i felt like blogging a while ago. but now i dun feel like it again. ironic?
5 more days. its like so fast. not likely to have a miracle now. still thinking of what to do for prom. but A levels is really stressing me up.

trying to awaken my conscious.

currently at mavis's hse. staying overnight and going sch tgt tml. purpose is to study but end up her laptop tempted me to use. couldn't resist so use lor.decided to update everything b4 studying.

yest really in a bad mood so asked mavis out to study at 4 plus.initially planned to go king albert park.end up a lot of ppl decided to go bukit timah plaza. and i was super embarrassed. finally found a place inside macs, and ended up sitting in the middle of a birthdae party celebration. argh. no wonder ppl kp looking at me. idiotic.lol.left at 9 plus.thought mavis would go missing cos couldn't find her bus stop.

although i really felt super free on last dae of sch, but its kinda sad. i dunno when i will meet our classmates aft As. jasmine was like asking me whether i will miss her not. though i said no, but of course will la. i guess i still think our class is the best though, i can't imagine myself in other classes.lets all mug hard for A levels!

gonna just blog on major events. jas's b'dae on fri. took early leave, met up wif karen cos i was super unhappy, moody whatever. finally completed the file i "designed", met up wif rest of kgang. reached holland V and then proceeded to the cafe. decorated the place wif helium filled balloons, waited for birthdae gal to arrive. as usual, she didn't notice aft we shouted.lol.blur.enjoyed the evening totally. chatted, crapped,updated each other on our lives, the exams and stress we're feeling. practically everything. and the first time i saw karen so affected and sad. cos of her totally irritating classmates. can't figure out wad they will gain for being so sacarstic and mean. totally put off.i feel sorry for karen, can do nothing but try my best to encourage her. but i dun tink i'm of much help though. fortunately the more ppl the merrier, she became more cheerful aft tt. but recently, they were MEAN AGAIN LA! like wth, now i noe ppl can be such hypocrites.


20 plus days to mug, to cram everything into my pea brain. no matter what, i tink i shld try my best. quoting mr yip, shld not tink of having not enuff time or worrying, shld just do it. yeah, just DO IT! so i'm going to try to at least pass my H2 subjects if i can. try. at most head for private uni. i think its not bad too.

Grad day todae. finally i'm outta sch! but of course still have to return back to sch for consultation and prepare for the final stretch.