i was so happy initially de.. coz i knew tt mum and sis they all would be meeting me for lunch.. coz i was always alone eating de.. so pathetic lor.. no one to tok to.. so when i went to work, i was like anticipating for lunchtime.. kp checking de time.. finally, my sis called me coz they reached le..i was so excited lor.. quickly rushed up to meet them.. hahas.. den we went kfc to eat.. coz my little sis wanna eat.. i was so happy while eating.. kp laughing and toking.. feels like ages since i've been toking freely and casually.. but time realli flies.. i had to go back to work and i couldn't bear to leave de.. but no choice.. so i left.. but aft a while they came and bought some cookies frm me.. yay.. coz de cookies has not been selling well.. mum and sis bought quite a lot.. hahas.. aft they left quite boring le.. den aft work, we actually planned to hav dinner outside de.. den my dad la.. he is always like tt de lehx.. i mean everytime when we are happy den he had to spoil all our mood de.. coz my bro doesn't wan to go and we we are not supposed to go? wad logic is tt... nvr mind tt.. den we had to be scolded all de way till we reach dere.. when we reach dere he still had to scold.. why is he always like tt.. i mean i oso hav my 'mian zi(face)' de lor.. and he had to throw my face.. make me lose face in front of so many ppl.. if he is unwilling to go den tell us la.. de rest of us still can go without him.. it doesn't affect me at all.. we did not had a peaceful dinner at all.. because of wad he said.. realli lor.. he realli dun understand a single bit.. i can't take it le lor.. so many probs lehx.. i juz feel like killing myself den everytink will be over le.. i dun hav to tink bout all these irritating tinks at all.. i am so troubled lor.. hais..