Two black birds sitting on my window still--i am bORED..

met up wif carol and karen.. coz i had to pass carol's bag (which i owe her bout 1 yr ago--so sorry!) to her.. she leaving fer Laos trip soon.. thurs.. can't go send her off coz we hav sch till very late.. 14 days u noe.. & she will oso leave for taiwan wif her family on my birthdae!! sad..

den decided to go study wif karen since i was at hm de whole while rotting..went mos fer lunch..okay, considered teatime for me.. coz i already had my lunch.. i am such a glutton! in de end i did 1 qn of chem & nothing else.. coz we were chatting most of de time.. i wanna go back to sec sch time.. i miss everytink back den.. jc life is too stressed.. if it was not de fact tt i did not noe wad course to take in poly, i wouldn't hav gone to jc.. but since i lurve children tt much, i should hav taken childhood education.. but mum says future would not be promising.. so i heed her advise.. went jc.. and den regretting it now.. no choice.. i hav to jiayou..dun give up JIELIN!

i lurve my family! how they gave me support in everytink i do.. esp my mummy.. she nvr realli stresses me up in my studies.. even if i fail, she still encourages me and tell me i can do it.. & so when i told her bout my chinese results, she was so happy and said:" wah..okie la.. give u $50 for de A u got..".. so i was stunned dere when she shoved me de $50.. i lurve mummy!! my daddy oso very gd to me.. always buy me lunch and dinner on weekends coz i lazy to buy it myself.. lurve my sistas too:) she seems more like de elder one.. always buying tinks for me or treating me.. so disgraceful..hahas.. she evens iron my sch clothes for me when i feel tired.. another cute little sis who kps sharing her tidbits wif me everydae..tt explains y she's overweight=) my bro onli helps to catch all de insects i feared in de toilet or my room.. hahas..no matter wad, i hope we will all remain like dis foreva..

i wish for all my loved ones to be safe and sound.. i can't bear to lose anyone anymore..

my little sis bought a blue piano.. which costs like $1000 plus.. though its quite cheap for a piano but i tink tts a lot.. omg..she is so blissful.. when i was young i onli had barbie dolls to play wif.. not fair=(