went running in sch yest.. my stamina realli cannot make it..if i continue like tt, sure fali my napfa.. plus the broad jump which i realli cannot jump and the incline oso.. omg.. pe is scary also.. got back maths and i flunked again..i knew it la.. mr yee asked me to work harder.. its not i dun wan to.. juz dunno why i can't.. damn depressed.. got back GP oso.. hais.. no nd to sae u all oso noe le.. realli dunno wad i hav to do b4 i can score for at least one sub.. i'm already trying my best to study hard..but i dun see any encouraging results.. its realli demoralising to see the red marks..

but now i'm fine wif my family again! so nice to patch up wif them.. i realli dun like the feeling of a cold war.. mummy and daddy bought supper for me.. make me feel guilty for treating them badly.. and they said smthg tt make me wanna cry.. and i cried.. coz they said its a matter of time b4 they die..and if they do, i muz look after my little sis.. coz i'm the eldest.. and the house will be left for my bro.. i kp telling them not to spout nonsense.. i was onli holding back my tears.. and i went toilet to cry, afraid tt they will noe.. i dun wan them to worry.. and i'm seriously damn afraid to lose anyone close to me..

met up wif kgang! ate dinner plus crapped a lot..i realli enjoyed it..quite long since we catch up wif each other le.. missed all of them..esp carol! nvr seen her for ages.. she leaving for taiwan tml..if i'm not wrong.. miss her loads.. we decided to meet again sometime nxt wk.. dun forget our pact to eat softshell crab rice okay, jas..