todae supposed to meet karen they all at 7.15..but den karen went back hm to take smthg,xiaowei and carol would be late.so i had to study alone first till bout 8.den karen and xiaowei came.carol came aft tt.ate breakfast den i had to leave coz meeting mavis at woodlands lib to study.again,lots of ppl.managed to find a table though,luckily.studied till 12 plus den we left for lunch at mac again.huixian came to pass me the lit mock paper and den decided not to go for training.so she studied wif us instead.but she was quite guilty.saw zhijie and zhiling.zhijie nvr saw me. hahas. damn long nvr see zhiling le.i recognnised her laughter right away.still the same.chatted a while.around 5 plus i couldn't take it wanted to go hm badly.so packed up and left.not productive todae.hais.

actually todae i was quite unhappy.coz it was more den once when we said meet up but in the end, smthg will crop up.and i will be left alone.i dunno why, but does it onli happen to me? sometimes it realli spoils my mood.but i assured myself tt it was a coincidence or maybe it was too much thinking on my part. i get back tt feeling tt i felt months ago. but i hope it will fade away.i dun like tt feeling.

another thing.u just told me tt you both wanted to go buy smthg.and i tot u were just going to get smthg frm mac. but i didn't noe you actually went to the supermarket and shop for half and hr plus b4 coming back.and not onli once.twice. both without asking me whether i wanted to tag along.am i invisible or am i just a person to be responsible to look after your belongings while you go shop? maybe you will think i'm petty, but i'm sure if you were me, you will definitely feel dis way too.no matter wad, if there are always other ppl hanging out wif us,i will still talk to you and not leave you alone.unless there are ppl accompanying you. i guess you also wun noe tt though in vietnam,you were the one feeling lwft out most of the time, i was also being left out sometimes too.i guess you didn't notice. but nvr mind.now is not the time to think so much.studies are more impt.