went jurong wif my dearest ah ma to fix her teeth. finally aft two hrs plus plus it was done.first time i saw someone making fake tooths. and its like whole row of it. using acrylic somthg. and when he first inserted it into my ah ma's mouth, it was damn painful, i could feel it.coz my ah ma was oso scowling in pain.and the part which was to be stuck to her gums was uneven and jagged.imagine how painful tt would be. but the uncle tok non-stop la.sae i kp por-ing my ah ma which i nvr.i realli lurve my ah ma.coz she realli treat us so well and lurve us too. and she's getting old.trying to treasure the times tgt.i'm trying to plan a holidae on cruise for my whole family. but i dun hav money! maybe aft A levels i'm gonna work hard and earn more money and bring my whole family on a hol.i noe i'm sort of neglecting my family relationship wif my family coz of studies.but i hav no choice.i dun hav time to go visit my ah ma, or even go out wif my family.all i'm doing is out in the lib wif frens mugging. i seriously hav no life at all.


i knew it.i knew tt you would be unhappie over it. but when i asked, you sae no. so i didn't wan to probe further when u kp denying.so nvr mind.i oso regret going to vietnam.too bad its too late to opt out.hais.shouldn't have decided to go.den u would be in the same room as xinyi.anyway, i dun realli tink we will benefit frm tt trip.its more of history den econs.somemore i nd more time to study for my prelims. i guess i was just too stressed these few days.though i tried hard to study, but i still absorb fully wad i hav learnt. i studied just for the sake of studying. shit me. i'm not gonna benefit if i continue like dis. so went sch todae for chem lecture. and i can't believe tt i forgot everything bout ionic equilibrium which was learnt dis yr. and wif all the various topics tt i don't even noe at all frm last yr tt i hav to complete studying dis hols.i am not ever going to make it.and i spend like 4 days on maths which was futile coz i dun rmb all the formulas or techniques.
forget it.hais.so i met up wif karen to do smthg.haahs.secret.spend the whole dae in the library trying to finish up but couldn't. and the stupid librarians kp disturbing us.first the woman den the man.all so weird. pls la.if we can't tok in a library are we supposed to be a mute. and who says we can't do ~ in a lib. angry like shit. den we saw a cute huge dino.hahas.i told karen i felt like hugging it. tink he heard me and said bye to us.so cute.:)freezing cold inside.gonna rmb to bring a jacket nxt time.