Earlier on, I had a lot of things on my mind tt i wanted to blog on. but now my mind's a blank.

okay, i finally rmb smthg now. one month has passed since i started work at GR. seriously i learnt a lot, gained experience and so on. lucky for me, my colleagues are nice, we lunch tgt everyday, chatted up sometimes and esp agnes helped me a lot along the way. realised tt interpersonal relations are really impt. apart from all these, i still feel this tinge of unwillingness to go to work every morning. i dunno why. it just happens like tt. i'm getting lots of moodswings, maybe i still can't adjust to working life. there was one time i really felt like quitting cos of L. he really has serious attitude prob. i nvr offended him and tts wad i get. fine. i'll just do my job and avoid you at all costs. so tts why i'm still hesitating over D & D, shld i go or not. but i promised yan to go. so my mind's a whirl. :(


but other den tt, i get the weekends off. meeting kgang and jc frens sometimes. so its still ok. cos i'll be looking forward to weekends and time passes really quickly. but i'm afraid of the day where i'll be left alone to fend for myself. its scary. but i have no choice but to do it. i seriously hope to go for a holiday somewhere, anywhere will do. just get away from here. i'm feeling tired alrdy.