring over. anyone can spare me??!! ):

just a pack of lies, i shld have known. sighs, so disappointed ):

2010-01-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

its the end of 2009! and 2010 is here, with a blink of an eye.

i finally completed my SIM dip after struggling for 15 months, i guess the environment doesn't suit me at all. but all i can say is that i learnt a lot from there, good and bad stuff, which i've alr get used to thereafter. but i'm really glad its over (:

anw, i feel that time is flying right now, compared to the past when i kept thinking of growing up quickly so that i can do things that i'm not allowed or supposed to do. but it really doesn't seem to be easy being an adult afterall. and i'm turning 21 this Apr! 21 means i have to shoulder more responsibilites and definitely there will be more troubles and stuff. i dun like all these):

i really really miss my sec and jc sch life, its definitely more enjoyable than now. and somemore i dun have any direction right now, shld i continue to take up a degree, or just continue working? heard lots of advice from different ppl, but i still have to make the final decision myself and its damn difficult. i hate making decisions!

we managed to make our new year resolutions before the countdown, SO i hope to get my driving license asap, go for at least one overseas trip(hopefully not neighbouring countries), get a degree or get something out of my work at least, i just hope that i will achieve something in my life and not nothing. Lastly, the most important thing is my family, i hope what i fear will never ever happen again. hopefully, my relationship with my dad will improve, its improving la, but i can't say the same in future. cos whenever i look at him, the scene will kp replaying in my mind, i can't seem to forget. but i know that i have to forgive and forget, cos he's still my dad no matter wad. like wad jas said, i hope next time when i look back and talk abt it, i will be smiling and everything will seem so small and insignificant. i dunno why, my family is really my weak point, whenever i talk abt them to anyone, i will get emotional easily. guess it means they are really important to me, so i must also learn to treasure and cherish them as well. and of course kgang also plays a very important role in my life, since sec sch, they have been my best pals, we grew up a lot tgt, and i got a lot of advice and experienced a lot with them. i hope we can all stay like wad we are now, and grow old tgt? hahas. and not forgetting mavis too, one of my best frens in jc, luckily we still kp in contact, and hopefully we will still meet up frequently in future. but she's forever busy, so ya, i still hope she will set aside time for me.. hahhas.

AND FOR NOW, i'm trying to look forward to something to get me going. but there's really nothing leh, except maybe the Bintan trip next week? and CNY maybe...

oh ya, i really should go and get a laptop soon, dun wanna impose on michael for too long.. hahas.

2009-11-28T11:08:00.002+08:00

i feel tt its such a waste of time going all the way to sch just to use a freaking laptop. when i shld spend the time studying for my mon paper. sighs. i haven even started yet! headache ):

why is it tt when i need someone no one is there? its like everytime i have to settle everything all by myself.

2009-10-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

blogging at SIM now, since my com died on me i have to go there and use. so pathetic eh.

anw, trying to do my CA1 for business law and i think i'm gg to die! so damn difficult and confusing! i need help, but lecturer seems very intimidating leh, dun dare to ask him. but no one else to ask alr. lol. so morn i went for lessons, and i was drenched, really totally wet. was abt to reach sch when it started raining, so unlucky. and i was so uncomfortable i didnt really concentrate on listening to the lecture. anw, i met up with mavis after school to have lunch, wanted to withdraw money and the atm machine unable to dispense cash??!! so we went over to ngee ann to find a stupid atm and we were super tired and hungry when we finally settled down at makan place, tried "waffletown", the waffle was okay but the chicken really cmi. hahas. we shld have ordered the supervalue meal. then we went back to SIM and ate guotie!! mavis's fav, but very oily lurh./ good for her, not for me, cos she can gain weight, i wanna lose weight!! too fat. hahas. i think we ate a lot today, but still i'm hungry alr. gotta go, gg to suhaimi's hse for "gathering", but all ps us la. but we are still gg since we promised him alr. dunno got green packet or not?! hahahs

=> greedy jielin

2009-09-21T03:48:00.000+08:00

please, just stop all these nonsense, can't take it anymore

2009-09-20T15:04:00.003+08:00

today i will just stay at hm to do nothing, cos past few days have been really tiring. caught G force the other day in 3D, super funny and cute! hahas. some scenes made us laugh like hell, and we were like taking photos of ourselves in the movie theatre with the 3D specs cos we were sitting in the back and not many ppl were inside. but such a pity tt i didn't manage to watch UP in the end):

and then thurs after work met up with jas and ru to make von's bracelet, but seriously speaking i got no talent for all these leh, catch no ball of how to make it and stuff. hahahs. i'm gg to try some DIY stuff next time, and i wanna go ren's hse to do some baking! cookies, pies and cakes! can't wait!

fri night we went to get von's pressie, decided on windbreaker in the end. and yest was out the whole day to celebrate von's b'dae in advance, topone, dinner and chatting session. time flies whenever i'm with them. looking forward to the upcoming meetup again(:

oh ya, and i got my results on fri, logged into portal the moment the time crossed 5pm, but couldn't login! can u imagine i was so flustered and nervous? and sam, aaron and steve asked me to help them to check also, but i waited till 5.40pm before i could login and view my results. so so lucky tt i managed to overcome this sem. phew. so 1 more final sem and i'm gg to grad! i have to really study hard for this sem, and then decide whether i want to proceed on to degree. cos i dun feel like working full time yet.

AND I REALLY REALLY GOT TO DO SOMETHING ABT MY HAIR! ): SAD

2009-09-16T00:13:00.002+08:00

OMG, the food was super good just now! stomach couldn't digest further if not i could have eaten more. haha. but i think the waiter super ke lian, my papa kp teasing him leh, cos i think he's a newbie. still asked papa to do a service survey for him, but ended up i was the one doing, so i just put good for everything, dun wan sabo him. lol. saw auntie agnes and her hubby after like 10 yrs ago, when we went to hongkong tgt, tts like so so long ago. sighs, time really flies, right?!

I WANNA GO OVERSEAS ): ENVYYYYYYYY

2009-09-15T00:26:00.003+08:00

no matter how unhappy i feel, they never fail to make me smile and laugh all my troubles away. i'm so glad tt i have you guys (:

2009-09-13T17:49:00.002+08:00

sat morn wanted to slp in, but woke up rather early, but of course was worth it la, went city hall area to do smthg. had a really nice simple fare lunch, but its really nice. and then off to bpp, shopped for a while. wanted to borrow lib books to kill off time, searched for sandra brown's books cos heard her books not bad but couldn't find it. grr, bpp lib really cannot make it.

and then today went off early to settle some stuff, and seriously, its been like 5 months and NOTHING has been done yet, dragging and dragging for so long. wonders when can my grandma get to see her precious grandchildren again, i miss them too. wonder how they're doing. shld be two yrs old soon this Nov. pls be more efficient ): on a lighter note, had my fav "zi bao ji", its not the normal one leh, its different. hahha, nice pls. and i'm alr hungry now, woots, off to shopping ltr!

so many things to do, so little time. AND MONEY

2009-09-08T22:06:00.001+08:00

2009-09-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

went shopping wif sis yest, didn't buy a lot of stuff, bugis really got nothing much these days. illuma is like even worse(cos the stuff there not within my budget) , except the "monkey cafe" tt we found it rather cute and interesting. hahah. and on the way home, i saw smthg which i really didn't expect, felt so pitiful for the other party, such a complicated situation.

anw, i have been wanting to get an adiddas jacket for very long, but sighs.

sometimes i really think i'm like a sticky note, convenient to use, convenient to throw.

2009-09-04T23:55:00.001+08:00

I LOVE BANANA WALNUT MUFFIN (:

sighs, i really hate to and dunno how to reject ppl

2009-09-04T11:23:00.001+08:00

exams finally over! WHEE(:

& OMG, dusty is so cute, bouncing here and there, i think too excited to see us. hahha

2009-09-02T16:19:00.004+08:00

botak jones 2day with hk, yums! (: but the portion a bit huge la, can't finish, VERY full now. and hk still order extra fries which she couldn't finish. LOl. anw, hk told me tt he's serious, which i think its not, cos i seriously feel that he's just playing ard eh. but den she told me a lot of things tt i didn't noe, so now i'm like thinking wad's exactly the real thing? nvm, its not really impt, now just have to focus on exams, 2ml is the LAST DAY!! aft tt FINANCE paper den i'll be FREE. hahaha. but then the moment i think i'm gg back to office i'm like seriously sian ): dun even have time for post-exam celebration. sighs, i need more shopping, but how come money keeps on avoiding me. always disappearing very fast eh. got to think of ways to earn big bucks, but what huh?!

i really hoped tt sentence was meant for me, but i guess i'm just day-dreaming~

2009-09-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

late for 20 mins for exams today, super scared i couldn't make it in time.

OTQM really sucks totally, no confidence to do well, or even pass? MCQ was alr bad in the first place.

Econs 2ml, and i am still left with like seven chaps. shit ):

how how howwwwwwww, panic!

anw been mugging for the past few days with jas and her fren jx. first two days quite effective, but the following days esp today wasn't really effective at all. dunno why. sighs. anw jas's fren is a really good guy, waiting for thurs to come, suan pan zi! hahaha. feel ps though, but he said nvm, so shall go collect from him and den bring it to jas. hope the surgery goes well too.

2009-08-28T00:42:00.001+08:00

U NOE WHAT, I DUNNO WHY I AM JEALOUS. YES, JEALOUS.

okay, i have to really start mugging, really. sighs. i hope the gingko helps me..

2009-08-26T12:05:00.002+08:00

have not been blogging for some time, reasons being tt i have been really busy, with school, with work and driving and a lot of other stuffs. its revision week alr, exams are next week, first paper on tues and i haven started on tt subject yet. seriously no time and i'm still procrastinating. i realize tt i have been encountering the same situation over and over again, but i'm still not changing it. and this sem is rather difficult i felt, finance dun understand, otqm is like super boring and only econs is alright cos i sort of learned it b4 in jc, but i forgot everything except monopoly, perfect comp, monopolistic com and oligopoly tt part. the graphs are all mixed up in my mind right now. sheesh, really gotta start mugging, decided to go lib 2ml for the whole day, and fri, and sat and sun if possible. i will try. and omg, i have to treat a few to a meal on the last paper. seriously i hope they wun try to do something funny like gg to ex restaurants, i will die. fearing and hating tt day. and this month was my sis and bro's b'dae, have to give them belated pressies, bought them b'dae cake first.

and michael told me smthg tt made me really shocked yest, i tot i succeeded and he's moving on, but then tt incident happened and made me feel guilty, cos i think i hurt his feelings. but like wad mic said, i had no choice ma, i dun wan him to kp hanging on to smthg impossible, so i have to be firm and bad if i have to. but hk told me i dun have to be so bad to him, still can be good friends and hang out tgt, but i tot tt will like make it worse, like give him false hope. seriously i dunno wad to do eh.

but on a lighter note, went seoul garden with mavis last mon to binge and obviously i won, but she kp denying the fact. lol. i just said i was full a lot of times but i still ate much more then her. i finished up my ice-cream and ate her ice-kachang, she didn't finish hers. we sat in seoul garden for three hrs, i think ppl who came ltr den us left alr and we were still there. haha. and i had a 50% discount thingy so it was still not tt ex la. next round i wanna go swensons or anywhere tt has buffet, i nd to binge whenever i'm in a bad mood. food makes me feel better. lazy to upload the pics though. next time, or no next time? lol.

and i worked like seven days which is everyday last week, super tiring, still haven finish up the coaching files yet, but not gg to care abt tt for now, exams are more important. STUDYYYY

sometimes i wonder wad are frens for? sighs.

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

2009-08-22T18:00:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph

2009-08-08T21:34:00.003+08:00

hmm, got the same instructor last lesson, and i just realized i can't talk and drive at the same time, i can't multi-task. LOl. this whole week so hectic, been rushing projects, slping only a few hrs per day, i am so slp deprived man! work also got so many things to do, coaching files driving me crazy, audit is coming, stressed. and i got my pay rather late this month, and its really meagre, seriously not enough. i need more shopping pls):

so today went sch, wanted to stay for the whole lesson, but seriously too BORING, so i decided to leave during break, went to meet mavis at far east, bought only one dress, wanted more but cannot. shall hunt some cheap stuff in bugis maybe 2ml? see how it goes. and we ate at our usual place again, been eating at the same place in far east whenever we go there leh, lol. and aft eating went to eat dessert at graffiti cafe, drew smthg there. omg, just hope tt someone doesn't see tt! hahahs. and mavis, u couldn't finish ur yam cream lor, still sae can eat ten bowls. i think u will lose our seoul garden challenge, so yay! free swensons treat! LOl.

and yes, i'm left with one econs assignment, and i'm done for the projects! LOl. but exams are coming soon):

how???

2009-08-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

last fri had my seventh driving lesson, finally completed stage 1, going on to stage 2, yay! and den sat was sch again, and it was rather boring, plus most of them didn't come, luckily dap and ruth were ard. and i found out dap liked DBSK too, but heard rumours and news tt they are gonna break up? so so shocked when i heard tt, cos of some reasons, micky, jaejoong and junsu are sueing SM Entertainment cos of unfair contract agreements or smthg like tt, and tts causing the group to break up, and they may be having their last concert at shanghai or jap, not really sure. so disappointed, was still hoping tt they will come here to hold a concert someday, guess my dream is never gonna come true. please please please stay together DBSK!

and for the past few days been searching and searching for my finance article, got to hand in on thurs and i haven't started yet. gosh. otqm on sat too, havent touched on it also. shit. sighs. and den while i was reeally really in a bad mood, someone asked me out for a movie! hahahs, i was so tempted and so we went to watch "The hangover". OMG, some parts are really gross, i really just shut my eyes for a few seconds, not ideal for children. hahahas. but "alan" was a really funny guy, and the whole thing was kind of stupid, they left their friend on the rooftop! LOl. and a tiger in the bathroom was also stupid, plus they were forever speaking coarse language and doing some really idiotic stuff, no wonder the whole cinema was filled with A LOT of guys, and they seems to be enjoying it, laughing really loudly eh. LOl. but overall its still alright la, cos we asked the guy who was selling tix whether we shld watch public enemies or hangover, and he recommended tt. oh well, i forgot he's a guy too. hahahahs.

argghh, the durians in my kitchen is super smelly, i cannot take it alr. Lol, pls eat them up eh.

2009-07-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

NEA ppl came our hse to check if there's any ades mosquitoes breeding, scared me cos i rmb tt our kitchen may have one tray of water not poured away, so damn afraid we will get fined. and they mentioned cos someone was down with dengue and quite serious. so hmm, we were lucky, nothing discovered. hmm, there's driving 2ml, shit, i don't think i rmb anything. LOl. how on earth am i gg to take my driving lesson? but i think there's still a long way to go. another 3 more irritating assignments and projects to complete, and then it will be exams again. this sem is like really fast, one more month to exams you noe. sighs.

and my sis is down with fever, 38.4 deg, with cough and flu, H1N1? Lol, and she got freaking 8 days of MC, tts like so long, but cos doc says her symptoms are somewhat like H1N1, so can be considered as self quarantine i think.

i sense something, i dun want history to repeat again. and i seriously hope he's given up.

2009-07-25T20:23:00.003+08:00

sch damn boring, never-ending projects, just handed in one only. next mon finance, and wed otqm. and then the next week another three more, they are trying to kill me man.

and i went chomp chomp for the first time in my life, with dear jc mates, haven seen them for so long, and ended up only 5 of us went, shld have just went somewhere nearer. hahas. can't sae the food is nice, alright only, cos i think i dunno which stalls are good, so anyhow. and we ordered damn lots of things, popiah,rojak,stingray,sotong, hokkien mee, satay etc. and then it was yoghurt @ frolick, i'm liking their yoghurt more and more, and the flavour of the day was yam, not bad too.

caught harry potter, realized not as nice as before, so many scenes are cut off! neverthless, its quite alright la. and i seriously hate to go to kumar's office, their attitude sucks. just because i'm not an adult yet so they dun even give me basic respect. pissed, and refused to talk to them, let my parents do the talking. just hope that uncle's case will get settled soon, its been dragging for so long.

oh ya, and met up with meiling recently, had dinner and a good chat. heard she's doing quite well in her new job, happy for her. guess we'll meetup soon again aights(:

last fri was his last day, the one who will always talk to me the most in office, crap and joke around with me, and will always stand up for me and teach me lots of things tt i shld be aware of. just couldn't accept the fact tt he's gone, and i hope we will still meetup someday. another impt person left before him too, and so i think i'm getting immuned to ppl walking in and out of my life, just have to get used to it.

2009-07-11T00:48:00.004+08:00

last sun went shin tokyo with fam, guess i was too hungry, felt that the food was quite nice, but sis sae not, maybe cos she's too faithful to sushi teh? LOl. and had sashimi, baked rice, seafood ramen, hotpot and etc. happy happy (: shared the bill with sis though, somehow broke now.

AND

this whole week sucks totally, its like work, den sch den driving everyday. driving not everyday though. just for two days this week, still quite okie, went out to the road for the first time yest, damn scared, my leg was trembling, hahas. instructor kp asking me to relax, i think my main prob is too tense, not relaxed enough, and braking part also not very good. got the same instructor for consecutive two days, he's quite nice, and his skills is superb, when can i be as good as him? he said after a few lessons, which is impossible. LOl. i want to clear my driving thingy asap!!!

and sch is sian until cannot, i have been gg sch everyday, even though some of my frens not gg, i told myself not to miss so much lessons, since i (my parents and ah ma to be exact) paid so much for it. guess i have to be used to being more independent. its not such a bad thing afterall. can listen to lecture more attentively, and ren's msg motivated me today (: i'm lucky i still have kgang by my side (: and also mavis who kept me company by sms throughout the boring lecture. thank god i survived this week of sch, one more day 2ml, i definitely have to go!! last day of the week. hwaiting jielin!! =)

JIAYOUUUUUUU

2009-07-05T17:41:00.003+08:00

fri supposed to have a ktv session, but somehow plans were cancelled, but i also can't go cos have been returning hm late these days. so sat morn went to settle my driving PDL thingy, waited for damn long. actually i dun really like driving, i like to be drived ard. but i really wanna quickly complete all the practical trainings and pass the test asap at least by this yr i hope, though i'm not sure if i can though. and all the driving lessons are making me broke ): aft finally settling my driving stuff, went to meet my mummy for lunch and den finally can't resist, i bought ice-cream again, been eating a LOT of ice-cream this week. hahas. today was superb, woke up pretty late, and den it was Shin Tokyo sushi with family for the first time, spent hundred bucks there, can't say the food was really nice, just normal but the seafood was really damn fresh! and of course salmon! and i tried baby octopus for the first time, dun really like it, forced to eat by my dad la. gonna bring them to xin wang cafe next time (:

school starts 2ml! arghh, got to resume to studying everyday again, not tt i study everyday la. hahahas.

2009-07-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

finally decided to blog, cos i saw my last post was in April! tts like ages ago man, birthday was even over, still rmb that my b'dae was fab, had so much fun and of course the pressies! hahahs. and i missed part of carol's b'dae celebration, so wanted to join but had exams the next day. i'm gonna go on the luge and skyride someday (: and i will nvr forget the huge bento box full of sweet stuff tt can kp me awake throughout my exam period, and it did helped, i managed to get Bs for my exams, but partially also cos of the ginko thingy tt mic gave made my memory better, can absorb much more than before. anw, new sch term is gonna start soon, like next mon. back to boring studies again, but seriously, work is also equally boring, i find tt whenever i'm working full time i always feel like slping aft my lunch. sheesh. and ppl kp stepping on my tail these days, taking me for granted, think i wun flare up so kp on pushing their luck. you're right, i wun flare up but i'm on the verge of doing so, but wad can i do, i just keep it to myself. anw, its over, tomorrow will be a better day i hope. these few months have been super busy, overloaded with a lot of stuffs.

the chalet tt i have been anticipating all year round has been over alr, and somehow it feels really really different frm the one we had last year, though its still enjoyable, cos get to meet up with some of the sec sch ppl whom i've not seen for yrs or months? supposed to go for the pri sch gathering too, but ended up couldn't. ktv with vicki was super fun, been ages since i last went to one, and it was damn good, enjoyed myself thoroughly.

this week was the most shag of all. mon and tues i was practically running up and down like a mad cow, rushing cash cases. and then wed i tot could be better, but then had to rush the meeting slides for the coming retreat. and then there's coaching to finish up too. sighs, actually sometimes i wonder will my work be ever be done? seems not, and i'm really not too sure if i'm gonna stay on, cos my only source of motivation and only reason of staying on is lost. but i'm still hanging on, cos i somehow feel quite attached to tt place. and ppl kp pyscho-ing me to join their career, but i really feel i'm not suitable, i dun foresee myself being successful there. why?!!

on a lighter note, wed caught transformers, nice (: and yest went balaclava with my boss and colleagues, heard tt only those above 25 can get in, is it true? whoops, and i managed to get in, tried the fruity beer for the first time, not bad but too much of it makes me sick, i prefer the normal one. tried gin tonic, hmm taste alright. the band was really nice, love their voices. and then some of them start playing the guessing game, and i'm like super slow and they are super pro. LOl. and i couldn't stay for long, so alex sent us back hm. and i'm lucky, no scoldings.yet.

2009-04-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

phew, sat finally submitted marketing CA, and i noe my work really sucks. last min work can nvr be good, just hope tt i can pass. met up with fam to have lunch, and bought chippy's for teabreak. hahah. been eating a lot these days, guess cos i'm too stressed? lol. and yest mummy bought me a lot of things so i'm like super happy now? small small things can make me happy. haha. and i got my first b'dae pressie frm hk and jer like last week, they were so early. lol. and today we went marina sq to shop for jer's and sam's pressie. we finally got smthg, but i'm like super broke.. and haven got one impt person's stuff yet. no time alr la~ oh ya, and lynn bought me a super cute pencil and a notebook which has perforated pages, so tt i can tear the pages out nicely if i want to. so nice! i dun bear to use tt, so its like lying ard in my drawr (: hahas, and my boss's jealous cos of this lo, lol.

sometimes i just feel like i'm taken for granted, so i just feel like taking a long break, but it seems impossible.

2009-04-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

LAST mon was my dad's b'dae. HAPPY B'DAE ya. actually wanted to bring them out for a nice dinner, but my dad was so superstitious, i won't sae why, and he didn't want us to bring him out for any dinner or give him any gifts at all. but on tt day itself, he treated us to a sumptuous seafood dinner, which was fantastic. i ate so much crabs! so happy~ hahahs. and i tot he was so ironic, dun wan us to treat him but he treated us. LOL.

sat caught confessions of a shopaholic! damn funny okay. hahahs. dined at pastamania, then clark quay. and we had the turkish ice-cream, the one tt will purposely make fun of ppl one. like when i wanted to grab the cone, he will do some antics and the cone will disappear and i'm just like grabbing air?! omg, so damn paiseh. hahas. i dunno how he manage to do all the tricks so fast which make me look somewhat like a fool? lol. and i thought i alr kind of anticipated the moves leh, cos he tried it on a few children as well, but end up i was also tricked. hahas. but of course finally i managed to get the ice-cream la, and its really different. its like chewy chewy.. quite nice, hahs. and den chatted for a while at the riverside and den hm sweet hm. bought supper back and my beloved grandma came over to stay for one night, she woke up like damn early, 5am leh. i think i was still in my lala land. haahs. and den we went to have breakfast tgt and den send her back hm. how i wished she could just stay with us, at least she will have some company everyday right. sighs..

hmm, so this wk is super stressful cos of the stupid CAs i gotta complete. today just submitted HR's, and i rushed for it yest night till abt 2am. dun even noe what i'm writing, what if it doesn't ans the qns? grrr, but its over alr. the next one is like this sat and its MARKETING. i dun even understand okay. shit, supposed to try to start doing it now, but i'm actually blogging here. gosh, i think i will be rushing through it on fri night again. though i noe last min work sucks..

i know you have been really nice to me
i appreciate everything tt u have done for me
but i guess i just need some time to think over
i dunno why too~

2009-04-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO AARON~

will give ya a huge pack of maggie mee abalone flavour as b'dae pressie okie. hahhas.

today was a long day, at least to me. cos flu is making it worse. so I had to get up at 5.30am, to pay our respects to uncle and ancestors. ponned sch since my mummy allows la. LOL. The cab driver kp asking me how to go to the place, but i really dunno how, its like i dunno how to go tts why i took a cab rite.. but he kp asking me to go which way, pie, cte, etc. den he was like super pissed tt i dunno anything. grr, its not my fault right. so as usual, tons of ppl were there. and we got on to do the routine things. saw nick there! he practically waved his hands very near in front of me, cos i was like squinting my eyes, i tot i saw the wrong person. lol. and then headed home quickly cos i had to take the payment invoice before gg to sch to make the payment so tt i can collect my notes. and yea, i finally got my notes! haahhas. and i really got to thank grandma for that, i am super grateful to her (: and when i reached hm, i was super exhausted alr, but i still had to go to my cousin's hse for his son's one month celebration. and the baby was like so tiny weenie, hahas. i carried him, was so afraid cos he's like so soft and fragile. lol. and finally yang yang is growing up, 6 yrs old alr, but still as hyperactive as before. and very very naughty. even heard tt he got three girlfrens, the most recent one is renee, and he said he's gg to marry her?!! LOL, nowadays ah, kindergarten kids are so damn mature. hahahs.

oh ya, i seriously need retail therapy..

2009-04-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

life hasn't been good frm the start of apr. sch refuses to give us our course notes unless we make payment first. wth is tt??! somemore only give 1 week notice and expect us to pay like 4k immediately? shit, wad a money-conscious sch. dammit. and CAs are supposed to be handed in next wk, when i dun even have my course notes. how am I gg to do it. and a lot of things are like driving me crazy. both work and sch are pushing me to my limits.

but no matter wad, i will always put up a strong front when there are ppl ard. when there's no one, i cry alone. how pathetic right. i guess there are times when ppl feel like this too. helpless and no one to talk to. all my problems are all inside me. just hope that this difficult period will be over soon. a lot of things are happening at home too. i hope my grandma will be strong too. lets stay strong tgt alright..

why are you are freeaking self-centred! so accompanying me is useless right, ya, why must u always think of benefiting from whatever u are doing?! why must there be a benefit for accompanying me?! What are frens for?oh ya,i forgot u are damn zhong se qing you. if its guys den it will be a diff case rite. the moment when i heard tt i was super disappointed. its not the first time you are doing such things. telling me you're not coming at the last min when i'm alr outside the sch, leaving me alone for lunch and you happily go back hm for lunch, even saying its none of ur business, making me go for lectures alone when u are happily slping like a pig at home without informing me! i guess i had enough of ur funny reasons. i think i shld be more independent ya, if not sure these kind of stupid things will kp happening again. i swear, this is the last time tt i am gg to be angry , why should i risk myself to bursting a blood vessel just because of YOU! and too bad, ur antics are not gonna work on me anymore.

2009-03-28T19:42:00.002+08:00

my sis has been off to camp as of yesterday, so wouldn't be home till 2ml noon. kind of can't get used to it, home has been very quiet. hahahas. but no more wailing and shouting is good la. LOL.my mummy was like worrying whether she will have enough to eat, and the weather was so scorching, and whether she had a good place to slp in. i was like haiyo, dun nd to worry la. i mean although this sis of mine is very pampered from young, but she's quite independent . so shouldn't be a prob (:

hmm, i'm feeling so boreed this hols. other den work, its just home. can't even go out. so next month i'm gonna compensate? lol. and sch's starting soon, next wed. its gonna be tough again. sighs. and its gg to be morn sessions, which means i have to work in the afternoon, which i dun really like. hate the rush projects tt we gotta complete, and also presentations. heard tt there will still be this sem. oh ya, and we got to pay freaking 4000 bucks for sch fees. dammit, so ex. sighs.

and my dad's b'dae is coming soon, thinking of bringing them out for buffet. but no idea where...

2009-03-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

weekends were boring, not allowed to go out. sighs. so went to look my grandma up, she's really not feeling good these days, no more babies to make her day, now home's just four walls facing her. so yest I went with my parents to the police post to confirm everything, and also to report the bloody mistake of transfering $460 to a wrong acct. dammit. and the person refuse to revert back to the bank, so i think he's happily spending MY money now. grr, and the officer called me just now saying tt the acct no i gave was wrong? so damn weird, cos i rmb i gave the right one.

oh ya, yest last min my boss suddenly asked me to go for the agency photo-taking wif them. and we had to wear formal, and of course i did not prepare anything, so ended up he borrowed a coat for me, and hp a white blouse for me, but my skirt was like blue in colour. so my attire was obviously mis-matched, and the guys kp laughing at me la. LOL. and someone always had to be in front of me to cover my skirt. hahahas. took the individual passport sized one too, initially didn't want to, but they kp telling me to take, cos since its professional this time round, and i can use it in future, for resume or other purposes. so i took it lor. so nice, i get to escape from work for 4 hrs leh. slacker. hahhas.

i dun believe what you say~

2009-03-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

these two days were fairly busy, but quite enjoyable if i dun think about the release of results. yest met up with the girls, and again i tink i always get to laugh like siao when i see them? hahas. and they kp saying tt i'm becoming more and more like ru? i'm not okay!! i'm very different from her hor. lol. and yup, i tot the service was rather bad at yami yoghurt, they shld have offered tze another one or sae sry, but they did not. ): i think i'm also very particular abt service sometimes? tt i will rather dun purchase tt thing even if i like it a lot becos the service just sux. so my family always sae i'm very bad tempered( i am la)..

wanted to go pump room 2day but can't. so sad, wanted to go 2ml instead but i think i got to spend more time wif my grandma, she's not really feeling very good, cos lately a lot of things have been happening at hm. i really hate her for doing all tt to spite my grandma, and even ran away? wad shit is this? and she lied to us. sighs, but we can't really do anything now also, got to wait and wait. just cross our fingers and hope that the lawyer will help to settle all of these fretting problems. hmm, so i got my results back 2day, and no one wished me gd luck except for some of my colleagues who assured me tt it will be alright. so sad again. okie la, at least ren asked me abt it like an hr plus aft my results released? LOL. but thanks to those who asked ya. i managed to clear this sem, so i hope next sem will be better. gonna study harder! hahahas.

and ya, i realise i haven't been shopping for very long leh! two months alr! but i got no money, i noe la, u guys will sae i working how come no money! LOL. but i got my own things to settle one ma. money money pls drop from the sky.. and ya, i want a change of hairstyle, i need someone to recommend me lehh, carol pls help! hahas. but i think everything got to wait till start of April. so long~

oh ya, i am being called a freaking arsehole on other ppl's blog. hmm, good good. i dun see my blog filled with posts of me scolding u names or whatever when we quarrel rite. u only blog your side of story and then let other ppl assume tt its not ur fault. good, i shall do tt next time and hope u will think tt its nothing by then.

oops, he did it again~

2009-03-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

damn unlucky 2day, forgot my brolly and drenched lo..

and yea, they are back frm korea! hahahs. and boss bought me a very cute tee, hello kitty chewing gums and face shop thingys, alex gave a cute magnet too! LOL. thanks thanks. i always love the moment when they come back frm overseas, will always get pressies. hahaha.

work today was quite busy too, finally i'm abt to complete the coaching files, left with some sorting and typing. realised i can't get used to working full time now, i prefer part time though. and next sem sch will be in the morn, and i will have to go work in the afternoon, which i dun really like la. i prefer lessons in the afternoon. but of course there's pros and cons. hmm, and results will be out soon, i am really freaking afraid. can't afford to fail, regretted not studying hard enough. sighs. there's so much things weighing on my mind. shld i go and drown my sorrows or just wallow in misery on my own. sians.

2009-03-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmm, f irst driving practical 2day, omg, its super fun but scary at the same time. tried out the circuit and its so much like daytona? LOL.

and they're off to korea alr. heard korea is not in a v good condition, there's some tension? dunno, but take care and enjoy ya. bring back some good stuff for me too okie? hahas.

oh, the sweet treats again.

2009-03-09T16:54:00.002+08:00

went back to work 2day after like exams week. felt a li'll blue when i woke up, but forced myself to go la. and i dunno why the weather is so erratic these days, was feeling so warm when i took the train this morn and den now its like raining and so cold. hmm, so when i reached ofc, of course i had tons of things to do cos hadn't been working for abt one week or so? and boss was like telling me "wo yao si le" when i wasn't ard. lol. so exaggerating, but ya, i noe they can't do without me! hahashas. luckily none of them read my blog, if not i guess they will sae i'm bhb lorr. hahahs. and i dunno who came up with the story of the love pen?! LOL. but i tink its really just rumours la. must be tt alvin, or alvan big mouth/ bleahs.. and i will be only working full time from 17th onwards, cos boss and some of them will be gg to korea and will be back only on 16th. so no point working full time when they're not ard. so full of envy, i wanna go korea too. sobs.

why must you always make me hold back...

2009-03-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

finally exams are over! but i really dun have much confidence of passing the 3 modules at all, maybe there's still a slight chance for stats, but as for biz com and esp accts, both were killers. and results are out on the 20th, which is like 13 more days to go. freaking scared la.

oh ya, and we celebrated ren's b'dae last sat by gg to snow city (freaking cold) and aft tt sakura buffet. and shit, i actually lost to carol! i can't believe i lost! LOL. i normally can eat quite a lot one, i think shld be cos she kp stuffing me wif rice which is very filling, den i couldn't eat any dessert cos i think i'm gonna puke alr. hahas. and i dunno why they kp making me laugh and i really almost puke okie. so i stood up and kp walking ard. hahahs. and den during the bus ride, we gave ren her pressie which was a nice titus watch. i admit tt i nvr go shop for the pressie, sorry/ cos i had to study for exams, but hope she like it la (:

and there's been quite a lot of things happening at hm, which made me kind of no mood to study for exams. i dun understand why it has to turn out like tt, why did she have to runaway with the two and made my ah ma so worried? i think she did it on purpose, she just wants money, and no matter how we want to stop all these, we just can't do anything. so i wanted so much to acc and call up my ah ma, but cos it just happens that its my exam period and i seriously have no time. but ya, i'm gonna make up by accompanying her 2ml. and another thing was tt we actually transferred $460 to a complete stranger, and now i dun even noe if we will get the money back lorr.

2009-02-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!

though its quite late. LOL.

kuishinbo, rose, bashchamp, bride wars, sinful chocs. wad an unforgettable nite~

anw i guess its time to start revision, i am VERY DAMN SCARED of the freaking exams.

2009-02-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

today really sucks. i dun like this last min thingy, and the reason was like really nonsense? i am pissed, and i dun believe u can't listen from my tone, but not even sorry was mentioned. such a waste of my time. sighs, dissappointed in you.

so i ponned sch again, and met up with mavis to study, when i dun have my notes wif me. been ranting to her, if not i think i will just explode.. i dun wanna go hm, i dun wan to let my mummy know, cos she expects me to study hard, go to sch everyday, but i am such a disappointment. she spent so much money on my sch fees. hais. so i shall study hard for this exam and not fail her. accounts, stats and biz com, here i come! i will overcome you one day!

omg, i have been coming up wif excuses, dunno whether i shld go or not. mavis sae go only if i like, yanting sae follow my heart not my mind. arghh, seriously in a dilemma. someone pls just give me advice! ):

2009-02-10T18:37:00.002+08:00

Sat went sch for the sake of submitting stats CA, reached there late and attendance went down again, shit. and den hui kheng was not in the best of mood, so we left after breaktime aft handing in the CA. i didn't want to go hm cos mummy will be super disappointed with me cos i have been skipping sch a lot this semester, so finally found someone to go out with me, went cine to meet aaron. watched the underworld- rise of the lycans, initially i tot it was quite scary cos i dun watch these kind of movies, but he forced me lor. lol. but though its a bit gross la, with all the killings and stuff, overall its quite nice! cos its something like a love story btw a werewolf and a vampire, and her dad forbids them to be tgt, so in the end he killed his own daughter by exposing her to the sunlight and she perished. its really sad la, cos i didn't expect her to die. and den of course the werewolf took revenge and they won over the vampires. i think there's a second part to it. will watch it when it's screened. lol. and i immediately felt so much better aft tt, not so stressed up.

Presentation on mon was terrifying although half the lecture was absent? LOL. heaved a sigh of relief aft tt, i tot i was trembling when i was presenting! so damn nervous.

finally everything's over! wheee~ past two weeks have been super tiring and busy, rushing out reports and projects, CAs so have been staying up very late to complete the stuff. Mon submitted our biz com report, sat and 2day submitted the stats & accts CA, both were not really well done i felt, cos we dun really noe how to do, and got nothing to refer at all. so cross our fingers, i hope that all our CAs wouldn't be too bad la. 2day pon sch cos had to go for FTT test, so CA had to ask david to help to hand in, if not i got to run an extra errand down to sch and den to driving centre, i will die lor. cos i didn't have much time to study for the FTT de.

sorry if i have been throwing tantrums, i think i'm just too stressed up/

2009-02-03T21:45:00.008+08:00

its high time to start blogging agn! i think i haven been blogging for like months alr, main thing is i'm lazyy. its gonna be a super long post. a lot of things have happened recently, 2009 wasn't a really good beginning to start with apparently, felt that uncle shouldn't have just left us, esp ah ma just like tt. Its really a pity, and en en, ting ting are still so young, poor thing. admire ah ma for being so strong, really. i really hate this kind of stuff to happen, it makes me feel that life is so fragile, and its like we dunno what will happen 2ml, so i must treaure my loved ones.

so Jan was the start of a new sem again, this sem's modules are quite tough, rather afraid of it, somemore i haven't been studying, missing a lot of lessons. I AM REALLY DEAD MEAT, i can't repeat the modules la, its damn expensive. and omg, tt day our clique had a sort of quarrel with Joel & Bernard, cos of some minor stuff, which we wasn't in the wrong obviously, just didn't want to argue with them. so its like we're not talking to them anymore? sounds like some childish dun- friend-you thingy in pri sch. lol. got to hand in stats proj this sat, and next mon we have to do presentation for biz com so got to rush out the presentation slides asap so tt we can rehearse the flow, and also accts CA to hand in on tues! dammit, plus the piles of work i have to do is not helping me at all, now i think i am even covering the job of a recruitment officer/ so its like in the past i alr have limited time and can't finish all my stuff alr, and now its like double the work. hmm, tts why sometimes i really have a sudden urge to just quit, but if i really quit, den i think it will be v diff to find a job tts so flexible, and pay is also alright, plus the very nice colleagues too. in a dilemma~

hmm, so updates on CNY! NYE went to ah ma's hse to have reunion dinner(abalone!whee~!) , b4 tt was at bugis with sis shopping for clothes, finally managed to get, but its like we were both not really satisfied with the buy.

Day 1 was also at ah ma hse, had lunch and den we went off to escape! sad to sae, its my first time la, cos erm i am afraid of those rides actually. but in the end just decided to you noe, go along with my siblings, cos they were like hinting i'm a coward. -_-

luckily those really scary rides were closed down, so i only like rode on those not scary at all ones, hahahas. if i wasn't wearing skirt, i sure will take the superman ride. the roller coaster: shiok! but aft tt, got back pain lurh. and the haunted hse really damn scary i tell you, cos my sis and bro went inside b4, and told us tt it wasn't scary. but ended up it was haunted hse II, so its like totally diff cos the one they went b4 was version I! my bro was the one walking in front, so we get to see those things scaring him, acts like a warning. hahahs. my younger sis even burst into tears inside. its tt scary really.

Day 2 was at sanyi's hse. finally get to meet up with cousins! aft playing card games, we were kind of bored and initially decided to watch a movie. ended up decided to eat at swensons at westmall, had a chat, and used winnie's polaroid to take photos! its really cool. lol. we were like saying CNY is not the same anymore, seems like its getting more & more dry every year. bleahs.

Day 3 of cny, guess what. i had to do projects. damn. so met up with my grp mates to do our biz com project, and argh, it turned out really bad, we nvr really did a lot of things, felt that the meetup was just a waste of time really. shld have just stayed at hm and slpt in de. but at least now i noe chippy's sausage with mash potatoes is really nice! hahahas. aft tt, met up with sis to shop for DnD stuff. quite okie with the buy la. lol. happy tt i can go for it. hahas. went for a sumptous dinner with fam again at mayim, soft shell crabs, xiao long bao etc & desserts! hahahs.and dad left for vietnam alr. ):

Day 4: Went boss's hse to bai nian first, played with cards, boss is banker, managed to win only 1 buck? hahas. cos i decided to stop playing when he brought wii out. lol. played cooking mama, quite fun leh! hahas. and den aft tt we left for ofc to get hongbao, hehe, got one frm alvan & eric too. lol. and den the lion dance came, scared me by nearing me suddenly. hahas. followed by " lau yu sheng", take photos, gamble again and den its time to leave for hp's hse. his hse got two bull dogs, rather cute but i am still scared. hahas. oh ya, and we played wolf game! its fun leh, smthg like murderer. and i didn't noe why may chose me and him as the lover character? and we are both wolfs. lol. and of course, the wolf won the villagers in the end! went hm to change and den off to Dnd at grand corpthone. so sad, we sat at diff tables. hmm, but the dinner was quite fun, we had games, and word guessing, plus awards presentation, where i was awed by their production. and den aft dinner, they decided to go zouk and ktv, i had to choose. in the end since i alr agreed to go with zx so went ktv instead, actually was kind of keen to go zouk de. mummy was super unhappy about it cos i reached hm at 3 plus when i had work and sch the next day. luckily lenny sent me hm if not i'll be even ltr.

sun is the only day tt i really can slp in, and again, we went dian xiao er to eat, the food is damn nice! brought ah ma along. dad will be back 2day, he said he bought a yellow bag for me, hahas. i tink carol will like it, yellow ma. lol. and he bought accessories, a nice cap, addidas shirt for my bro and a small bag for mum too. all is well now he's back (:

2008-12-19T23:49:00.002+08:00

i'm lacking of slp right now, so damn tired, but happy though.

caught twilight with kgang except ren yest! finally! hahas. hmm, so ended up i was rather early and waited at cine for them for a while, and den von tot tt i was angry when i tot she was the one who was pissed cos i kp calling her? LOL. had a hard time deciding where to eat for dinner like as usual, and finally settled on LJS. and ever since jas said she could see the little lump at the back of the throat, the one tt will vibrate when u laugh rite (i dunno wad its called but its definitely not called v_ _ _ _ , i got it wrong), den when i see von laugh, i will kp noticing tt and i saw it! so cartoon-like! make me laugh like hell la! lol. and den saw jasmine, beth, merelda! i shouted jasmine's name so loudly tt jas got a shock why i called her name so loudly la, but i was actually calling out to another jasmine apparently. lol. so really shocked to see them there, they finished watching twilight alrdy when we were just about to watch.

hahahas. omg, really love the movie! i feel like watching a second time, although i noe tt its not really as good as the book. some scenes got cut off and somewhat different frm the book also. but still, its funny, sad, scary, sweet, a mixture of emotions there. but i tot the beginning was quite abrupt and sudden. other den tt it was rather nice! TWILIGHT ROCKS! hahahas. gonna go read eclipse and breaking of dawn soon. lol. checked out level 9 aft movie, and i tink tts the place where alex said can play wii la.

got hm late, and parents freaking angry. slpt at 2 plus, super tired and still got to go work. luckily they allowed me to go to david's christmas play at his church. cos i promised him we will go, and he will pick us up at office and drive us there. not too nice if last min not gg. so as usual, it was rather similar to huini's church, just a li'll different, tts all. but the ppl there were friendly and really humorous and fun la. hmm, but i do hope i wouldn't get influenced so easily, shall wait and see den. the play was good, they acted really well and very realistic and applicable to real life. and a tinge of humour inside too. hahahs. chatted with quite a lot of ppl, but talked the most with amos ( i call him famous amos), and estee, jeri, auntie faith, and i dun rmb their names alrdy, too many ppl ard. hahahas. david says i'm weird, just cos i'm left-handed? lol. i retort sae its smart lor. hahas. somemore kp imitating our fav actions. hahas. and he was the one who kp reminding us tt its time to go back, tink he's scared of dad. lol.

oh no, its time to get christmas pressies! no time no time left! meeting up with mavis 2ml, gtg shopping for tt alrdy. CHRISTMAS is next week, so looking forward to it, wanna noe who's my guardian angel for both pru and kgang! i have a strong feeling tt for pru its a female getting my pressie, for kgang rite, i seriously dunno. hahahas.

2008-12-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

happy happy on thurs, had lunch with vicki, justin, may, garie @ wok express. we were talking about the show where they discuss the bad things about men, like being stingy, not being gentlemen and etc. plus the part where girls like to ask men qns which is hard to ans, like whether they are fat, and if they ans yes or no, they will still be wrong and also the very common one like if ur mum and me drop into the water who will u save and stuff! hahaha. and also always using pms as excuse. i tot tts rather true and funny. lol.

hmm, and i tink they won't ask me to their D & D leh, although garie say they will. but nvm ba, can save money. lol. i think justin just had a broke up, no wonder he's so like quiet. hmm, its alright, u will find someone better!

out with Alex 2day @ cine, i made him wait for an hr cos i was late. shit. lol. caught four christmases, not bad, rather nice and heart-warming, funny. but sometimes can't catch the jokes leh, but still nice! hahahas. wonder why all their parents are divorced, and how brad's mom ended up with his best fren which i find it also hard to accept, and how the jump jump can be so scary also. and the taboo scene too! lols. walked ard, things are really too ex over there, hahahas. and den passed a small booth selling chocs, and the auntie persuaded me to buy, cos i was paiseh aft trying. lol. expensive u noe! 5 bucks for like 6 small pieces! hahah. but super nice, and the choc's name is like "kiss". lol. and den off to waraku to have dinner, saw kenneth. now i realised cheese with curry is not bad actually. hahas. hmm, oh no, he did a lot of things which were like super sweet, brought an extra jacket for me cos cinema is cold, sending me all the way to cck, etc. unlike ...

2008-12-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refust. These people must state who they are taged by and cannot tag the person back.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by von:

1. What have you been doing recently?
working aft my exams, and attending my cousin's 21st b'dae! (:

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope, unless the batt goes off.

3. What happened at 10am today?
i was still slping. zzz

4. When did you last cry?
when i was watching tt very touching scene on teevee last week.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
yup, both.

6. What do you want in your life now?
a lot of things, like money, and a degree, and erhem, but i noe i shldn't be so greedy, maybe just a peaceful and happy life? lol.

7. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
not really, like ren say, i tend to draw a very clear line?

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
my sis shorts. lol.

9. What was the last movie you caught?
Mamma Mia

10. Does that person know you like him/her?
nope, i dun think so.

11. Who always make me laugh?
my frens esp kgang (i laughed like hell tt nite when we met up), colleagues, like alvan, garie, alvin, alex and so on, always disturbing me and crapping really funny jokes de. hahahas.

12. Do you speak languages other than English?
chinese and hokkien lor.

13. Favourite Website(s)?
blog-hopping all the time, and maybe some online shops, i dun rmb the webbie leh. facebook also maybe?

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
no plans yet, initally wanted to do some christmas shopping de.

15. What do you think you're like?
strong on the surface, weak in the heart. hahas. hmm, and maybe cheerful, always smiling and laughing until no one realise tt i'm in a bad mood or angry at all. LOL.

17. Where have you been today?
BPP.

18. What games do you play often?
facebook games, viwawa, etc.

19. Who are you missing right now?
hahas. -_-

20. If you have to choose betwen a friend and love, who will you choose?
friend? cos love is not lasting ba? err, dunno leh. lol.

21. What are you doing now?
watching teevee, trying to watch hotshot also( finishing soon! =), blog-hopping, facebook-ing.

22. Which primary school are you from?
SVPS

23. Name three colours that you like?
can i name more than 3? LOL. White, black, blue ba

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
(: this one lor. lol.

25. Whis is life to you?
to experience and try out everything, not to have any regrets

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
i hope to have someone to talk to, but normally i guess i will cry my guts out, and kp it to myself

27. Who did you last chat with on MSN today?
2day no leh, but yest maybe garie or mavis? i forgot le.

28. Who do you admire the most?
as in my idol? DBSK hero la! LOl.

29. Which month were you born in?
April (:

30. How are you feeling right now?
neutral. dots

31. What is the time now?
8.17pm

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tag you is?
very trusting towards ppl, which is gd and bad in a way la, and very fairy-tale like de, like to do personality test(same as me!), laugh super loud one, sometimes emo and fa da xiao jie temper (oh no, von when u see this dun kill me hor! LOL)

33. What colour wouldyou se to dye your hair?
brown!! :D

34. Why are you doing this test?
cos von tagged me ! LOL

35. What do you do when you're moody?
depends leh, sometimes stare into space, sometimes throwing temper, sometimes crying till my eyes become swollen

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
dunno, maybe 20 plus?

37. Who is more important to you?
my family, frens and erhem la.

38. If today is the last day of your lfe, what will you do?
same as von! :DDD and maybe tell my family tt i love them a lot, and my frens! and i'll bring everything i like along with me de

39. Who is, are the people you trust the most?
i think i am quite trusting also, family ba, and frens, esp kgang, mavis, xinyi, some colleagues also.

40. If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To give my family a better life where they wouldn't have to fret about anything, and of course tt one wish. (:

41. What is your goal for this year?
this yr is ending soon le leh, shouldn't it be for next yr? LOL

42. Do you believe in Eternity Love?
not really leh. lol. i somehow feel tt love will fade away slowly..

43. What feeling do you love most?
to be loved :D

44. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
yup, definitely!

45. What feeling do you hate the most?
angry, sad, haiya all negative feelings? bleahss.

46. Do you like doing quizzes?
sometimes, provided i'm not lazy.

47. Do you believe in God?
ya

48. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
ppl relationships ba

49. What will you bring when you fight?
the boxing gloves?? lol. no no, hmm maybe knife or guns are more realistic ah.

50. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
maybe not studying hard enough, and not spending more time for my loved ones

51. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
definitely very depressed i will be, i cannot tahan if even my family dun care bout me.

52. What wil you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
break up.

53. How do you feel now?
i tot i sae neutral le. lol.

tagging: mavis, xinyi, jiemei, jieshi, anger, winnie blah blah blah

finally done! yippee! von, ur quiz is super uber long. lol.

yest went for cousin's 21st b'dae celebration @ talenthouse studio ard bugis area. took a cab cos i tot i was late, and freaking 20 bucks gone just like tt. damn it sia. ended up we were quite early. hmm, lots of unfamiliar faces there, but still quite okie la, food was fab. just hoped tt she enjoyed it! saw her bf! lol.

super fretting over christmas pressies.

2008-12-04T00:41:00.002+08:00

so many things to update:

new york new york with mummy and sis on sat to celebrate my post exams! hahas, no la, just tt my sis kp whining to lunch there, so we got no choice, and i still had one more maths paper to go. bleahs. had fish n chips, crispy chicken burger, alfredo sphagetti, and cheezy chicken! and coke float with choc ice-cream too! lol. and shopped ard with sis aft tt, long while since i did any shopping, like a few wks ago? hahas.

hmm, sun was also another day spent at hm, trying to revise a little for my maths and obviously i failed, so i brought my sis to the lib which was revamped recently. great decision, they shld have done tt long ago, the previous lib really sucks like shit. oops. and i saw joven studying there, he looked shocked i dunno why. haha, and den i bumped into him again aft tt. wanted to borrow either twilight, a walk to remember or p.s i love you but i couldn't find any! seems like they got to stock up on their books. ):

so mon i just went for the exam really light-headed, with nothing in my mind, i think its the first time i felt this way, somemore its maths when i normally will panic like shit if i'm still in IJC. dots. finished the paper really early, like 11.50 when it shld end at 1. so went to look for mavis and xinyi for a while b4 gg for some shopping with hui kheng. and i managed to get the christmas pressie for the mystery person, oh no, i just hope that it looks fine and presentable. as for the rest, i'm still pondering on what to get for them. sharks. i wanted to try D.I.Y but my handicraft sucks so i really dunno how. lol. shall see how it goes then.

and yest after work it was raining, AGAIN! dunno why i am always getting caught in the rain and its worse when i dun like to bring umbrellas out. was about to walk in the rain when Alex called me frm behind and asked me to wait for him, he'll get an umbrella and walk me to the mrt station, when he's actually gg to Amara. so i was rather shocked. hmm, a gentleman indeed. lol.

and tdy, got lots of small pressies when its not even christmas yet! hahas. cos they went for fastrack and bought smthg for us, keychains, a really cute mirror and small pillow frm boss. hhahas. i'm one happy girl. and metup with kgang was really nice and fun, long while since i saw them and they nvr failed to make me laugh like hell and i really forgot all my troubles at tt point of time. and hmm, dun worry, i wun fall deeper into the trap, i'll climb out of it first. hahas.

one thing made me uber shocked like hell, i really dun understand how on earth did he manage to find me or even rmb me at all, when we were all just five & six yr-olds in kindergarten? LOL. its just like so unbelievable man! hahas.and he had a pic of the two of us only which i dun rmb taking at all, i'll post it up someday okie. i'm off to bed, serioously shagged. gd nite. (:

2008-11-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Tagged by sis:

TECHNOLOGY

Q.What is your wallpaper on your computer?
DBSK.

Q.How many televisions do you have in your house?
Three if i count in the small neon green black & white teevee.

BIOLOGY

Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left-handed.

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
yup. lol.

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
one small but really heavy carton in ofc.

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Nope

BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No la, if i know i sure will be depressed and i will waste away my remaining days lor. if i dunno anything tt will be better i guess.

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
dunno, but i maybe i'll give myself a christian name. lol.

Q. What colour do you think looks best on you?
dunno leh, black white, fusion,argh i dunno la.

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
yup, paper considered rite?

DAREOLOGY

Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
Maybe? hahas.

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
OF COURSE NOT LARRRR!

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
dunno leh...

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
NO LAR, its not like i have a fantastic body~~~

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1,000?
NOPE!!!!

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
i dun have the guts to kill, and i will feel guilty for life de lor.

DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
nothing

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good film?
What's that??!!

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
No, only marble floor leh..

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Stand la, who will sit in the shower, unless in a bath tub ma :x

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
One if i'm not wrong

LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
Sis

Q: Last person who called you?
Hui Kheng.

Q: Person you hugged?
forgot le leh..

FAVOURITOLOGY

Q: Number?
T-W-O.

Q: Season?
Winter

Q: Colour?
A lot la

CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
Yup.

Q: Mood?
finally sort of decided to give up, den arghh, changed my mind again, and den towards the end of the day i was very happy except when i got news of my CA marks):

Q: Listening to?
mavis's blog songs. hahas.

Q: Watching?
trying to watch hotshot, but shagged.

Q: Worrying about?
$, exams, & smthg personal.

Q: Wearing?
tank top & IJ pe shorts.

RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
if excluding toilet, den is sch lurh.

Q: What can you not wait to do?
cnnot wait to go overseas if i have the chance to, and can't wait to noe who's my guardian angel for christmas!LOL/

Q: Do you smile often?
yup, smile and laugh a lot, my frens say my laughing point v low lurh. diao. -_-

Q: Are you a friendly person?
depends, some ppl say i very dao, those who noe me will sae otherwise ba.

Now tat you answer all the question list 3 other person to complete this quiz!

Kgang, mavis & xinyi. if u guys read my blog which i think they don't. bleahs..

shrieks, i just realised i had an admirer frm pri sch? dots.. dunno is it true or just a pickup line lurh.

2008-11-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

i hate being called a monkey okay, i am not, and not bad to tt extent pls. call us a bunch of monkeys again and i will just explode i tell you. ARGHHH..

last lesson with mrs nair tdy, went sch early cos i had to tap attendance card for them, and i'm so lucky i didn't get caught cos she was alrdy in the lecture hall when i reached. and then hui kheng msg me saying she's at hm at 9.30 when our lesson starts at tt time. and i alrdy reminded her not to be late, but she still like tt. angry la, so didn't reply her msg. lols. till she msg me again and den ask me not to be angry den i forgive her, cos jer also nvr come, and den she still late and only came in during break time. actually not really la, i sat with samantha cos i forgot to bring my notes. if not i really alone la. but of course i forgive and forget easily de. lols. so after a while i'm okie le. hahas. aft lesson, its study time! went to discussion room and wah liao we like holding our own concert inside eh. lols. was listening to her mp3 using my earphones and den singing really loudly, i hope ppl outside dun hear us though we saw quite a lot of ppl peeping inside la. lols. tdy was quite productive, did 1 and a half maths paper as well as went thru 2 eng papers. supposed to finish up my second maths paper now but obviously i'm procrastinating. arghh. next week is revision week, still thinking of whether i shld go sch or not, but i nd the maths paper ans, and i'm definitely gg for MPO. i need to catch up for tt. looking forwards to the one month hols in dec, where i can celebrate CHRISTMAS! yeahh! (: but tt means i nd more money again. bleahss.

yay, free coffee bean cheesecake yesterday! lols.

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was flipping thru the photo albums tt day, and i realised childhood times were really great. free of worries, troubles, everyday just eat slp drink shit play. lols. pardon the blurness la, cos i took it directly frm the album using my hp. hahas.

me and my sis

me and my sis at st joseph church kindergarten, sports day! (:
me and sis again, i refused to give her the female bear. hahaha!

bro, me and sis at jurong bird park. aww, so memorable! lols.
Dad and me.
i rmb i was so happy cos we were gg to mac! :D

& kgang! i saw the "pump it" song on an advertisement on tv just now eh~ hahas.

2008-11-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

Alvan's back from NZ! hahas.

it was raining so heavily tdy la, so was drenched from head to toe even though i brought an umbrella, and my skirt was so wet tt it was sticking onto my skin. tts not sexy okay steve. lols. and my skirt flipped up cos the wind was so strong! damn it. so i spent the half hr of the lec in the toilet trying to dry myself but still wet. at least better la. thanks aaron for helping to tap my card and bringing my bag in first. steve also for lending me his jacket cos mine was totally wet la. oh god, still not paying attention leh. dead meat. exams in two weeks time. right.

oh ya and u noe my mummy and me are watching the news now, and they have this car competition where u stick ur palm on the car and the one who stays the longest gets the car? she was like saying i like to eat so much stand there cfm get irritated very fast and out i go. lols. yea la, u're right. hahas.

did i see a tinge of unhappiness in your eyes or was it just my imagination or senstiveness? oh god, i hate playing guessing games. just tell me will u?? )=

2008-11-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Oh MY!! Bernard showed his butt to us in lecture tdy! ARGHHH. we were so shocked tt we kept laughing for minutes la! LOL. cos we had to do a project, and our grp only have 2 ppl, so to prevent mrs nair frm discovering us, we hid beneath our seats and entertained ourselves there. and then the bunch of them started disturbing us again. and tt idiot joel or bernard used a marker to draw my toe!!! arghhh. i dunno who was it la. and den tt one still nvm okie. den siva started telling us a story abt bernard. here goes: bernard likes to disturb bangla so one day, he saw a bangla slping under a tree. so he went to woke him up and screamed tt he looked like freaking fertiliser there, then the bangla started chasing aft him and he ended up in hospital for 2 weeks. now his scar haven healed yet and his scar comes in a funny shape. lols. so he showed us his scar aft being forced out by joel (again), and the scar turned out to be his butt crack!! OMG. can you imagine? lols.

oh ya, and i bought the green anna sui cardigan frm samantha! love it!=)

okie, enough of them, so met up with mavis aft sch, cabbed down to far east. had lunch and den i shopped ard rather long, and then decided to head to bugis for more shopping. hahas. but also to study la. starbucks, mos, mac, nowhere to study, so went delifrance instead. the ambience is gd, very quiet, and ppl nvr chase us out, and the eng songs are really nice. lols. but of course i spent a lot tdy!! OH NO, i need more money. shucks. and i really nd more catching up, yeah, maths CA2 is done! hahas.

2008-11-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

Can you all just stop all these nonsense, its really affecting me!!! can't take it anymore, i still have to submit an essay first thing in the morn tml, and here you are creating a scene when i'm trying to do my work! now i've lost my mood to do and seriously i am damn tired! and before tt, another joker was playing computer games and refusing to budge when i wanted to do my essay! i am very very annoyed la! i really hate this kind of feeling. damn it.

2008-11-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

went to polyclinic tdy wif hui kheng, initial plan was to take mc cos we wanted to improve on our brochure. i decided for so long before i decided to sacrifice my work. and since i had to see a doc, and since i have been having chest pains like frequently, i decided to ask the doc lor. and then the doc suddenly asked me to go for X-ray and then CEG. i didn't noe wad was tt, so i just went along. first thing the nurse asked me to do was to lie down and den take out my ***. i was so shocked why do i need to let her see lor. but no choice, so its just a test to check whether i have any heart prob. and when i was doing X-ray, they asked whether i was pregnant, omg. lols. aft gg to all tt trouble, den the doc said she couldn't diagnose wad's wrong, asked me whether i want to see a specialist or not. of course i said not la! den she prescribed some med for me, for muscle relaxation or whatever shit which i dun think was useful lor, so i didn't collect any. and i spend freaking 25 bucks in polyclinic, might as well see private. somemore we spent so much time on seeing a doc tt we only started doing our proj at 5 plus. but luckily now everything's done. phew, like finally. we cleared all our projects le!! :) and den saw hui kheng's bf for the first time, lols.

oh ya, no lessons for yest. so met up with hui kheng and jer to do our brochure, actually asked steve and aaron to come along for our MPO proj, but they couldn't come. so we spent most of the time in coffee bean trying to complete our EB. oh ya, i love the breakfast there, the salad is nice. hahas. and pure choc ice blended is also great, i love choc!! and den left for work, was drenched cos of the heavy rain. and really wanted to thank steve for helping me out for MPO, he did up a lot of research for me, but ended up i didn't use much. so sry! cos when i saw ur mail its like too late le, cos i complete le. but i tried to add in some points though. and i found out he likes soft toys! bleahs..

someone pls buy cherry blossom for me, i really like it la! lols..

2008-11-02T00:34:00.002+08:00

raining tdy, and i lazy to bring umbrella, so walked to sch in the rain. and a really nice gal shared her umbrella with me. so sweet of her. hahas. if not i sure would be drenched:) i only went to sch for 3 days this week leh, maybe cos hui kheng nvr come sch also cos her grandma passed away. must take care alright. so tdy went sch and i forgot to bring my card. duh. tdy's lesson supposed to do up a poster of brian's burger bar. hahas. and joel come up with some stupid idea of relating bums to buns. lols. but gotta admit he's creative, so ours became one of the top 3. but he's really mean to me lor, kp disturbing or imitating me. idiot piece of shit. hahas. siva tortured my horsey pencil, which he claims to be a zebra lor. lols.

tdy spent a lot of time doing EB project lor, no time to study my own things. so tiring. i really really need a lot of catching up lor. sighss.

2008-10-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

mavis force me to do la. hahas.

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted in the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and post their names, then goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time: 11.11pm
Name: JieLin
Sisters: 2
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 6
Height: 167
Where do you live: CCK
Favourite drinks: green tea, fresh milk, soya milk, aloe vera
Favourite breakfast: MCGRIDDLES! & sandwich. hahas
Have You EverSwim in the ocean: Nope
Fallen asleep in school: Yes, a lot of times
Broken someone's heart: Ya i guess
Fell off your chair: Yup
Waited for someone to call: Yea
Saved e-mails: Yes
What is your room like: long curtains draping over the windows, then three little but cozy beds, a small table for me to put my overwhelming things, and then a cupboard plus a radio just beside the window
Whats right beside you: My hp and my notes, but i have not touched it at all.
What is the last thing you ate: Choc bread
Ever Had Chicken pox: Ya, my bro spread to me la.
Sore throat: countless
Stitches: No
Broken nose: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: ya, somehow..
Like picnics: yup, i still rmb we had one on ru's b'dae. :)
Who was/were the last person you danced with: huh, i forgot alrdy, but i think shld be clubbing which was ages ago
Last made you smile: my sis ba
You last yelled at someone: my younger sis, still fuming..

Today
Did you talk to someone you like: Yup
Kissed anyone: No la
Get sick: not really
Missed someone: of course!
Eat: if nvr eat i sure will kp nagging and complaining. lols.
Best feeling in the world: same with mavis, love la.
Do you sleep with your stuffed animals: not now, maybe last time..
Whats under your bed: Nothing
Who do you really hate: i hate those who hate me. lols.
What time is it now: 11.25pm.

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: ya, haha
Do you have any siblings: Yea
Do you want children: having children seems so far away?
Do you smile often: yea, i think so. hk kp saying my laughing point low, colleagues also say i kp smiling, and kgang too. hahas.
Do you like your handwriting: ya, alright la
Are your toe-nails painted: No, but i feel like painting
Whose bed other than yours would your rather sleep in: Dunno eh.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: Purple
What were you doing at 7.00p.m yesterday: Out shopping wif aaron
When did you last cry: oh i forgot.
Are you a friendly person: diff ppl have diff opinions about me la
Do you have any pets: No
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: -_0
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: :/
Do you sleep with the tv on: nope
What are you doing right now: talking to garie, watching hot shot, reading blog, and blogging this post. i can multi-task! hahas.
Have you ever crawled through a window: no la
Can you handle the truth: sometimes
Are you too forgiving: ya
Are you closer to your mother or father: Both ba, closer to mum in a sense, cos i quarrel more with my dad,same kind of temper. lols.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: forgot
How many people can you say you've really loved: a lot ba
Do you eat healthy: no, i am a very unhealthy person. shit.
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: No
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yup
If you're having a bad day, who are you likely to go to: kp it to myself
Are you confident: No ba

5 things I was doing 10 years ago (pri 3? )

1. i know i always bully my sis. hahas.
2. play catching, hopscotch, etc.
3. meddle with the things inside my mum boss's room. lol.
4. trying to prevent my maid from flirting with a blangadesh
5. the idiot 360 degree roller coaster ride that made me puke

5 things on my to-do list today
-complete at least half of EB project
-complete maths CA2 and MPO lecture tutorial 3-6
-go shopping.
-watch hotshot till ep 9
-listen attentively to lecture. hahas

5 things I would do if I'm a billionaire:

-put all my money into a bank to generate interest
-buy a nice hse in sentosa for my family including grandma
-go for a holiday with my fam and friends.
-help those in need.
-ask my grandma to retire and employ two maids to serve her. muahhaa. let her enjoy life to the fullest

5 of my bad points
-bad-tempered to only certain ppl. lols.
-too negative, sensitive and emo sometimes
-procrastination
-no motivation, determination
-easily influenced, do not like making decisions, not firm enough

5 people i tagged
i dunno, those who see my post can just do it la. lols.

2008-10-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

been skipping sch a lot this week, guessed its cos i'm really tired. really. sighs, the endless projects that we have yet to complete, and i really need a lot of catching up. have not been paying attention in lectures, and exams are like in less than a month. omg.

on a lighter note, tdy aft work left with garie and aaron, walked to mrt station tgt. and all the while garie made us laugh like hell, cos he kp harping on the topic of ahfidah, irritating me cos he kpt reminding me of what to do tml. lols. den he left for appt, somemore asking me to go all the way to hougang with him, of course i did not cos i agreed to acc aaron for some shopping @ bugis. he wanted to get some clothes to attend a wedding this sat, so last min la. ended up he nvr bought anything cos nthg caught his eye. hahas.

so many things on my mind. why is it tt i have to face this kind of problems everytime? its really tiring, everyday got to think of these stupid problems. how am i gonna focus and study or work? damn it, this week is super exhausting.

2008-10-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

met up with hui kheng tdy for EB proj. tgt with her fren, shu xian. she's joining us to study also. and she's frm IJC too. so much of a coincidence. hahas. but i really didn't see her b4. walked over to paragon coffee bean and started with our work aft some procrastinating. LOL. laughing like hell while doing the proj la, she was drawing the outlook of the brochure, and den draw till so ugly la. i couldn't stop laughing, seriously. haiya, dunno why we seem to be like always crapping. hahas. finally done, and den i left for hm, wanted to study but no one acc me. so sad. sobs.. den on the way back aaron call me, wanted me to acc him go shopping for his things. but i was alrdy heading back hm le, so told him cannot. hahas. nvr call me earlier leh, still kp saying my fault. lols.

shit, no time alrdy la. still got so many stuff to revise. plus maths CA1 not complete yet..

2008-10-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

tdy was really not a good day. first it started off with me gg to sch early to settle some work thingy cos com broke down at hm. when i reached sch, found out tt i can't do cos the figures not updated yet. so i went sch early for nothing. and den during lecture, stupid joel suddenly threw smthg at me and hui kheng while we were talking. super pissed off, angry la! next time i roll a big paper ball and throw at u see u happy not la. hmphh. somemore nvr offend u lor. den i realised i lost my stationary and can't do my work. den started to lose my temper, even hui kheng was shocked, kp asking me to cool down. lols. and den just now, while i was talking to him, all of a sudden he went offline. and b4 tt, he sounded kind of angry, which i dunno why. did i say smthg wrong? hais. and now, zx is the one who's treating me better and stuff. i really am confused. -_-

doing proj again tml. sianss.

2008-10-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

woke up damn early tdy, met up with ren to study at JE. and den there was a huge crowd waiting outside when we reached. lols. so we didn't want to cramp with them and so went to galilee instead. so long nvr see them alrdy, couldn't stop talking to her, but she kp asking me not to disturb her la. lols. revised a bit of maths. and den waited for ru to come, and she had lunch with me, we left poor ren studying alone. hahas. and den i left for bugis to meet mavis. i really don't understand why the lib is forever so crowded, we couldn't find a seat and so settled down at the sofa. my legs get numb really easily la, so we went off aft a while to mac to study. no student meals on weekends meh, great. and ended up we spent quite some time chatting la. lols. mavis, rmb u are more fortunate than me hor. dun vie with me la. hahas.

2008-10-18T19:43:00.003+08:00

sch was really fun tdy, lols. mrs nair's class seems to be always the most interesting, compared to MPO or maths. always got to present in front of the whole lecture though. and tdy's activity was to come up with a jingle for a product, and i tot ours was not bad and entertaining with vionna's high pitch "gigi putih". LOL. everyone was laughing la. hahas. bernard's group was also super entertaining. and yea, siva banged the door on me. my poor back. sobs. gonna claim my med bills frm him. lols.

supposed to do our MPO proj, but stupid steve and jeralyn couldn't come, he went drinking last night n got drunk. duhhh. but jeralyn got reason la. so aaron, hui kheng and me decided to do on our own and we managed to come out with the main points, and even did online shopping, omg and talking about their love lives. super entertaining okay. lols. and hui kheng and me decided to study at the lovely discussion room next time. hahas/

oh and i saw kelly tdy while on the way to sch. super shocked. lols.

i really dunno if its fate or coincidence, but it made me rather happy though (:

2008-10-14T12:34:00.002+08:00

Hui Kheng, Jeralyn and me left the lecture halfway, couldn't stand the lecturer, don't understand what he's talking about. rather study by myself or ask others will be more effective i guess. waited for Steve cos he's gg to Aaron's hse and heading same way as me. 4eva nonsense one tt guy. lols. and pls dun dump your fishes into the tank of the toilet bowl in case ur mum sees fishes swimming in there when she flushes. LOL! but somehow the conversation with him made me feel tt his way of disturbing ppl is just to get more attention , he's like always alone at hm and stuff. so i guess he's rather lonely in a way ba. Oh and shit lor, MPO assignment not yet done, two more days to deadline, how am i gonna complete it man. and i think i still got lots of catching up to be done, somehow these few lectures have not really been attentive and lost focus. ITS TIME TO WAKE UP!!

oh ya, and its like the first time i talked so much to B, hehe.

Although it was just a short stroll back yest, i am more than contented now. i guess its been long since we really sort of talked to each other, and i embarrassed myself again, my straw flew out la. lols. kana laughed by him. hahas/

2008-10-12T11:49:00.002+08:00

EB tdy, and we got to role-play in front of the whole lecture class lor! so we joined up with steve and gang, and real unlucky we were the first to present. so hmm, no comments, rather embarrassing, but luckily ours is over alrdy, the rest who haven presented yet will have to present next lesson too! Haha. yest stayed back aft sch with hui kheng, jeralyn couldn't join us cos of her fam thingy, purpose was to finish up our draft for the MPO report, plus complete my maths exercise, we even wrote our goals BIG BIG on the whiteboard to remind ourselves. HAHA. and i borrowed a laptop, and i was only 20 mins late you know, den they charge me somemore! i know its not a lot la, but they really are very money-conscious. i really wanna get a lappie, but not now i guess. and i seriously think we were very loud in the discussion room, luckily no complaints. and yea, sch is quite okay, lots of entertainment and well gossip also. hahas, lets see whether F & B will get tgt. LOL.

F**K. someone is being really selfish, asking me to remove my thumbdrive with my assignment report inside when i'm doing my assignment now, just because she wants to charge a freaking mp3. pissed off. you know i will always forget to save the file using save as, and den end up my file will get lost and i will have to redo again den u still freaking insist that u want to charge and make it seem like my fault. shit you.

2008-10-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

sat celebrated jas b'dae overnight @ Gallery hotel, had a diff time convincing parents to allow me to go. Went to the hotel straight, camwhored a bit, ru helped to make our hair and then off to vivo to meet up with the b'dae girl. super dog for dinner at skypark, i was super hungry tt time. lols. and then it was our own kbox session there, and we left for coffee bean. yums. finally headed back to hotel, and started our pyjamas party!! vodka plus games, and then performance. nvr slept a wink at all. headed back hm and bought breakfast for fam, erm, i'm just trying to bribe them aft doing smthg wrong. lols. and then i slept for a few hrs and met up with mavis for some shopping and dinner. didn't get much stuff though. will add in pics some other day.. i'm tired. hahas.
sch is like so far so gd, but really gotta start on the assignments and proj soon. there's not much time left!! planned to spend the following two sats with hui kheng to finish up the assignments if possible, and we're like only getting the EB one only 1 wk b4 we have to hand in. tts like practically impossible lor. gosh. rushing to work aft sch is tiring, i guess its the travelling part tt's tiring, not really the studying or working part ba.
work is rather okay, heard frm others tt my boss asked them not to overload me, which i felt it was rather sweet, he really always kind of back me up whenever there's like any probs or whatsoever, i really hope i can cont working, cos its hard to find a boss who can accomodate my schedule and the pay is quite okay i feel. :D
anw, was on the train earlier on, and saw a really cute boy. he's like talking to his mum but his mum's like ignoring him, so ke lian. but there he was trying to entertain himself, playing tick tack toe all by himself, playing two roles at one time. hahahs, a lot of commuters were looking at him, not only me, plus i realised he got really DEEP dimples!! tts like bonus points. LOL. plus his face so chubby, hahas, i guess i really lurve children. =)

2008-10-01T18:38:00.002+08:00

sat was job hunting with sis, and yeah, she finally found a job @ raffles city!! :D and there was a miniature F1 for the kids, so cool! LOL. and then off to bugis cos i wanted to get smthg for school, but still not enough, gonna stock up when i get my pay! HAHA. and lawrence kp saying he saw me, which i dun think so. lols. and den sun i caught MAMMA MIA finally!! superb movie, i love it. hahas. the songs were fantastic, enjoyed it seriously.

recently watching Hot Shot, recommended by Garie Ang, hahas. its damn funny with xiaozhu. LOL. but i'm not so hooked onto it like him la, can wake up at 5am just to catch the show. hahas.

sch is starting tml, i'm kind of looking forward to sch life, aft working for the past few months. meeting with huiqing first and we're gg to sch tgt. hahas. i really really must make sure tt i study and mug hard. Exams are in like a month's time. so Mavis, u got to coach me on maths okay??! hahas.
and i'm officially working part time, only helping CH, hope i'll be able to cope. and of course i feel a bit sad tt i'm not gonna be helping thomas & alvis out, got to thank them for treating me so nice during the course of work, always treating us to lunch, plus the singapore flyer trip, and many many small but meaningful things. I will definitely miss C55 and PO4...

they nvr fail to make me crack up in giggles. =))

2008-09-26T00:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE YANTING!!

stay happy, pretty and whatever nice thingy always!! LOL.

tdy was orientation part I, luckily i got to the place safely, and then got to noe a few frens, like hui qing, Jeraldine and marie-ann who is frm myanmar. and the two of them are gonna skip the "real" orientation tml, and i was actually planning to go for tt initially, but looks like i'm skipping it too? hahas. and i just realised like most of them are international students, its really a lot la. hope i'll be able to cope with everything, i noe its not gonna be easy at all.

2008-09-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

von's real b'dae party on mon @ tze's condo, plus the LS pple, rented a cosy but really nice & comfortable rm. silly her was surprised and burst into tears, she's always tearing u noe. lols. den forced her to sing a few songs though her throat was not really in gd condition, but who cares, she has to do it!!! hahas/. den aft tt everyone was famished and decided to have dinner first, and then played some games. cut b'dae cake, gave her the pressie which was a PSP mint green and den LS peeps left, leaving the whole rm to ourselves!! sang till we drop, super fun and happy. i guess everyone felt the same too. and ya, tze's mum was super funny, von's mum too, they were like discussing tt our mums shld form a gang too. tts cool u noe. hahas. and we walked back to mrt with brave ru burstin all the balloons along the way, and i was a bit pekchek cos they kp dun allowing me to go inside the kitchen?!!! hmphh, den i was alone outside la. but nvm, for the sake for von, i sacrifice lor. LOL. =) anw, hope u had a really memorable b'dae okay??!!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE VONN. KGANG LOVES YOU. **

past two days were super unbearable, better stop thinking about it since its over.
even yinghuei asked me why i was so quiet, still sae normally will kp hearing me scream here and there, i was like where got???!!! LOL.

but surprise, another lolli again. just ate it up tdy. hahas.

tdy was really much better, so much more better. cos so many nice and heartwarming things happened, like nick treated me to sakae, feel paiseh though, gonna treat him back someday. hahas. and den got to have lunch with tracy & xinyi aft like so long finally, plus workload was reducing for once. i hope tt things will not turn out opposite once i sae tt though. lols. and maybe its cos of another reason tt made me feel super happy tdy.

the way u tousled my hair:)

2008-09-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

shit, i've been getting real lazy these days to blog. urghhh. but i'm gonna update on vons 19th @ changi airport soon, i hope. hahas. but finally i'm feeling much better, after all the uneasiness, uncomfortableness, probs and stuffs, i'm beginning to pick myself up. and everything's getting on track for now, but i can't say for the future. at least fam thingy is okay alrdy, and then sch is also starting soon, like orientation is four days away, i'm like so damn nervous, like who i gonna meet and stuff. and hopefully i'm able to do part time for CH, at least earn some extra pocket money. i'm gg to make myself so busy tt i dun even have time to think of anything unnecessary. yup, i just hope everything will get better!!

anw, i love gentlemen, and i'm just being random. hahahs.

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to sum it up, bubble tea @ yew tee, surprised von @ her hse, popeyes, walking around T1 & 3, taking super random but fun pics, settling down @ a corner at T3, and den mrs fields brownies & cookies. enjoyed tt day, but i noe von wasn't really feeling happy, cos she didn't noe of our plan! LOL.

2008-09-08T23:33:00.001+08:00

someone pls just make me drunnnk, i wanna forget everything. its really too much for me to handle.

2008-09-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

omg, i was super blur tdy. so i saw david in the office lift, and den decided to msg my sis. but i accidentally sent it to him instead! shit la, b ut luckily he wasn't offended or whatsoever, but i was really feeling so embarrassed and stupid. so tt actually made us meet up for lunch next week la. LOL. wah liao, i tot i sounded super rude in tt msg. bleahhss.

oh gosh, mummy and sis are sick, supposed to have a fun time gg for a short getaway tml.hope they get well soon. will only be back on sun evening. dun miss me too much alright? hahah.

2008-09-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

mon was the first time had lunch with almost all of PO4, plus xinyi and junie. funny conversations going on, cos of sab and clement, super entertaining la. i kp laughing all the way. LOL. and i guess i would have to work OT for the next few weeks or so, cos audit coming! omg, its damn irritating. workload increasing again. arghh! :(

shit, i think i'm too dependent on my mummy alrdy, everything also need her help, i just realised tt i reaally can't live without her. can't imagine if no one to do my laundry, no one to prepare food for me, no one to acc me when i'm lonely, no one to listen to my woes, to sum it up, if i dun have my family, i guess i will be totally lost. i noe its a li'l too late aft living for 19 yrs. LOL.

how how?? shld i lapse my policy? but seriously i'm left with no choice, cos starting sch soon, will really need a lot of money. sighss.

2008-09-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

sat was off to top one to support vonne's recording. no doubt she was anxious, nervous, but still she did well! we are proud of you vonne, dun be disappointed okay, its really good le:D find it kinda cool to record own album, hahs. was famished aft tt, ate at MOS, and as usual, we sat there for ages for our girl-talks. we were like saying its been long since 6 of us sat down and had a real chat. and yup, i really miss all tt. and they blame me for not turning up always. hahas. just realised tt most of our topic revolved around guys, and our past sec sch life. and are we gg to wear our old sch uni and go out?? are we are we?? its kinda interesting, exciting and fun la! hahas. just tt i think i threw away alrdy, gotta borrow le. LOL.

Had a satisfying seafood dinner with family, this time my bro was present, wah, finally VIP came. LOL. and den off for grocery shopping, if i got money i tell ya i can spend like hundreds in a supermarket really. haha.

2008-08-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

Bid farewell to raymond on tue, he's off to San Francisco. went to Changi Airport T3 (like finally) to send him off. he will only be back next yr dec and alrdy kind of planned to go his hse for a class gathering? hahas. not even sure wad will happen at tt time lor. LOL. and hidaya is also leaving for Australia soon. hmm, its like our class is really split at the moment, i kind if miss gg back to IJC where we'll see each other everyday though its tiring and v stress. i miss the innocent sch days, i dun really like the adult world. though i'm really happy working in my current company, colleagues and bosses have been real nice. but i guess i'm still not getting used to it.:(

and aft we sent raymond off, we went to popeyes! yeah, i really like the food there. and as usual, she kp pushing her food to me and su su la. we ate a lot, i mean me. LOL. wanted to explore more, but its kind of late le, so decided to head hm instead. i really lurve gg to the airport, its the feeling i guess :D

2008-08-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

bro's b'dae tdy. bought a cake and some apparels for him. super funny lor. LOL.

lovely cake frm bengawan solo:D

see! no expression one. LOL.

finally smile. HAHA.

& look! she's hungry!=) LOL.

double yayness. no work tml.:D

2008-08-23T22:51:00.005+08:00

fri night was ktv session with yanting, tracy,vicki,lawrence,michael,junhao. and omg, junhao sings damn well. although the rest was also quite gd. being forced by them to go la, actually i planned to stay at hm, cos i'm declared broke alrdy, and supposed to have a dinner with jc guys. end up they sae its smthg like a farewell for me, and den kp persuading me, saying they will treat me and stuff, so i had to go.

lawrence was being a bit crinky alrdy, choosing those v old songs, which i guess my parents era sing. and den kp changing the titles of the songs, make us laugh like shit. LOL. and michael kp comparing which watch is nicer, his or junhao's. luckily yanting save me. hahaha. and actually tot of extending, but decided to go for supper instead.nick joined us. and they kp talking about those things, make me afraid of gg hm again. reminds me of the ktv last time. hmm, but yanting and me shared a cab back hm, and she let me alight first, so sweet! thanks gal. michael's the worst, he has to go back to office, which is damn scary, the carpark will be like deserted. omg. still call me just now sae will organise one again, and den talk crap again lor. make me blur. hahahas.

tts junhao. nice voice.:D

yanting & tracy=)
the three of us.

& vicki. hahas.
tts michael's very nice watch. happy? LOL.

yea, one week gone alrdy. waiting for one more week to pass.=)

2008-08-19T23:38:00.004+08:00

st james on sat was superb i tell ya. JieYing was crowned MS UOC QUEEN! OMG!=)

the flowers meant for jieying. LOL.

& tts the queen! :D

and sun was out with dear tracy & lenee, haven seen her for ages, thought its only 2 weeks. invest fair was like no comments, wanted to go for tangs sales, but suddenly reminded of being broke. steamboat for dinner, super shiok. and we three forgot to take pics. like again. LOL.

yest night was movie with fam. super sad, we couldn't stop crying, eyes were swollen like holy shit, so embarrassing. and i cried 2 nights in a row. but its really touching. reached hm at 12 plus, super shag.

why did you ask if i had anything to tell you before you go? did u expect me to sae anything? is tt a hint, or am i just thinking too much??? stop tormenting me pls garie. do u noe i feel smthg for you? hais.

& michael's call just now made me feel so confused, FC? was tt referring to me? cos yanting seems to be like trying to tell me smthg, but it seems tt i'm thinking too much again. arghh.

2008-08-18T00:43:00.004+08:00

i hate you. you have no right to slap me. i am not the young girl to be manipulated by you anymore. stop treating me like rubbish. i really dun feel like gg hm tml, someone pls take me in. i was supposed to be happy tdy. u spoiled everything, how am i gg to go to work with my swollen eyes tml? and i'm fucking sad. yes, fucking disappointed.

2008-08-11T23:41:00.004+08:00

tdy is my sis's b'dae!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO JIEMEI! =)

tsk, i'm such a bad sis. gonna give her present belated. sry! hahas.

and yup, tdy got disturbed and teased my them la! as what i have expected, but of course i noe they not serious de la. LOL. so hmm, boss kp trying to matchmake, luckily he nvr hear. gosh. lols.

2008-08-10T22:59:00.002+08:00

tdy was out with dear mavis. hahahs. wanted to do some shopping b4 my pay is used up again. i wanted to get the gladiator sandals, ended up i got smthg diff, but its quite special and much more cheaper. spend 70 bucks just like tt, omg, i really gotta save up! gg to start sch soon if nothing goes wrong*crosses fingers. finally settled dinner @ macs and the nuggets tasted weird for the first time, and as usual, tt skinny gal can't finish her food again. HAHA. and den so tempted to watch a movie la. h,mph, nvm, next time. and yea, cfm gg st james on sat le! cos tze wants me to go! HAHA.LOL. no la, actually its me who wanna go. yup, so gotta find some ways to tell my parents.

people, pls dun laugh at me tml alright? i seriously dun feel like gg work tml. :(

SAY BYE BYE TO MY LONG FRINGE. SAY HI TO MY TOOTY FRINGE. DUHH.

2008-08-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE SINGAPORE!!

how i wished tt we could return to the past, booking a hotel room and watching the fab fireworks, or even to the esplanade area to witness the live atmosphere, but sigh, its too late:(

and i've agreed to go st james on sat, but but prob is i dunno whether my parents will allow or not. but i so so wanna go.

2008-08-09T00:56:00.005+08:00

super embarrassing tdy. made a big fuss out of nothing and created a false alarm la. LOL. Now garie and alvan are always teasing me. duhh. walked to mrt station with garie, dunno why we are always bickering, we cannot talk nicely one la. hahas. and he's gg reservice for two whole wks, ppl only 1 wk he got 2. lols. so suay lurh. hahas.

anw, pics for the previous ktv session is out!=) blogger is being such an ass, taking such a long time to upload the pics!!

xinyi and me

winfred, garie, zhongxi(notice tt their eyes are closed!haha)

three muskeeteers again! look look @ them. LOL.

Finally, except garie whose eyes still can't be seen. hahas.

vicki and eugene

caught unaware while singing. LOL.

me trying to prove to winfred tt i can open my eyes even with the flash. HAHA.

Mr Garie
group photo take 1

take 2, kinda blur.

Take 3
winfred, me, vicki

looks like a formal photo. LOL.
someone trying to take garie, but ended up taking half of my body also. LOL
i purposely did tt twist. HAHA.

so, have the two lollipops bribed my heart? it makes me seem so easily pacified. LOL. i am really confussed.

anw, my papa is really childish la! i was alone in the living room, and then the lights start to flicker and turn off, and den on again. it happened twice. and i ran to my parents rm straightaway, den my papa was laughing at me, cos he was the one using the remote control trying to scare me lurh!!! damn scary la. LOl.

2008-08-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

KTV session @ partyworld with garie, zhongxi, winfred, vicki, and her cousin eugene and xinyi was actually not bad. hahas. but the travelling back part was a bit messed up, yada, but its okay, every misunderstanding was cleared up, i noe its ridiculous to have everything go my way. haha, but i do hope tt they will get me a lollipop though. LOL. tts their way of compensating, though tt garie is always asking for a BIG one, bigger than his head, when its me who first requested. and somemore offering his head, saying its cuter or whatsover la. hahas. like real. lols. and alright i shall be magnanimous and forgive them since they showed a l'ill remorse, haha, no la. kidding. LOL. and i'm super touched by vicki and her cousin, they were the only one accompanying me throughout the night, if not i guess i would seriously be at a loss at what to do. :)

i dun understand, i really dun understand. its complicated.

2008-07-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

its lenee's last day tdy. sobx:( will really really miss her, office will feel weird without her la! and i will really miss the lunch company, always eating chinese mixed rice, walking over to icon to buy ishake, and then the occasional chewy bun, muffins, desserts for teabreak, and esp she's always coming to my desk for some small talk, and the toilet chats. i'm gonna miss all tt la!

Kinda irritated by some stuff. hmphh, :(

2008-07-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

tdy was off to westmall to have lunch with grandma and family. & dunno why, the moment i step into the coffeeshop, the lights went off. dunno is unlucky or coincidence la! hahas. and we went westmall to window shop, and bought two rattles for the babies! LOL. went to take a look at them, and they really enjoy playing with me okay!! HAHA.

see! aren't they cute!!! hhas.

okay, i'm rather shocked clement called me . . .

2008-07-26T18:54:00.006+08:00

met up with lovely oh-six-two-three-c yest @ minds cafe. plan was to celebrate hidaya's b'dae, and to make her believe we forgot all about it. but i didn't noe the plan b4 hand, so when i reached i spoiled the plan la! i said happy b'dae lurh. LOL. but nvm, she would have guessed also right? hahas. okay, so xinyi and me joined them aft work, and they were playing the monkey game, its kind of cute la the game. LOL. and then tricia took the chance to go to toilet but in fact was to ask the waiter to help to bring out the cake while we sang the b'dae song, and dear hidaya was sure surprised! hahas. so we forced her to take the candles out by using her mouth. shared the swenson cake, really nice la! & then it was taboo time! and den decided to leave for some prata. xinyi, sean and melissa left first, so we went to some prata hse which i dunno where, and me and mavis ate a lot, or shld i sae its me who eat a lot la. hahas. she's still the same, eat so little den full alrdy. LOL. pics below!

finally i've settled it, but i really dunno how to put it across to you.. i can't bear to leave you guys too. so hmm. . .:(

2008-07-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

i'm one happy girl tdy! hahas. cos lenee bought BK breakfast for me, and den michael treated us, and i had rice macca milk tea, i like the rice bits, recommended by yanting. and he said i was like a xiao zha bor, cos my hair was quite messy, but cos i was carrying lots of stuff and it was rather windy la. and i was so surprised tt he treated us, so shocking, i kp telling him. hahas. and then CH gave me an agency polo tee F.O.C, i was so touched tt they actually didn't forget me! i kp laughing at his joke of the zipper. =) and i love the korean "pocky" tt i bought, though its really ex. LOL. for the first time, we waited for angel when gg hm, cos everytime she'll be complaining how late we were. hahas. oh ya, and lenee is leaving soon! so sad, i will miss her la. my lunch and travelling cum shopping khaki, and we always bitch & gossip tgt, plus she's always entertaining me! :( so yanting, tracy and me planning a farewell for her, maybe treating her to her fav steamboat and gg for fish therapy again or shopping. hmm, i think office will be v weird without her:(

i really really gotta plan for my studies soon. there's not much time left. seriously.

2008-07-22T19:39:00.005+08:00

whole day of sun was spent with family, its been long since we went out tgt. but of course sis and bro not around. papa liked the saba fish, i knew it, and mummy don't really like, i oso noe la, but my papa force her to eat with him. hahas. next time, i'm gonna bring them to some restaurant, let them enjoy life a bit, cos i noe its really hard on them. completed the sky of love novel, its really nice, and watched the movie too. but i find the book nicer, since the movie took quite a lot of impt scenes out.

As usual, work on mon as usual. but got to lunch with david. and i waited for him till 2pm okay, i was so hungry! hahas. his treat again, cos sis signed up with him. but i still feel bad, cos its the second time alrdy. hmm, learned a lot frm him, really. and and was supposed to go to ubin with tlcc, and the gals, but too bad can't go. cos of work commitment. so sad la:( aft work met up with mavis, acc her to go bentink's camp. haha, i told her its like so adventurous, so fun! LOL. cos the place is like so dark and misty, plus its near the cemetry. den aft tt brought her to the coffeeshop near my place to have dinner, kp saying v nice right? hahas, den move hse here la. =)

so shocking, tf gave me chocs for helping him! i didn't expect it la. hehe.

alright, retreat pics below!!=)

okay. i'm tired! will fill in captions next time. HAHA. my mouse is stuck. grrrr.

2008-07-19T18:58:00.006+08:00

so, celebrated tze's nineteen on sun! we sort of planned a kgang amazing race, and jas was supposed to be the "guardian angel", notice i put the open inverted commas. LOL. so she was first in line to arrive at tze's hse, she was shocked, and den had to complete the puzzle jas assigned, and then i had to be stationed at far east, waiting for her outside sheer romance, and my dare was ready. HAHA. okay, and we did pissed off the staff inside there. and oh shit, i got myself into trouble, cos they were like discussing how to sabo me on my birthdae next yr. next was von at bedok, and got to ask three grps to sing a birthdae song for her, and an auntie was super sporting! hahas. and ren's rubix cube got everyone fretting over it for quite some time, lucky von was smart to think of drawing it out. LOL. and headed to pasir ris aft she managed to figure out=) and den finally aft we found ren at a playground, we proceeded to the really nice rest there, i forgot its name, but the ambience is super goodd i would tell you. food of course is not bad. and the live band is also fab! i'm gonna bring my fam over someday, they will love it! and then aft everything was done, presented pressies to her, our individual ones plus the ipod nano. of course, she was over the moon! LOL. but i reached hm a lill tad late, mummy was waiting up for me, gosh, i said i was in the park and they mistook i was in a PUB! tts like omg, LOL. and they were super unhappy, but i'm glad its over now.

Retreat with ACHO @ Sentosa on wed! omg, its like super fun okay! LOL. of course, the beginning part was a lill boring, but the activities part was like super nice la. Desmond thought of those games, first was the sock game. we were separated into four grps, and we had to guard the socks we had, plus grab frm others, and i got knocked off by winfred and fell hard! bruise on my butt now. LOL. and so we were the losing team, hahas. forfeit was to get a bucket of water each. and i got my way out of it cos i said i didn't bring extra clothing, which was true! but aaron still splashed me in the end. haha. and the blindfold game next, it was quite scary but quite fun la! HAHA. and we really managed to form a circle with the things we collected, its amazing! LOL. played soccer, frisbee,volleyball and captain's ball! and took a stroll @ the beach, and andrew's joke of seaweed made us all laugh. funny! and den hm swt hm aft everything ended. =) okay, i'm like seriously considering the benefits of this career.:)

talked to dear yanting on the phone yest and i just realised lots of things, hmm, made me think a lot.

2008-07-12T19:48:00.002+08:00

treated both my sis to ajisen tt day. hahas. broke le la. saw ms choo and another guy who went for the Taiwan trip tgt in 2006. was kinda shocked, and they still call me the same nick they gave me tt time. LOL. today went back to work for OT, first time. and i felt weird, cos the office is kind of empty, the other agencies office was empty and dark. went out for lunch with aaron, garie, angie and may. they kp saying i nvr go lunch with them, so here i am! hahas. stupid aaron kp disturbing me, LOL. and den i was wearing tt i like shopping tee, den he kp saying everybody noe i like shopping le la, and alex also laughing at me, dunno why. LOL.and den he was like telling me tt they are gg KTV on 1st August, which is like still long, but he say tell me in advance cos i always like cannot, which is true la. hahas. and angie gave me quite a lot of advice. hmm, kinda changed my opinion of her. finally done with the slides, alex and eric helped me a lot. and yay yay, wed gg to sentosa with them for retreat! alex gg to drive me there, and den can get to play! hahas. kinda looking forward to it!=)

2008-07-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

freeeakkking tired!

work is like never-ending & piling up everyday. hmph, next week will be even worse with their retreat gg on, and the meetings and so on.

today met up with mavis and jovan aft work with xinyi. gotta check out smthg at far east, hope its okay, seriously. =)

i really felt a tinge of sweetness at tt moment, but i'm not sure if it means anything though.

2008-07-06T22:00:00.008+08:00

updates!!

yest morn was spent busy helping my papa to write a letter, and cleaning up my stuffs. den off to lot 1 to have lunch with mummy, had beef pepper rice! rushed off to meet mavis at bugis, wanted to do shopping. bought two tops, but i still spend more than mavis lurh!! hahas. den make me feel so heart pain la. LOL. eyed an aldo accessory, its quite cheap, considering its aldo, went into tt shop thrice, and mavis kp asking me to buy, luckily i nvr listen to her. hahas. tired of shopping aft a while, so we FINALLY decide to eat a li'll at mos burger. as usual ,we always take v long to decide. LOL. pics below:

mavis "boxing" me. LOL.

mavis zi-lianing! haha.=)

i took this pic! i said her hand looks like an elf's! so skinny and boney! hahas. eat more la!!

me trying to imitiate her. HAHA.

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today was spent with dear tracy at California fitness. damn tiring la, aft the workout. Haha. but quite fun, esp the boxing part. the instructor kp laughing at me, cos i dun have much coordination between my hands and feet. so i kp forgetting the other if i rmb one. LOL. he said i need more strength on upper body, my hands are rather weak and flabby. hahaha. tried quite a lot of machines(is tt what they are called? okay la, whatever). i guessed i like the treadmill more. actually wanted to try out sauna also, but too tired. so we went to shower and then off to have dinner. we were so hungry la! cos i didn't eat for the whole day lurh. hahas. settled at ajisen, i think i was too hungry, i tot it was very very nice. LOL. and den kinokuinya, while waiting for my sis. ended up i was the one late. HHAA. david and my sis kind of reached alrdy. so they were waiting for me outside macs. went mos burger again(like yest i just went lor) cos mac is forever so crowded. finally done with all the paperwork, and david is still imitating me la. like how i always do my fringe.LOL. den he had to rush to pick up his wife, so dropped us at clementi. wanted to try botak jones, but couldn't find la! so idiotic, wanna eat den cannot find. :(

i was waiting for her to finish talking on her phone. hahas.

my seafood ramen! yums=)

Tracy's bento. she refused to take a photo. LOL.

me and sis at mos. david's buying drinks for us. haha.

she's not looking at the cam! LOL.

2008-07-03T21:10:00.003+08:00

i have been a really good girl for the past one wk plus okay? hahas. cos i stayed at hm on sat, due to unseen circumstances, i didn't went to the bbq thingy. actually i was kinda looking forward to it though:( and sun was out with beloved fam. we went to malaysia! aft like so long. tot of checking out the things over there, & wanted to shop around and eat seafood! yums. LOL. and i can say there's also nothing much there, plus we had to squeeze with the crowd while getting up the buses. i wonder why there's nobody controlling the crowd there. i think we nearly got trampled to death. duhh. though the part about being trampled to death is a bit exaggerating la. LOL. but seriously la, the crowd kp pushing, and then my grandma nearly fell okay! so my papa was like so pissed off, he shouted at the ppl and give his super power fierce fierce look! LOL. haha, and i only bought a top & bottom. and saw Julian! i guess no one recognised him cos he's in malaysia. hahaha. i can say he's definitely good looking. and saw zhihong! but he nvr saw us i think.

i hope its not an empty promise.

2008-06-22T12:41:00.004+08:00

wed was out with xinyi, suhaimi, jovan and his two other friends to watch kungfu panda! actually xinyi and me was not really willing to watch cartoons in cinemas, we both tot it wasn't tt worthwhile, but persuaded to watch, and we had to take the most front seats cos i couldn't stay out too late, and tts like the only seats available. and it was damn funny okay? Master Wugui. HAHA. and panda's expression is like super funny okay! esp when he's always stealing food. LOL. and then me and xinyi was laughing at his friend cos he's like so shy. hahas.

thurs david drove me and my sis to far east. cos we wanted to take up a plan frm him, ended up he said he was on leave this wk, and came back specially to draw up a proposal for my sis. make us guilty again lor! hahas. though i noe its their strategy. he kps imitating me la, though its funny. LOL. and he told me tt i shld have stayed behind aft the credits for the kungfu panda! there's a scene aft tt. haiyo. hahas.

lunched at siam kitchen with mummy & sis yesterday! the food is good okay! its not too spicy, all just nice, and super filling! cos we had the buffet lunch. and my sis had swollen lips aft tt. HAHA. guess its too spicy for her. look at the feast we had! and mummy enjoying. HAHA.

2008-06-16T21:47:00.006+08:00

fish therapy was super duper scary plus funny la! LOL. first, lenee brought us to outram park to shop, things are really cheap cheap over there. and then we went to chinatown to try out the fish therapy, i was so scared, i didn't dare to plunge my legs into the water, but tracy did and i followed suit aft a lot of persuasion( really, i freaked out aft i saw the fish though it was quite small). Afterwhich, i was like clutching and grabbing tracy's shirt, and screaming cos its really itchy like those feet massage, wah liao, seriously de thought of the fish eating off my dead skin is scary enough. but aft a while i got used to it, and it became better, but some fish really agressive la! its a bit painful i thought, tracy says its not la! haha.

the aftereffect=) ya la, i noe not much diff. LOL.

hmph, and she kp asking us to donate blood, but lenee and me reeally dun dare to. HAHA. went for lunch at chinatown to have porridge, and turned out tt the fish porridge was full of bones. shld have ate the other one instead. not bad though, if the bones like go away. LOL. zoomed to the IT show, citylink was like overcrowded, have to take another exit. quite an eye opener, only lenee knows wad i mean. hahas. she got an mp3, and i was looking out for the lappies. some caught my eye, but quite expensive for me. sick of snatching com with bro, so thinking of getting a lappie with my sis. Carl's junior and shopping aft tt! got a discount frm the nice crew, i was only window shopping, can't afford to spend any more.=(

sun was spend with my papa, went to serangoon cos he wanted to check out the cheaper phones there. and not really cheap though. wow, really tons of bangla there la! due to booths set up for high card promos. and then went to the temp market to have dinner! food was fantastic okay!! so mavis dun sae ur place no nice food to eat le la. LOL. then while we were hailing a cab, i was so urgent to go toilet, so we went seeking for a toilet and walked for like miles la. finally found one but was freaking hot, and then saw a scary scene. i shudder when i even think of it. don't the guys know tt they are guys also?? weirdd. plus my papa kp pointing at them, they turned and looked at me so fierce lor, i was so afraid they will just rush up to do smthg to me. bleahs. so just wishing all the dads in the world a

HAPPY FATHER'S DAEE!

OMG! HE VIEWED MEEE! GOSH. LOLS.

2008-06-14T00:37:00.003+08:00

met up with the cousins yest at swensons, i went there straight aft work, and they finished eating alrdy, so we decided to take neoprints aft tt, but turned out it closed down! so we had to resort to using our fones to take pics, and we went to the arcade just b4 tt, and my 10 yr old sis actually won a 20 ++ yr old woman at daytona?? LOLs. we were like super high, shouting and screaming at her to go faster, finally the woman was pissed off and didn't want to play anymore. HAHA. tt was funny. and the rocky ride @ the stimulator was so not worth it, cos its like so jerky and bumpy, amusing! LOLs.and then anger had to leave early, and it was time for shopping, but shops were closing alrdy. but managed to get belts, jeans, and black stockings as well.

my bank a/c is seriously zero-ing down soon, and considering the fact tt i still dun think i managed to get really great buys, i think i may have to eat mixed rice everydae so tt i can buy more. and and tml will spend like hell shit, cos gg for fish therapy with the gals, and i'm not sure whether i dare to put my feet in for the solid half hr, and may just freak out and pull up my legs when the fishes come to me! so what a waste!:( and den maybe gg to check out the IT show, lenee's planning to get smthg, and of course more shopping!! hahas. so so, please let me win lottery or toto or smthg, just let me have more money!! LOL.

and yesterday was Andrew's bdae!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE ANDREW ANG! aaron, garie, winfred and me shared a namcard holder for him, but gave him belated la. cos we all forgot, oops. LOL.

shld i go take up a policy?? They are giving away free iPods!! but who shld i take up frm, tts the prob. hmm. gotta think through..

2008-06-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

lenee's leaving soon! so sad la, no one to lunch with me le.:( and and i'm feeling really shag these few days, plus the heavy workload is really not helping at all.

saw zhijie on the way hm just now, haha, he's botak now. LOL. cos he's in army. ite been really long since we talked so much i think, the last time was in pri sch la! hmm, smart guy, got into NTU biomed science. but tt will be in 2010, and i kp stressing tt till he ask me to stop. HAHA. and really nice of him to walk me hm. =)

reply to taggies:
to jiemei: hahas. is it? LOL. i love DBSK also. wish i can fly to korea to meet them la! HAHA.
to anger & huini: yup! Let's meet up soon! but hmm, i tot u were supposed to msg me the details?? hahas. cos we're like meeting up tml right??
to min: no la, i just say say only, i dun mind one. LOLS.
to vonns: wad lazy pigg?? hahahas, i blog out everything plus pics alrdy okay?? u den lazy hor, nvr upload pics in ur blog also hor!! lols. yea lor, don't look cool on me at all. HAHA. i look so damn funny.=)
to jieshi: i noe u write bad about me la! hahas. yup, just changed only. temp one. gg to find a nicer one!-)