i'm at ren's hse now! supposed to really focus on studying, but too bad. haha. half of the papers gone! aft teerribble next wk and i'm free! next wk cramped wif a lot of papers, lit, chem and econs clash, but i can't wait for chem mcq. its the last and the most slack. i can even minimani do it. i noe my standard, i can alrdy imagine wad my results will be like, though i noe i will definitely be upset over it. but mummy alrdy said nvr mind. just do whatever i can. maybe i will go private uni, or even overseas provided i have the money and minimum grades. Australia is really not bad! or maybe i'll work first. depends. main priority is find a job soon den go for a holiday with my family. i'm reaLLY IN a holiday mood now la! dun even feel like studying for the rest of the papers, but still i have to, no choice. i think i'm losing my sense of direction now, like somewhere stuck in the middle, not knowing where to go.