first thing in the morn went mandai crematorium wif mummy and auntie. zhihong send us dere. we were sort of late and they were waiting for us.feel so bad.i told my grandparents tt i wanted to go to uni badly, and i wanted to hav lots of money, so tt i wun hav to fret over money everydae. i told them them they had to bless me. and tt i realli miss them.i wun cry anymore, coz the feeling is not as bad as tt vivid dae. though i was a bit teary. a bit onli.coz i still couldn't forget how they both left. anger's dad was oso dere and den we met up wif ah shan jie jie and xavier at another temple. so we left and reached hm bout 11 plus.and i was so tired tt i wanted to slp but my sis kp disturbing me.playing the piano so loudly and screaming and yelling.jolted me up frm my slp.and it was so hot tt i dun tink i realli slpt. but in the end i had to woke up coz meeting karen at lot 1. thought of a few more ideas and den i had to leave for home coz i had to accompany my dear sis who was too scared to stay at hm alone. i'm like a nanny.i'm waiting for the dae when she will be independent and not rely on us anymore. at least a few more yrs i tink. bought old chang kee for her coz she pestered me to. now i'm back home and was supposed to finish up what i had to do but here i am blogging. and i nvr touch any of my books todae. shit man. dis is how i'm gonna while away my precious time. back to work.