thanks to them tt i am now sitting at hm doing nothing.. realli thanks to u all lor.. if not i would not be wasting my time at hm.. dun even feel like studying at all.. i'm realli in a bad mood.. hais.. i am so so hoping to get a job soon.. i dun wan waste so much time at hm when i should be earning money instead.. and if it wasn't for them i wouldn't be like dis now.. juz now xinyi called me and said they actually wanna put me in taka de.. but den i quit le.. but i tot tt was an excuse lo.. i mean if they realli mean to give me de job den they should hav told me earlier ma.. they nvr even open their mouth to sae or ask how i was doing.. its like everyday i hav to call them and ask wad i hav to do de nxt day.. its kinda troublesome u noe..and nvr mind tt.. i got scolded by de staff dere almost everyday de lo.. they kp picking on me.. but still i endured it.. and i was all alone during dis diff period.. no one to tok to, no one to pour my sorrows to, no one to console me at all.. i was so lonely and helpless.. but i still got over it.. hais.. its realli unfair.. realli.. even till now when i kp tinking bout all these.. i'm still feeling angry and tot tt it was so not worth it at all.. its okay jielin.. u musT live a better life den them .. to prove to them tt even without them u can still lead a wonderful life.. trust me u can..

went job hunting jusT now.. wasn't a realli sucessful one.. hope someone would call me soon.. tml going sch for extra remedial lessons.. since i did so badly for my mid-course exams.. i muz jiayou so tt i would nt repeat de same mistake of always studying at de last min again.. muz start everytink during de hols.. aft tt going for interview.. hope tt i would be shortlisted.. hoping..