lots of things to update. aft As i was practically lazing around, occasionally searching for jobs. everything felt the same as b4, though smthg was quite missing and i think i will nvr figure it out. but i felt a bit sian aft i was unable to find a job aft my last pp, but i was quite busy preparing for prom. and the big dae came and went just like tt. shocked to see so many unfamiliar faces, which i tot was supposed to be familiar, ppl changed so much, especially 23C, can't even recognise them! took pics but turned out my cam was out of batt aft a while and concidentally, i lost my cable. got to find it, if not i can't upload them. and i saw someone wearing the same dress as me, i avoided buying daniel yam's one cos everyone had been telling me tt its common, but ended up still the same. disappointed la. the food was alright, but i didn't really dare to eat more, must hv what they call "xing xiang", as in image la. keep stepping on tricia's dress. LOL.funny thing was i didn't noe i was the one and kp denying till i saw. haha. prom ended wif a dance floor, almost everyone was dancing, but i didn't feel like it, so we just sat around at our table. can sae tt we are the guai kia.LOL. aft prom no clubbing. heard it was cancelled, and zouk was closed on tt dae, suay lor. asked my dad to send me home, dropped xinyi homee too.


soon aft prom i\found a job! yeah, i was thinking like finally. the more i tink of finding a job asap, the longer i will take leh, it seems tt way, so ya, started work on mon. its 5 day wk as admin, but i find it more of a secretary work lor. luckily the colleagues dere were still ok, looked aft me, esp agnes, who will be leaving in early feb and i will be left alone. cos i am to replace her ma. first tink i felt aft 5 days of working was like holy shit, the job is damn confusing. reports, reports and more reports. getting mixed up wif invoices, PO, and my excel skills are like shit ok. but still i tried to do my best la, if not i definitely will screw up everything, and i have to copensate for their losses and my job will be gone as well. responsibility very big lor. yest we had a small birthdae party, every month they will organise one, a buffet treat during working hours which is super nice, and they are having a christnas lunch on the 19th. but i'm not sure whether i shl go or not, cos still rather estranged wif them. sometimes hot or cold, rather hard to predict. 5 more months to go in tt company, if everything turns out right. b4 i can feel totally relaxed. oh ya, they get to go to korea FOC lor. during new yr. only the permanent staff of service 10 yrs above. shuang lor. too bad i can't go.:(

now i'm constantly yearning for weekends to come every wk. not tt i hate working, but its quite tiring and wif no familiar or comfortable beings around me...