he left me juz like tt.. how can he leave me alone in dis world.. how can he.. yest when i visited him he was still okie de..he talked a lot wif us..though we had a hard time figuring out wad he was saying.. but i was so surprised tt he could talk so much.. den he went back to slp soon aft.. we left aft a while..tt was de last time i saw him and bid him goodbye.. so unexpected tt he left me.. when i woke up, i felt so guilty.. why didn't i wake up earlier.. at least i could rush and c him for de last time.. i seriously regret it.. and i hearf frm my mum tt when he was bout to leave, he had tears in his eyes.. i bet he was realli sad to leave us.. but maybe i shld feel happy for him instead.. coz he could finally be free frm all his troubles and pain.. no more injections and unbearable pain in his body.. and he could be reunited wif his beloved wife.. should i.. but i realli can't bring myself to be happy.. but flashes of him being in great pain makes my tears fall.. i realli can't accept de fact tt he left.. i wan him to stay so badly.. i still wan to eat de curry tt he cooked.. i still wan to spend my weekends at his hse.. i realli dun wan everytink to change dis drastically.. i'm feeling so helpless now..