STUPID BLOGGER!!! MY POST WAS NOT PUBLISHED LA..REWRITE...

FINE! everything is my fault lor.happy? whatever i do cannot please you. parents normally wan their children to study hard and its their priority. but mine? my priority is to help you out by fetching my sis and sacrificing my study time.. and when i sae i wanna study coz i feel tt i can't seem to score, u nvr even encourage me to do so but instead scolded me not to use studying as an excuse.. u noe for sure i can't study at home wif the noisy environment, and sometimes after sch i wan to study at library.. but i have to go and fetch her and aft tt i watch tv and slack.. which i dun wan to. but i can't control! i am alrdy trying hard to prove to you tt i can make it.. but its realli demoralising and discouraging at times..i just feel like giving up! its not tt i dun have any probs okay, i just prefer not to voice it out so tt i wun affect everyone's mood.. i kp it in my heart and pretended everything was fine.. den when i ask you for money u said "why must i give you money?" what did i do to deserve tt.. i admit tt i throw tantrums and is bad-tempered.. but i am alrdy trying hard to save money coz i noe i spend a lot.. and i only took $10 frm you dis whole wk including weekends.. who in the earth gets $10 a wk and survives? none! and i spend $5 on my ezlink.. luckily xy brought bread for me. u seriously dun understand me at all. i noe you all hate my "black black" face everytime.. but its always just tt i'm very stressed and tired so i'm like tt..you think i wan to be like tt? i dun hav a choice. arghxxx!!!!!

WHY WHY WHY???

SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE SKIPPING SCH AND SLEEPING IN. WHO CARES BOUT SCH ANW.