totally pissed off yesterday. they nvr tell me tt mummy nvr prepared dinner, and i had nothing to eat when i reached home. asked them to buy smthg back for me. and they had to kp picking on me while eating, he even threatened me ask me not to eat. as if i care, i was too angry to continue eating. why force me to sae smthg i dun like! and i dun see any great change or difference in me. he had to kp scolding me. so i just went back to my room and cried like shit. idiot. i feel so vulnerable and weak these few weeks. maybe coz of my results and other things tt accumulate. starting a cold war soon. i can sense it.