i'm seriously in a holidae mood these few days. lols. thinking of my shopping spree aft tml. off frm work at 3 pm and den its preparation for D & D! mixed feelings abt it, feeling quite excited and anticipating for it. but afraid tt it will turn out otherwise frm what i expected. actually was supposed to ask anyone to bring me to a pub or clubbing. i just wanted to check it out. but seems like everyone's busy, or the plan got cancelled just like tt.

can't wait!


i'm feeeling quite guilty abt it. esp when you all came and asked if i was ok. i'm soory i told lies, but i didn't really had much of a choice. but actually its just excuses. shrugs*

lunched at boring lot 1 yest. saw zhijie again.lols. he looked quite skinny though. and bumped into dear oh carol againnn. i kp bumping into her everytime, we really nvr plan to meet or call each other up. but we met just like tt. fated.haha. chatted only fer a while and she had to leave to do her project. was just telling her tt i was fretting over the upcoming D & D! shld i just wear my prom dress or buy another one? i can't make a decision, cos they have a colour code, orange, red, gold or yellow. i seriously have no idea how to integrate all the colours tgt, since i'm not planning to get a dress of a single colour. there's seriously no time left, even thinking of ponning work tml, which is irresponsible i noe. but no choice. but the prob is nobody is free. sis busy working, xinyi working, mavis working,karen working carol schooling,. and i began tired of asking. so may be shopping ALONE tml. or not skipping work tml. i dunno. even mum's not free.

sun was out at orchard wif my family. sad to sae, the free trial was just crap. we could just walk off u noe, but we had the courtesy to stay and listen to their boring lecture which i alrdy noe and my mum didn't bother to listen and my grandma didn't even understood. i just felt like snapping into their face and ask them to shut up. finally stashed money into their face and said i will pay then they stopped and arrange. aft tt, they still continued to force us when we already told them tt we are not signing up. spoiled my mood, but felt better aft leaving the place. like what ren says, there's no free lunch in this world. true. had dinner wif grandma at westmall, and went her hse to take a look at cutie pies. xuan en & xuan ting. sometimes i just feel like snatching them back hm and feeding them till they become CHUBBY and FAT. lols. obviously i can't la, though i can't stand the way ~ looked aft them.

todae was work as usual, thinking of how i'm gg to survive for two whole weeks aft agnes leaves me alone. but its a fact tt i have to try. so i'm gg to enjoy my cny break! so so looking forward to cny dis yr! gg over to moon's hse for lunch someday too:)

lunched at delifrance with mummy and sis. sort of celebrating sis 10th b'dae. i thought it was just ok. not fantastic, while my mum did not really like it. guessed she's used to chinese cuisine.lols.
we bought a voucher booklet which costs $100, planning to bring mei there nxt time, since she nvr tried it b4. window shopping at lot 1 aft tt super heavy & full lunch. nothing caught my eye again. expected de.

i wanna get a bag suitable for work, my current bag is too small ! can't even fit in a bottle. planning to get one soon. maybe aft 1st feb i will go on a shopping spree: clothes, bags, shoes,accesories. guess the money i earn wouldn't be enough at all. lols. have to save up for coming kbox-ing session wif kgang on 3rd feb! can't wait! i'm gonna sing my hearts out to destress. stress is killing me, though is only a little la, better den sch days.

We got new furniture! new sofa set, coffee table and a wardrobe! will arrive on the 25th. so looking forward to it..:) and my dad got a new phone for me, i was like thinking finally. s500i! lols. and i changed my hp number. so if i nvr replied you pls dun get offended kaes. :)

Earlier on, I had a lot of things on my mind tt i wanted to blog on. but now my mind's a blank.

okay, i finally rmb smthg now. one month has passed since i started work at GR. seriously i learnt a lot, gained experience and so on. lucky for me, my colleagues are nice, we lunch tgt everyday, chatted up sometimes and esp agnes helped me a lot along the way. realised tt interpersonal relations are really impt. apart from all these, i still feel this tinge of unwillingness to go to work every morning. i dunno why. it just happens like tt. i'm getting lots of moodswings, maybe i still can't adjust to working life. there was one time i really felt like quitting cos of L. he really has serious attitude prob. i nvr offended him and tts wad i get. fine. i'll just do my job and avoid you at all costs. so tts why i'm still hesitating over D & D, shld i go or not. but i promised yan to go. so my mind's a whirl. :(


but other den tt, i get the weekends off. meeting kgang and jc frens sometimes. so its still ok. cos i'll be looking forward to weekends and time passes really quickly. but i'm afraid of the day where i'll be left alone to fend for myself. its scary. but i have no choice but to do it. i seriously hope to go for a holiday somewhere, anywhere will do. just get away from here. i'm feeling tired alrdy.

awwww. didn't manage to catch the full fireworks display! lols. caught only a glimpse of it. its really a pity, but actually we get to see it every yr, so wait for nxt yr then. wanted to have supper, but ended up heading home since the place we went to was winding up. anw,


HAPPY NEW YR

to everyone!


~i hope its a new beginning. . .