phew, sat finally submitted marketing CA, and i noe my work really sucks. last min work can nvr be good, just hope tt i can pass. met up with fam to have lunch, and bought chippy's for teabreak. hahah. been eating a lot these days, guess cos i'm too stressed? lol. and yest mummy bought me a lot of things so i'm like super happy now? small small things can make me happy. haha. and i got my first b'dae pressie frm hk and jer like last week, they were so early. lol. and today we went marina sq to shop for jer's and sam's pressie. we finally got smthg, but i'm like super broke.. and haven got one impt person's stuff yet. no time alr la~ oh ya, and lynn bought me a super cute pencil and a notebook which has perforated pages, so tt i can tear the pages out nicely if i want to. so nice! i dun bear to use tt, so its like lying ard in my drawr (: hahas, and my boss's jealous cos of this lo, lol.

sometimes i just feel like i'm taken for granted, so i just feel like taking a long break, but it seems impossible.

LAST mon was my dad's b'dae. HAPPY B'DAE ya. actually wanted to bring them out for a nice dinner, but my dad was so superstitious, i won't sae why, and he didn't want us to bring him out for any dinner or give him any gifts at all. but on tt day itself, he treated us to a sumptuous seafood dinner, which was fantastic. i ate so much crabs! so happy~ hahahs. and i tot he was so ironic, dun wan us to treat him but he treated us. LOL.


sat caught confessions of a shopaholic! damn funny okay. hahahs. dined at pastamania, then clark quay. and we had the turkish ice-cream, the one tt will purposely make fun of ppl one. like when i wanted to grab the cone, he will do some antics and the cone will disappear and i'm just like grabbing air?! omg, so damn paiseh. hahas. i dunno how he manage to do all the tricks so fast which make me look somewhat like a fool? lol. and i thought i alr kind of anticipated the moves leh, cos he tried it on a few children as well, but end up i was also tricked. hahas. but of course finally i managed to get the ice-cream la, and its really different. its like chewy chewy.. quite nice, hahs. and den chatted for a while at the riverside and den hm sweet hm. bought supper back and my beloved grandma came over to stay for one night, she woke up like damn early, 5am leh. i think i was still in my lala land. haahs. and den we went to have breakfast tgt and den send her back hm. how i wished she could just stay with us, at least she will have some company everyday right. sighs..

hmm, so this wk is super stressful cos of the stupid CAs i gotta complete. today just submitted HR's, and i rushed for it yest night till abt 2am. dun even noe what i'm writing, what if it doesn't ans the qns? grrr, but its over alr. the next one is like this sat and its MARKETING. i dun even understand okay. shit, supposed to try to start doing it now, but i'm actually blogging here. gosh, i think i will be rushing through it on fri night again. though i noe last min work sucks..


i know you have been really nice to me
i appreciate everything tt u have done for me
but i guess i just need some time to think over
i dunno why too~

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO AARON~

will give ya a huge pack of maggie mee abalone flavour as b'dae pressie okie. hahhas.

today was a long day, at least to me. cos flu is making it worse. so I had to get up at 5.30am, to pay our respects to uncle and ancestors. ponned sch since my mummy allows la. LOL. The cab driver kp asking me how to go to the place, but i really dunno how, its like i dunno how to go tts why i took a cab rite.. but he kp asking me to go which way, pie, cte, etc. den he was like super pissed tt i dunno anything. grr, its not my fault right. so as usual, tons of ppl were there. and we got on to do the routine things. saw nick there! he practically waved his hands very near in front of me, cos i was like squinting my eyes, i tot i saw the wrong person. lol. and then headed home quickly cos i had to take the payment invoice before gg to sch to make the payment so tt i can collect my notes. and yea, i finally got my notes! haahhas. and i really got to thank grandma for that, i am super grateful to her (: and when i reached hm, i was super exhausted alr, but i still had to go to my cousin's hse for his son's one month celebration. and the baby was like so tiny weenie, hahas. i carried him, was so afraid cos he's like so soft and fragile. lol. and finally yang yang is growing up, 6 yrs old alr, but still as hyperactive as before. and very very naughty. even heard tt he got three girlfrens, the most recent one is renee, and he said he's gg to marry her?!! LOL, nowadays ah, kindergarten kids are so damn mature. hahahs.

oh ya, i seriously need retail therapy..

life hasn't been good frm the start of apr. sch refuses to give us our course notes unless we make payment first. wth is tt??! somemore only give 1 week notice and expect us to pay like 4k immediately? shit, wad a money-conscious sch. dammit. and CAs are supposed to be handed in next wk, when i dun even have my course notes. how am I gg to do it. and a lot of things are like driving me crazy. both work and sch are pushing me to my limits.

but no matter wad, i will always put up a strong front when there are ppl ard. when there's no one, i cry alone. how pathetic right. i guess there are times when ppl feel like this too. helpless and no one to talk to. all my problems are all inside me. just hope that this difficult period will be over soon. a lot of things are happening at home too. i hope my grandma will be strong too. lets stay strong tgt alright..

why are you are freeaking self-centred! so accompanying me is useless right, ya, why must u always think of benefiting from whatever u are doing?! why must there be a benefit for accompanying me?! What are frens for?oh ya,i forgot u are damn zhong se qing you. if its guys den it will be a diff case rite. the moment when i heard tt i was super disappointed. its not the first time you are doing such things. telling me you're not coming at the last min when i'm alr outside the sch, leaving me alone for lunch and you happily go back hm for lunch, even saying its none of ur business, making me go for lectures alone when u are happily slping like a pig at home without informing me! i guess i had enough of ur funny reasons. i think i shld be more independent ya, if not sure these kind of stupid things will kp happening again. i swear, this is the last time tt i am gg to be angry , why should i risk myself to bursting a blood vessel just because of YOU! and too bad, ur antics are not gonna work on me anymore.