so lucky we were not scheduled to present wif de asessors todae.. so we were like presenting in front of Mr Yee.. i was a little nervous and so damn angry tt i could not ans de qn.. i was like stunned when i heard de qn and so lost for words.. tink i'll die on de OP dae.. haiz.. why wasn't our presentation scheduled on de second dae.. third dae its like finishing le.. tink de assesors would be very sian already so my marks will be pulled down again..but no choice lor..juz hav to try my best..
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sch ended and it was raining so heavily outside.. thank god mavis has an umbrella.. if not i would be totally drenched.. but in de end i was wet oso ma.. hahas.. i found out tt mavis does not know how to hold an umbrella properly.. she was like so scared tt de strong wind would blow de umbrella away.. so she did not notice tt one side of me was exposed to de rain.. hahas.. we kp laughing de whole way back.. was walking down escalator in civics centre when we saw some "guards " [dunno wad they are called] patrolling de area..den i was like trying to imitate one of them by holding an imaginary machine gun and trying to aim and shoot.. like dose guys who do tt in movies.. but one of them saw me la.. den he was like staring at me and i was so paiseh.. coz he looked so serious.. hahas.. den mavis kept laughing.. realli funny la.. den i was like rushing to disappear lor.. haha.. went cck to eat at LJS.. den walked hm tgt.. mavis taking 67 frm my hse busstop..den i saw a baby so cute.. de cheeks were so chubby till it was like drooping down.. SO CUTE.. haha.. if huixian sees tt she will call me a pediophile..so i was like telling mavis i wanna hav a baby.. and she interpreted it wrongly la.. i meant another tink ma..she oso said de wrong tink last time..realli funny oso.. we were oso walking to de bus stop.. den she suddenly sae she like to feed milk to babies.. sounds wrong rite.. hahas.. den dere was dis uncle in front la.. he practically turned back and stared at us lor.. den i was like laughing all de way.. she was so embarrassed.. :) went hm and i slept like nobody's business.. haha.. yay! finally tml no sch.. looking forward to it..

went out wif family todae.. its been long since i went out wif them.. coz of de frustrating exams and many other tinks.. guess i neglected them in the process.. had a fun time going out wif them.. although i seemed unhappy at times.. coz i was a bit carsick..we went to eat at dunno where.. but de food was quite nice.. grandma gave us a treat.. yay.. delicious.. thanks grandma.. next time i wanna earn money to treat u oso.. haha.. aft tt, we went VIVO CITY.. wow.. tt was realli a nice place la.. de scenery.. de shops.. de buildings and de decorations.. all attracted my attention.. i was like so fascinated by everytink.. i promise to go dere again.. either wif frens or family.. we should go in de night especially coz i believe that de lightings would make it even more beautiful.. hahas.. lurve it.. and wif all de children skinny-dipping in de pools.. haha..so cute.. my sis oso tried tt.. and can't bear to leave de place when we were like pressing her to leave.. mum promised to bring her dere again coz she was pestering her de whole dae... so maybe christmas we are going dere again to celebrate..
yay.. gonna spend more time wif them.. hahas..

Yesterdae
actually could stay at hm de.. coz during PW lesson we were like slacking.. haiz.. so sian.. den got chinese mock exam aft tt.. quite okie la.. happy tt i nvr sleep.. but coz we were taking de exam in de LT.. den someone was sleeping.. he was like snoring quite loudly and coz we were sitting around tt area.. so we could hear it. den all of us were like giggling away.. damn funny.. haha.. guess he was embarrassed aft de exam coz he kp asking ppl was his snoring very loud.. haha.. aft exam actually got choir de.. but we skipped again.. everytime oso like tt.. haha.. den went KFC again coz mavis wanna eat dinner.. i tried de popcorn shake and was quite nice.. i like de cheesy taste.. should go buy it again.. :]

Yesterdae
boring dae at sch too.. ended at 12.40 so still better den tml.. had pw b4 chinese.. presented in front of whole class for de first time for pw.. realli nervous.. kp stuttering.. haha.. damn embarrassed.. but okie la.. very fast over le.. we did some papers in class for chinese.. mr lee gave 5 sets of paper 2 lor.. a lot lehx.. how am i going to finish.. but in de process of trying coz i realli dun wanna get a C for chinese.. aiming for higher.. went hm and slp.. haha.. coz tired aft waking up earli for de first time aft four daes of no sch.. den did my chinese homework.. surprised tt i got do.. haha..

Todae
todae got sch till 4.40.. so sian and boring lor.. lucky our teacher let us off early.. but its not considered exactly early ba.. 3 plus lor.. wanted to leave at 12.40.. initially but forget it.. haiz.. chinese was cancelled as our chinese teacher was busy.. so we had two free period.. aft tt, was pw.. didn't wan to go coz mr yee wasn't here.. but we had to go for pw as hidaya said de relief teacher was pissed.. so we walked faster.. we were like late for bout 25 mins.. but i found de her quite okie ma.. we did our OP presentation todae oso.. de teacher went thru wif us where we went wrong.. she asked me to speak louder and correct my posture.. and i was oso told to elaborate more when i ans de qns.. haha..guess i hav to practice more in front of da mirror so tt i can see what's wrong wif me.. and den i wun fail my OP.. when i answered her qn, she realli make me pissed lor.. i haven ans finish her qn lor.. i was still tinking of more to sae when she quickly interupted by saying "okie, thank you".. wah liao.. she realli very wad lor.. thanks lor mellipede for ur "kindness".. now in library trying to finish my OP slides.. but i was realli tempted to blog.. haha.. cannot resist de temptation..went to KFC to eat wif Mavis.. so long nvr eat le.. so nice.. was so full coz mavis la.. she eat so little and i dun wan waste food so i eat.. full till i can't even walk.. aft tt we went library to study chinese for a while.. nvr did much den left le..

staying at hm now to do powerpt slides for OP.. haven finish yet but dun feel like doing so here i am blogging.. quite a lot of tinks happened these few days.. one friendship prob has been solved but yet another prob came.. haiz but guess our pw grp is doing fine now..so tts gd.. trying not to tink so much bout it le.. although i tink de current situation is better .. coz i dun wan to be de one hindering both of u frm being close..
Later going to my auntie's hse to visit my grandfather.. hope he will recover soon.. dunno will c my cousins dere not.. quite some time since i saw them.. anyway, my cousin is getting married soon.. haha.. finally i get to attend a wedding dinner.. coz got gd food ma..i'm seriously looking forward to it..:]

woke up at 7 plus todae.. coz i'm going to work!! so happy coz i'm going to earn my own money.. haha.. took bus to auntie's hse den took MRT to tiong bahru.. my cousin recommended me de job.. so went his office to help him sort out some tinks.. before tt we actually went to de market dere for breakfast.. its realli big dere and lots of nice food..drooling*.. my other cousin oso went along wif us.. he's getting married soon but still so childish.. haha.. kp cracking jokes and making us laugh.. had a fun time dere actually.. although it was quite tiring.. even though de stuff he sold was for children, but i realli liked some of de them.. de accessories were nice.. maybe i will considering buying coz got discount ma.. aft tt, my sis and i went lot 1 to shop for a while.. nothing much to shop so we went hm..

very sian todae.. got chinese and pw intensive.. anyway, todae's Mr Yee birthdae.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE! we had a surprise for him.. all of us came earli to sch and hide in de class opposite frm our homeroom.. coz we wanted to trick him tt de whole class was absent.. so when we saw him we quickly hid under de tables.. haha.. we were behaving like some primary sch students.. lucky he didn't see us.. so he was like so alone and looked so sad.. make us so guilty coz he was a realli gd CT but we still bullied him.. den he even sang de national anthem alone.. so sad.. den aft announcements over we wanted to surprise him by running to our homeroom.. but he already left.. so we decided to put our bags in de homeroom and wait for him dere.. but who noes he saw most of us le and was like figuring what had happened.. we quickly ran and hid under de tables again..haha.. although knowing tt he saw us le.. tot he would walk into de room but he juz peeped thru de window and tt realli scare us.. so we asked him to come in and gave him de puzzle tt was customised wif all of our pics wif him also.. he looked so shocked.. haha.. aft tt, chia chee and melissa went to collect de cake for Mr Yee.. wanted to give him another surprise but he seems to noe le.. haha.. not fun again.. de cake was realli nice..


see? sad Mr Yee.. he made us de pic of de jigsaw puzzle tt we
feel so guilty.. customized for him.. nice rite..

went to meet my sis aft pw lesson coz i didn't want to go for chinese.. walked to causeway wif raymond.. actually tot tt we wun tok so much but in de end it was okie la.. we talked quite a lot.. haha.. ate at yoshinoya wif sis.. den went shopping in causeway.. bought a bag.. haha..

sch was okie todae.. but hate tt librarian la.. i was in de library using de com dere.. wanted to blog but she made me lose de mood to do so.. den beside me dere was one more extra chair.. didn't noe hu place it dere.. caused me to be scolded by de unreasonable librarian.. don't even noe de facts den accuse of me moving de chairs.. got scolded for nothing.. realli pissed off.. should hav retaliated back by scolding her of accusing me.. hmph.. had de fire drill practice during maths lecture.. was exactly de same as sec sch.. had to assemble at de field.. lucky it wasn't scorching hot.. PCCG period got bAck all de results for mid-course.. got 2 Us ( realli very U), 2 subpasses and 2 passes.. realli bad lor.. plus summer test & CA i will fail like shit.. den during lit class got scolded by ms lin.. wah liao.. she scolded me in front of whole class lor.. said tt she gave me sympathy marks and would have given me a zero if not.. haiz.. was realli angry wif her for saying tt.. she nvr scolded me b4 leh.. but got back another paper she sort of praised me a bit.. said i have done better for tt.. made me feel so ironic.. coz she like scolded me juz a moment ago and den praised me aft tt.. haha.. so ironic.. but i was realli embarrassed.. den no PE lesson coz of de haze.. so happy..mavis, xinyi, huixian, kelly they all went watch movie.. and heard them say they are going crystal jade to eat.. gosh, tts damn ex lor.. tts y i can't be like them.. always going out and buying stuff, watching movies.. coz i dun tink i can afford it.. my parents will kill me if they noe i spent tt much..so decided to go hm..but had to go collect phone for dad first.. went back wif karen and her whole bunch of classmates.. they are so funny.. especially wif cassandra, shiming and shihui.. made me laugh like hell.. i will nvr forget wad cassandra did.. haha.. den went pastamania and juz sat around for a while.. some NTU ppl came and asked some of us to do surveys for them.. their surveys realli didd frm us.. so detailed and thick.. shiming said one of de guy looked like "follow" of de lord of de rings.. i tink i noe hu but i can't spell.. haha.. realised their class was quite united and close-knitted.. but somehow feel a bit bad coz karen could have stayed back later wif them but she had to accompany me hm.. went eat long john wif karen aft tt.. den tok bout a lot of tinks.. so hilarious lor.. we laughed so loud den ppl were looking at us.. i dun care lor.. haha..

nothing happened much for de past few daes..didn't go sch yest.. haiz.. i'm always ponning sch nowadays.. dunno wad happened to me.. karen oso say i'm weird(?) these few wks.. guess its coz of de exam results.. i dun hav de courage.. scared tt i may fail everytink.. in fact dis is so true.. i onli pass my chinese.. and gp is a juz passed grade.. dun tink i can pass overall too.. but i'm trying to take tinks in my stride now.. retaining may not be a bad tink aft all.. like wad Mr How has said.. so i spend de whole of yest at hm slacking..

todae went sch earlier to do gp.. den ate breakfast at sch.. haha.. eating breakfast todae was fun.. wif shihui, karen and mavis.. talked a lot of crap.. so funny la.. in de end didn't do my gp at all.. aft tt was econs lect.. didn't realli paid attention coz aft exams le and since i failed, i didn't realli hav de mood to listen.. Last econs tutorial wif Mr How.. kinda sad coz he's realli gd at teaching.. nvr fails to bring us laughter almost every lesson.. haha.. quite fun to hav him as our tutor.. had de boring chinese lesson aft tt.. forced to do a revision paper.. although unwillingly, i still tried to attempt it coz 'A' level chinese is nearing.. and wif de realli bad results i get for my promos, i'm determined to do well dis time.. though i dunno whether i can do it anot.. we had a short break so went canteen to buy food.. ate chicken cutlet.. den mavis and xinyi la.. kp playing wif food.. actually is me who started de food 'fight' by dropping a small piece of my chicken.. no wonder i couldn't find it aft i finished toking to xinyi.. tot i was dreaming tt i hav cut one piece of de chicken.. haha.. den mavis wanted to eat de fruit salad but when she was poking it wif a fork, de fruit flew la and landed on her skirt.. xinyi and me was laughing like hell.. damn funny.. but guessed wad happened.. i tink its retribution la.. mavis taunted me wif one big chunk of her chicken and attempted to stuff it inside my mouth.. i was like shunning it but den xinyi pushed mavis's hand and de chicken flew and landed on my lap.. i was stunned la, obviously.. eew.. so dirty lor.. haha.. but was realli hilarious.. de whole canteen was like filled wif our laughter.. haha.. can u imagine a big piece of chicken flying towards u? wah liao, so scary la.. realli big u noe.. haha.. tt embarrassing scene made us late for gp.. so we rushed to de venue immediately.. took back our paper.. i didn't do so well.. my essay was screwed up coz i wrote so little and i had no time to write it.. haiz.. shouldn't hav rewrote de whole essay to save time.. i passed my AQ.. so surprised.. but tt didn't help at all coz i failed my essay and overall will fail too.. but nvr mind.. i will not tink too much anymore.. i hav to concentrate on our pw and chinese now..

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Tag 4 victims to join dis game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged de second time, there's no need to post again.

Tagged by: Mavis

1) he must be sumone wif a gd character
2) muz always be dere for me
3) muz be tall?
4) muz shower me wif care and love
5) muz always make me laugh and be funny
6)muz be romantic at times
7) muz hav same interests and hobbies as me
8) muz be truthful

Tagging to erm..nobody? aiya..i dunno la..let me tink first..

todae realli damn boring lor.. had to cum sch for de openhouse tink.. they said we had to take attendance but in de end, actually we didn't have to cum so earli de.. a wastage of time onli.. so sian lor.. six hours lehx..i could have slept in at home or spend de time watching tv.. haiz.. now in sch so decided to spend de time blogging.. anyway, our booth was in de hall.. so pathetic.. coz we onli had two small tables and chairs.. haha.. and we had a small wheel of fortune.. u noe those kind of spinning wheel.. so juz spin and will get a prize i tink.. which is juz sweets... argh.. and i juz met fangling.. told her tt i'm going to retain.. she consoled me and said tt they will actually juz look at ur attitude and performance for the whole yr den decide whether to promote us or not.. but my performance was so bad throughout the whole yr.. thanks fangling for consoling me.. stayed in de sch library for a while den asked xinyi to help me tie plaits.. haha.. den decided to go causeway point wif mavis and xinyi.. went to de new foodcourt to have lunch..mavis and me ate jap food.. actually wanted to eat noodles de but i realli hate de guy's attitude problem lor.. made me so pissed off.. i wanted to order but since he pretended not to hear or see me, i decided not to eat.. aft tt we walk round de shopping centre for a while den went library.. sat down and talked till 1 plus den went back to sch again.. accompanied xinyi coz no ppl in de booth.. den hav to go our choir booth coz its our shift ma.. quite boring but coz badminton and taekwondo ppl were also stationed in de hall.. they provided some kind of entertainment for me.. de taekwondo ppl was so cute.. they sort of danced ( wif their taekwondo movements) to de music.. they were having so much fun.. i was laughing coz realli very cute.. haha.. de badminton ppl was oso having some kind of friendly match.. wah..kelly and huixian are realli experts.. u can see from de way they play.. went home wif kelly.. talked quite a lot.. talked bout retaining and stuff like tt..haiz..
should stop tinking bout all tt le..

todae dun feel like going sch oso.. got dis fear of taking back de results.. i noe i'll be taking back chem paper todae.. and i'm rite, i onli got 28.. lucky i didn't go sch todae.. if not i'll be crying like shit.. so disappointed..i'm banking on chem and econs to promote but in de end i didn't pass any of tt.. so i hav to retain.. i realli dun wanna disappoint my parents lehx..they didn't give any stress to me so i should obtain better results for them.. but i dunno y i can't do it.. so depressed.. wah liao.. and till now i still dunno my chinese results.. tt Mr Lee la.. sae wanna sms me to tell me oso nvr.. i realli wanna noe how much i get lo..i muz pass my chinese coz its de onli hope left..haiz..forget bout tt le.. stayed at hm de whole dae..kinda boring.. nothing to do except watching tv, going online, blogging.. so sian.. going to look for jobs soon..

went sch yesterdae.. we have quite a lot of breaks so spent de time doing pw coz we had to submit it on tt dae..i can't believe how unlucky i was.. took bus to sch wif mavis.. when i wanted to shift de aircon away, de rim broke and it flew in front..an innovian guy was sitting in front and he was like wondering where tt tink came frm.. we were laughing though it was like kinda rude to laugh when it was me who caused dis incident.. wanted to apologise but he looked pissed off so juz kept quiet..mavis kp laughing so made me laugh oso.. haha.. during de breaks wanted to go look for mr Lee to take back results but he wasn't dere.. went to look for him twice still couldn't find him.. wasted time lo.. went to look for him during lunch in the midst of doing de interview transcribe, when i came back, nic and shufen was using our com.. den when they were about to leave, i wanted to resume doing frm where i had left it but u noe wad happened? they juz close my word document.. i was like "huh"? everytink was lost in juz one split second.. i was so stunned.. wad i had been doing for de past hr was lost juz like dis.. and i was so happy coz i was going to finish it le.. den dis kind of tink has to happen at dis crucial period of time.. is heaven playing a sport on me? coz i'm doing everytink last min.. for exams and for pw oso like tt.. haiz.. i can onli blame myself lo.. y can't i change dis bad habit de.. but its too late le..i'm confirm retaining.. but PE was quite fun..de onli time when i forget bout de fact tt i was going to retain.. we played catching.. haha..sounds childish rite..but so long since i played..so fun lo..it was juz a warm up..aft tt we played frisbee.. lesson ended so fast..den went hm wif karen.. she scored quite well.. passed her maths and physics was okie too.. she will promote de.. i realli feel so useless.. everyone can do well except for me.. i'm damn pathetic rite.. haiz..

not going sch todae..staying at hm to do pw ma.. finally finished le..but realli very moody.. coz got back results le.. i dunno bout chinese la.. but den very scared lo.. i wan to get at least a B but realli no confidence lo..haiz.. i failed my maths le..realli fail till very bad lehx.. i realli gonna retain le.. but i tink if like tt i going poly le la.. its like so stressed lo.. if i nvr pass my Gp, econs and chem.. i realli die le.. my maths actually i expected to fail le..frm de begining i hav not been practicing already.. so its like last min i cram everytink inside.. no confidence at all.. dunno y my classmates so gd la..they can pass everytink.. they dun even hav to worry bout retaining not.. xinyi called me juz now sae actually de sch bluffing us de.. they juz wan us to study hard.. so we pass Gp can le.. but den i dunno if its de truth not.. later make me happy for nothing.. should i believe? i'm so scared! crying...

todae we had de same routine again..but aft de break.. we had a talk bout NYAA by Tommie Chen.. quite okie but coz we had no place to sit so i can't realli c anytink.. so was on de verge of falling asleep.. lucky mavis and xinyi woke me up when de discipline teacher came and i was not caught.. heng.. den came de presentation talk by de onli Asian climber who managed to climb to de summit of de mount everest twice.. he's realli amazing man.. he did so much adventurous stuff which i tink i would nvr ever try in my whole life.. coz i'm afraid of heights.. haha.. he showed us a lot of interesting slides including how they did their businesses in de antarctica or north or south pole..i forgot le..but its like so funny coz they could get frostbites on their butts.. haha..very bad of me to laugh but realli hilarious.. haha.. de maintink he waned to convey was tt failure is de road to success.. smthg like tt.. so i tink its to motivate us to study even aft we fail our promos.. but i still tink i will break down if i retain.. haiz.. aft all tt, sch ended and it was quite earli.. 12 plus onli and i was supposed to meet my sis for lunch at 2 plus.. so it was a long wait.. went wif karen to mac and chatted for a while den waited for my sis at de control station.. finally she came den we went pizza hut to eat.. first time she went dere..i'm planning to take her to go all those restaurants tt she nvr went b4.. my mum and smaller sis should go too.. wanna share de joy of eating good food wif them.. aft tt bought old chang kee for mum and sis den went back to home sweet home.. felt tired so i slept again.. becoming more and more like a pig..haha..

going to sch todae was like a waste of time.. its like de first few periods was pw..which was wad i haTed most.. i can't find any, u noe any subject tt i realli hate so much.. PW is realli driving me nuts.. juz feel like getting it over and done wif or juz dun do anytink.. coz i wasted a lot of my time b4 exams doing tt when i could hav been studying.. den we got a break and had de taiwan immersion program presentation in LT1.. damn funny la.. they showed some ugly photos of me.. but hope no one notices.. onli a few la.. but all de memories suddenly flow back.. realli made me wanna go back leh.. it was realli fun and i realli enjoyed de trip.. made a lot of frens.. so crappy some of them but nvr failed to make me laugh at their crappy jokes.. haha.. aft tt we had a talk on our own innova Jc funfair next yr.. it coincides wif our chinese new yr so i was tinking how could we be dere when we should be having reunion dinner wif de family instead.. nvr mind tink of tt next yr.. anyway i tink it should be realli fun coz we get to design our own game stall.. sure dere will be dunking and de haunted hse.. which i realli anticipate soon.. but we hav to sell more tickets so tt our class gets to hav air-conditioning classrooms nxt yr for two weeks..ya two wks onli but better den nothing rite.. haha..but its not fair, our class has fewer ppl den others.. but its all right.. haha.. sch ended aft tt.. went hm to slp coz realli tired.. den play de whole dae watching tv.. goong princess hours showing first episode juz now.. realli nice..muz watch hor.. haha..

its so BORING todae! i'm like at hm de whole day doing nothing.. so sian lo.. hav to get back to doing pw and prepare for chinese 'A' levels le.. i dun wan do de idiotic pw.. realli turn me off.. but no choice.. i wan to get at least a B for pw but dunno possible anot coz its like i tink its realli very bad now.. hav to put in more effort if not we wil get a C instead.. i'm aiming for an A for chinese but its oso so difficult to achieve tt.. haiz.. tot aft promos everytink would be better.. but still all these tinks had to cum.. and i'm so scared bout de oral presentation.. i'm afraid my english would be so bad and i can't speak fluently on tt day.. *scared* ..


sobx..had a big quarrel wif my father yesterdae la.. so angry at him and my mother.. my mother didn't do anytink to help me u noe.. she juz add oil to de fire.. i was realli fuming at tt time.. can't stand it at all.. y can't they understand me de..always sae i'm not telling de truth.. dun even believe i go study wif my frens.. kp saying i'm chatting instead when i realli did study.. i hate ppl who do dis to me.. i realli put in a lot of effort to study so tt i can hav a chance to promote.. den i would not waste one yr and throw their face.. but they doubt me instead.. i was so pissed off.. kp rebuking them.. i hope de cold war will last for long and they will tok to me first.. kp comparing me wif my sis.. sae my sis very obedient and not so extravagant as me.. i realli hate being compared.. okie..so i'm bad..so wad.. juz kill me would u.. den i dun nd to be scolded at everytime.. i'll realli feel much much better.. i wanna find a job right now.. so tt i can earn some money and dun nd to beg u all for it always.. den i can lead my own free life without ur interference..

at suki sushi in orchard.. we r realli a dirty & messy bunch rite.haha..



wah..woke up at 7 in de morn..so tired!! but den coz its jasmin's belated birthdae celebration, so we had to prepare loads of tinks so we arranged to meet at karen's hse.. first we baked some brownies for her.. it was realli fun.. first time i learned how to bake leh.. aft tt we did a round jigsaw puzzle and made a lot of hearts and stuff frm straws.. all specially for her leh.. haha..hope tt she will like it.. den we out m& ns on top of de frosting of de brownie and formed de words we love Jas.. actually all e credit belongs to tze.. coz she realli put in a lot of effort in de baking process.. seriously i nvr helped much.. haha..feel bad.. carol den helped all of us to style our hair.. so funny.. she looked so stressed.. so we told her juz anyhow tie dun nd to fuss over it.. haha.. aft all tt long preparation, we finally set off le.. carol, tze and me went to paragon first to buy de cake frm bakers inn.. den went to suki sushi for buffet.. actually we planned to go to sakura international buffet de.. but we were so late so changed de venue last min.. we realli made a fool out of ourselves in suki.. damn funny.. coz we planned to trick jas.. so we bought those relightable candles so they kp relighting aft she blow it..haha..so aft tt we blew all of de candles out and den threw all in a paper box.. den smthg funny happened.. de box caught fire and we didn't realise it aft some time.. den carol who was sitting nearest to it suddenly exclaimed" somebody save me!".. wad she say realli made all of us laugh.. but den de fire was quite big and we were at a loss of wad to do.. so we poured de drinks over it to put out de flames.. de smoke was like rising all over de place.. plp were looking at us and de staff was like so scared tt a fire would break out.. luckily we managed to put out de fire in time.. haha.. wad an embarrassing scene it was.. but de most hilarious tink was when carol said tt.. hehe.. can't stop laughing..


can u see de words "we love Jas"? de cakes we bought for jas.. cute rite?


aft we finished eating, they went to watch a movie and i had to go hm.. so pathetic coz my sis and bro were locked at hm without any keys.. its always like tt.. i can't go out wif my frens peacefully without any problems disturbing me.. so irritated!! they kp calling me and scolding me la.. i mean i am in orchard leh.. how fast do they wan me to reach hm? Fly dere is it.. realli frustrated.. everytime its them disrupting my outings wif frens.. its not like i get to go out wif my frens everytime and they expect me to be at their beck and call.. juz one call and i hav to rush hm.. angry sia..

HAHA..so happy sia..finally promos finish le.. haiz but tinking bout de results my mood will be affected.. i'm so scared i'll retain... and i hope tt our class will all promote tgt.. though dere were some conflicts in de past.. but all over le.. lets hope tt no one will retain k.. todae went for lit exam at 2.30.. dunno y they start so late make me feel sleepy throughout de exam.. lucky i nvr sleep.. so surprised i can stay awake during de long 3 hrs.. haha..den aft exam went meet mavis.. feel so sorry towards her for asking her to cum all de way to causeway and den i cannot stay for long.. coz hav to go fetch my sis.. but we bought xinyi's present.. at precious tots.. den went home le lo.. den went downstairs de park wif my little sis and played wif de sparklers and candles..tot it would be kinda boring but found it quite fun in de end..

wenT for lit revision at seminar rm.. ms lin gave a lot of blatant hints but i juz can't seem to noe how to apply it.. dunno how m i going to take de exam tml.. its like if ms lin already gave a lot of hints and i'm still failing.. den dere's realli no hope for me le.. but i admit i nvr realli go and study for it.. i'm juz plain lazy, no mood and in a holidae mood too..can't stand it.. anyway.. de hockey elective was okie la.. we took a test which is to dribble de ball frm cone to cone.. and its like i'm de first one so damn blur.. found out tt i'm in de wrong direction halfway.. haha. so paiseh.. de ppl was like looking at me as though i'm a weirdo.. nvr mind..who cares..haha..but i realli do care.. sobx.. and our pe teacher, mr Tan told us smthg tat was quite true.. he said we teenagers hav a phsycological mindset tt when we are doing smthg, we would tink of how others look and tink of us.. its like we are afraid to leave a bad impression on other ppl.. but de fact is no one notices us as much as we notice ourself.. so we should juz forget bout portraying de good image in front of other ppl so much anymore.. aft hockey, we went shopping for their presents again.. couldn't find anytink but in de end, i managed to get smthg for jas..at least i didn't wasted time.. den mavis and me went to swensens to eat.. we ordered one main dish and calamari and fried mushroom.. so nice lo.. and their service oso very gd.. but in de end we did smthg so funny.. mavis juz walked to de main door aft eating.. she tot de cashier was dere but den it was juz in front of us.. i was like stoning and watching her.. den de manager and crew was like "eh".. den mavis turn around and realised tt we should pay dere instead.. den de manager and de crew juz burst out laughing like hell.. in de end we were all laughing tgt la.. so hilarious man.. we were like so embarrased.. they were so nervous coz they tot we eating free lunch.. haha..


me and mavis at swensen..

argh..so sian..later still hav to go back sch to do final revision for lit exam.. aft tat still got make up hockey lesson..they are going to grade us.. dun feel like going.. waste of time when i can b studying..i wanna stay at hm..so tired..haiz.. okie..i hav to do my best to pass lit..but i realli dun hav de confidence..i kp failing it.. n i admit i realli didn't study much..so kinda can't expect much.. and fri got to go buy xinyi's and huixian b'dae presents.. sat hav to go celebrate jasmin's b'dae at sakura buffet.. i'm damn broke le.. haiz but she doesn't seem affected whether i'm going or not.. she nvr even reply my msg.. i tink i'm drifting wif them le..everytink i 'm like de last one to noe.. and i feel so left out when i'm wif them..nobody seems to care bout me.. like last time when we were meeting to do smthg for vonne's b'dae.. karen and i went tgt but they nvr even look at me.. they juz called out to karen and left me dere stoning.. den i was like dunno wad to do and juz stand dere.. aft a while i decided to sit down and den they noticed me.. sometimes i tink i'm juz a califere.. and i realli feel hurt.. haiz..nvr mind.. its not like i nvr experienced it b4..in sec sch was already like tt le.. but still, i left a lot of precious memories with them.. and i'll nvr forget..

omg..these few days i'm like living in hell man.. lucky now i'm juz left wif one paper.. so i'm not so stressed up..anyway, i tink i'm gonna retain le la.. i can't do de exams.. i'm like stoning and left most of de qns blank.. i realli regret not studying frm de beginning.. but its always too late to realise it now.. i can onli pray hard now tt i can pass 2 H2 and H1 subjects..but is most likely to be mission impossible.. todae's huixian and xinyi's b'dae.. i feel so bad i nvr give them their presents todae..coz had to study and no time to go shop for de presents.. todae all de econs teachers gathered tgt and marked our econs paper.. so damn scary.. hope tt dere are realli miracles in de world.. can i pull thru this difficult ordeal? someone juz save me!!