its so BORING todae! i'm like at hm de whole day doing nothing.. so sian lo.. hav to get back to doing pw and prepare for chinese 'A' levels le.. i dun wan do de idiotic pw.. realli turn me off.. but no choice.. i wan to get at least a B for pw but dunno possible anot coz its like i tink its realli very bad now.. hav to put in more effort if not we wil get a C instead.. i'm aiming for an A for chinese but its oso so difficult to achieve tt.. haiz.. tot aft promos everytink would be better.. but still all these tinks had to cum.. and i'm so scared bout de oral presentation.. i'm afraid my english would be so bad and i can't speak fluently on tt day.. *scared* ..


sobx..had a big quarrel wif my father yesterdae la.. so angry at him and my mother.. my mother didn't do anytink to help me u noe.. she juz add oil to de fire.. i was realli fuming at tt time.. can't stand it at all.. y can't they understand me de..always sae i'm not telling de truth.. dun even believe i go study wif my frens.. kp saying i'm chatting instead when i realli did study.. i hate ppl who do dis to me.. i realli put in a lot of effort to study so tt i can hav a chance to promote.. den i would not waste one yr and throw their face.. but they doubt me instead.. i was so pissed off.. kp rebuking them.. i hope de cold war will last for long and they will tok to me first.. kp comparing me wif my sis.. sae my sis very obedient and not so extravagant as me.. i realli hate being compared.. okie..so i'm bad..so wad.. juz kill me would u.. den i dun nd to be scolded at everytime.. i'll realli feel much much better.. i wanna find a job right now.. so tt i can earn some money and dun nd to beg u all for it always.. den i can lead my own free life without ur interference..