wad de hell lorx.. i hav no control at all at hm.. everytink i wanna use i can't use de.. even when i hav to complete my assignments online, they wun let me use.. why are they so selfish de.. juz bcoz i am de bigger sis, i hav to rang ni men all de time is it.. den its realli too unfair for me.. my bro can use de com 10 hrs a day and i am supposed not to disturb him or he will flare his top.. my little sis can use for 5 hrs oso.. even if i scold her, she still continue using.. sometimes i wonder wad kind of sis i am.. i am not being respected at all.. all my sibilings dun listen to me de.. i wonder how i am going to study well when sch starts.. i dun even hav a place to study.. den when i wan study on my bed, my little sis kp crying tt i am disturbing her wif de noise and lights on.. but where can i study? de living rm is so full of distractions.. wif de tv and everytink.. den i will be so frustrated tt i forget bout studying and go slp instead.. how am i going to study in dis kinda environment.. i realli tink i can't.. hais..

i worry bout de future*