argh..so sian..later still hav to go back sch to do final revision for lit exam.. aft tat still got make up hockey lesson..they are going to grade us.. dun feel like going.. waste of time when i can b studying..i wanna stay at hm..so tired..haiz.. okie..i hav to do my best to pass lit..but i realli dun hav de confidence..i kp failing it.. n i admit i realli didn't study much..so kinda can't expect much.. and fri got to go buy xinyi's and huixian b'dae presents.. sat hav to go celebrate jasmin's b'dae at sakura buffet.. i'm damn broke le.. haiz but she doesn't seem affected whether i'm going or not.. she nvr even reply my msg.. i tink i'm drifting wif them le..everytink i 'm like de last one to noe.. and i feel so left out when i'm wif them..nobody seems to care bout me.. like last time when we were meeting to do smthg for vonne's b'dae.. karen and i went tgt but they nvr even look at me.. they juz called out to karen and left me dere stoning.. den i was like dunno wad to do and juz stand dere.. aft a while i decided to sit down and den they noticed me.. sometimes i tink i'm juz a califere.. and i realli feel hurt.. haiz..nvr mind.. its not like i nvr experienced it b4..in sec sch was already like tt le.. but still, i left a lot of precious memories with them.. and i'll nvr forget..