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Tuesday, February 26, 2008♥

okay, i'm super irritated. she's new, i'm also considered new what. what makes you think that its my fault, not hers? wth, but i'm glad tt i still have them:) hahas, i complained to grace just now, lols.

seriously, i wanna look for freelance jobs, kinda sick and tired of this regular routine.

written, 9:42 PM.

Monday, February 25, 2008♥

had cheesecake for breakfast! yums:) their boss handbaked it! i'm so gonna try it nxt time, i'm interested in baking and stuff.lols. aft lunch was chatting to them about our childhood times, and many other stuff. we nvr fail to talk a lot, i'm beginning to feel more comfortable with them. tts good, seriously.lols. actually they were alrdy nice ppl to begin with.:)

oh, and we celebrated ren's b'dae yesterdae! long story to begin with, i'm amazed at how our plot takes its own course but we still had a good time! but i'm too tired now, slpt at 1 yest, can't take it now, so shall blog about it another day den! but still,

HAPPY BIRTHDAE REN!!

written, 10:17 PM.

Saturday, February 23, 2008♥

far east again todae wif mavis. actually it was bugis, but cos of me, we went far east. its depressing shopping and not able to buy any stuff. no choice, since i'm brokee. mavis wanted to get cardigans, but she couldn't find any cheaper ones. so both of us went hm empty-handed, so sad. and i had to rush hm to finish up smthg by tomorrow! luckily everything turned out alright in the end, just gotta rush for the deadline. hope i can complete ya.

we liked tt pink thingy, but turned out not to be so nice:(

this was really a piece of art.lols. by mavis.

anw, fri had a meeting, and i was supposed to stay back, and record the minutes. tts why i sae its sort of like a secretary job. and turned out they were talking in HOKKIEN! i tot i would be able to understand, but by the time i registered wad they said and was translating to english, about to pen it down, they were talking about other things alrdy. and my manager had to translate almost everything to me. so i felt like maybe i shld hav not gone, since i can't catch up, and if my manager recorded it himself, i guess it would have been much faster and stuff. lols. i'm so not gonna survive in the nxt meeting, tts if they still wan me to go. lols. and its all guys somemore, i feel damn uncomfortable la. and omg, grace gave me two whole sets of hair products! yayness. lols.

was really touched tt day! i was looking for smthg frantically, and all of them came over and helped me look for it. i was super grateful:) and we had teabreak- green bean soup. thanks to emily. hahas. i'm almost nvr hungry over dere. lols.

written, 8:41 PM.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008♥

stupid idiot f**king customer i encountered todae la! wth, talk so loud for what, somemore give me tt pissed attitude!! super unlucky to meet this kinda person. called once ask me to quote the price of the products, asked him wad products, can tell me dunno. den excuse me, u call me for wad ar? den nvm, i called him back when i checked the pricing of EVERY product, den called him back to cfm whether he's still ordering, he seems not to understand wad i was saying, kp answering "huh" or some other unrelated crap, ended up hang up since he still dunno. den next he called, first thing he sae was

"someone call me ar? i hamit la!" (wah liao, like how i noe who is hamit lor. so many ppl call everydae)

of course i said no, since i didn't noe his name or whatever. and i expected him to call up and tell me what he's ordering, not asking who called when i nvr! tts not the point la.

den he still insist tt i called him, when i said i nvr, (u normally call back and asked who called is when u missed tt person's call obviously), but his interpretation was totally diff frm mine, kp arguing, in the end, gave up and let him win, if not he will cont his shit. just come straight to the point say u wan to order la, how do i noe ur intention of calling when u nvr sae in the first place! wah liao, REALLY CANNOT STAND IT LA. kp shouting into my ear somemore, kns, like i wan to kp calling u like tt, its our company procedure lor. but i realised i spelled his name wrongly, dunno why i was thinking of hermit crab when i wrote down his name, so hamiD became hamiT. but who cares! somemore ask him for the name of his stall,( we have to noe the exact location & its in a pri sch)and his english is like gone case, though i noe mine is no better, but still u dun hav de right to criticise me in such a way tt i'm dumb or what la. its ur pronounciation and u dare to be irritated with me, like i dunno a simple word like "kindliness"? pls la! its just sheer bad luck todae.

but meet up with lovelies aft work. wanted to pour out everything but it seems i forgot, or simply i'm just lost for words. i guess its a long story, and somewhat drained out. i was seriously busy todae. piles of work waiting for me to clear. but nevertheless, hang out at coffee bean, laughing our hearts out, while enjoying half-priced cakes, its definitely worth it :)

written, 11:02 PM.

Sunday, February 17, 2008♥

whoohoo. backk frm running wif dear ru ru todae! hahas.

finally we met up and ran, its like the first time we ran tgt aft so many times of cancellations and stuff. she ran all the way frm her hse to mine, and had stitches, so i ran by myself.lols. we called ren and hahas, she was still slping la! woke her up, waited like ages before she came down and brought her b ball. went to the nearest court to play a game, a very short one at tt, everyone was tired, so we rushed to sp to get bubble tea! the fats and calories i burned came back again la, shld have bear wif it and drink plain water instead. lols.

gonna plan more running or b ball sessions soon:) i'm afraid of having clogged arteries, or getting heart attacks, or smthg else. but i've a feeling my arteries are clogged with fats la!shitt.

2/8 chalet is on a weekdae, which means i prob can't go, but i'm looking forward to another thinggy. which only kgang noess. yeah.:)

written, 10:14 AM.

Saturday, February 16, 2008♥

wtf.i seriously HATE queueing up and buying tt stupid toto or 4d. can't stand it!

written, 7:51 PM.

Friday, February 15, 2008♥

buffet dinner todae!

luckily william wasn't angry at all, and i offered to share the cost with him but he refused. wah liao,ask me to share food with him, even wanted to take another drumstick for me when i haven even finish mine. lols. always making fun of me lorr. agnes's last dae todae, mon i'll be alone, hav to settle everything myself lor. really shhit la. not sure if i can do it, but hope so. and kailin extended her contract! which means 1 more ppl to acc me all tt. hahas. zhixian will be leaving nxt wed too, he gg to poly soon. studying aerospace la, i tot tt course is really diff to get in. hope agnes comes back soon, i can't cope without her! and will definitely miss her laughter, and her constant supply of food! lols.

oh, and b fought in sch todae. tskk.

written, 7:54 PM.

Thursday, February 14, 2008♥

wed morn was really dragging myself out of my comfort zone. but turned out work was fine! since agnes was around to help me, but aft fri i will be on my own. shhitt. only be back aft april, hais. but she's really been helping me a lot, if i'm in other places now, sure can't survive. lols. owe her a lot, have to treat her to a simple meal someday, aft she's delivered her baby. received hongbaos again frm company and tony! the salesmen and managers went to korea during cny. damn envious la:) but at least they bought me smthg.lols.

todae's v day!so

HAPPY VALENTINES'S DAY!

sort of celebrated v dae with my fav peeps:) ren was suprisingly late, due to auditing stuff, which i noe since its similar to mine. vonne and ru reached real early to wait for us, but we waited longer for ren la. lols. dined at food culture, hungry but decided to eat at hm, didn't want to disappoint mum since she cooked my share, so we(ren & me, she wasn't hungry too) ordered agar agar, jelly,cai yan, or whatever they call it.lols.

eeew, there's durian flavour in it:((

crapped and laughed like shit. i always enjoy the meet-ups cos we get to laugh at each other's jokes and have fun. vonne was damn pissed at the gal sitting behind her, such an inconsiderate person,vonne was squeezed in a very uneasy and uncomfortable way. and she still REFUSED, not tt she was unaware, to move even when her much nicer bf asked her to. i guess me and vonne got quite a lot of similarities, being the eldest,our temper and stuff. laughss. though we only spent merely two hrs with each other, its really enough:) and ru, thanks for tt blue rose! and its my fav colour too:) loves*

went back hm with sis. . .

went down to morris @ bencoolen st on mon. its like an all guys customer service centre, lols. and there's a guy named zac who was really funny.hahas. guess i was a little rude since i was rushing for time, collected my free cam and photo printer!! yay.

written, 10:19 PM.

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tues was over at moon's hse! met up with agnes first, reached her hse to find her not at hm.lols. she brought her mother-in-law to the hospital for a checkup, so grace and angeline were in charge of taking care of her household, as well as her children. her younger son is really cute de lor:) the sheepish smile he gave.lols. cindy was alrdy dere, den sally came.crapped for a while, and started lunch. jaqueline & danny arrived ltr and we started playing blackjack. was a bit reluctant at first cos they are adults and bet a lot more den me, but luckily they let me bet the smallest since i'm the youngest.:) though i lost but i gained smthg, which is hongbaoss.lols. left at 3 plus with angeline since had to meet kgang to go to joyce's hse. enjoyed myself dere, till i tot of gg to work the nxt dae.arghh.

so i went hm first, den headed to lot 1 to meet the rest. dined at pastamania, the rest were like hungry, but carol and me did not really feel like eating, so we ordered their desserts, some mango and banana pizza. couldn't even finish so we shared with the 2/8 guys who suddenly pop out of nowhere.lols. i tink i'm a bit bad la, saw norvin the other dae, in a bad mood, though i saw him taking out his earphone like he wanna talk to me, i just smiled and den head in another direction. soorrry ah.lols. seriously siiiaaann tt dae. so when i saw him again, was a bit awkward. maybe to me only la, not really sure. went to joyce's hse tgt.saw lots of ppl we nvr meet up for long, mahjong session aft tt, with ren,ru, jas, vonne. we taught the two ignorant ppl, ren and vonne, ren reeally got beginner's luck, won all the way. and Tupid ru ZHA HU LA. lols. i laughed till my head drop la. lols. she somemore she excited.hahahas. vonne oso make me laugh like hell. the way she handle the tiles. and idiot jeenson anyhow take my pic la:( , still teach me which tiles to discard lehh. very pro la.lols. took a class pic when we were leaving, joyce planning a class chalet soon:) can't wait, shld be in march. i'm definitely gg, and to play mahjongg.lols.

written, 9:25 PM.

Monday, February 11, 2008♥

its far east with sis todaay.lols.

and shit,i spend all my hongbao money alrdy, which was supposed to last me till i get my nxt salary, which is prob nxt wk or nxt nxt wk! gg to get scolding alrdy la. bought two blouses, which i can wear to work, but still not enough, planning to get a pleated skirt and more pants,or even dresses tt are suitable for office wear, but i can't seem to find any! its boring wearing the same kind of thing to work, can't even wear shorts, or sleeveless i thinkk. sian. den bought a pair of white shorts, slippers and ear studss. and all these cost me like hundred plus. to me its a lot.duhh. and my sis bought a long sleeved top, slippers and two cardigans to mix and match. she spent quite a lot too. lunched at long john, initially i didn't want to eat any more fried stuff or unhealthy food(cos i've been eating all tt before cny), but for convenience sake,still lunched dere but i ordered grill. continued with our shopping spree:) wanted to buy either heels or pumps againn, luckily sis stopped me. lols. had to drag all our stuff back alone, since sis had to work.

i'm not slping btw, its just tt my eyes are small:p

i wanted to take it off, but my sis snapped alrdy.

sis drinking on bus, and the uncle stared at us like he wanna kill us lor.lols.

i'm fearing the dae when i start workk, i really dun wanna go back. i'm always unhappy dere( actually not always), but i'm the type who likes being comfortable, only close ppl will make me feel comfortable. hais.

written, 8:54 PM.

Sunday, February 10, 2008♥

met up with mavis todae. had to use her com for work purposes since the uncle reformatted my program away. managed to do smthg, but the results are shocking. have to check it really thoroughly when i get back to work. lunched at macs again. kp ordering twister fries i dunno why.lols. talked abt A levels, which i tink is releasing soon, and i dun tink i wanna go back and take my results slip. and mavis told me a new secret.lols. can say tt i was shocked aft hearing it. hahas. can't imagine it, really. shopped for my pumps, not considering heels since i noe i'll be moving around quite a lot. gonna get more frm mondo soon! saw lots of clothes i wanna get, but not suitable for office wear.:( den went popular and saw de software i wanted, ended up its just for training purposes, they dun sell the software. disappointed, so went back lib to cont my work again. finally completed( or not?), left and forgot to check out seoul garden. oh, and joven,
suhaimi,tricia,xinyi, mavis are meeting dere on wed. i can't go, sian, cos of work. and they are meeting at orchard, which is far frm my workplace. tues gg over to moon's hse for lunch, and not sure popping over to joyce's hse with kgang not. still contemplating..

written, 10:07 PM.

Saturday, February 09, 2008♥

went to grandma's hse agaain for lunch. and took care of babies again. now i see the difference in them. en en has more hair, ting ting is botak in the front, en en's face is smaller, ting ting's is bigger, ting ting can entertain herself whereas en en likes to watch tv. lols. aft tt set off for sembawang temple, their usual haunt. do everything they nd to do, forced me to eat when i wasn't hungry.lols. den left for westmall to meet sis. little sis bought a nike bottle agaain. hahas. wanted to get a pair of shoes but too bad no size! so we left for esplanade, dad dropped us while he searched for a parking lot. freaking lots of ppl, walked around, bought a balloon for sis. den smthg happen. while walking along the crowded street, her balloon collided with an uncle's face. but how hard can a balloon be, he was super irritated i dunno why, kp hitting the balloon away, with a lot of force lor. even though the balloon was alrdy not near him at all. idiotic la! den my dad was very pissed off, scolded my sis for buying the balloon, and its not cheap u noe, $12 la! den he quarrelled very loudly with the uncle, but seriously is he ask for it one la. this kind of thing oso must ji jiao. pls la, a child only leh. and a lot of ppl were looking but u noe my dad's temper, he just wun care abt tt. somemore sae my dad nvr teach his children well. eh uncle, do u noe got this thing called wind ar? of course is the wind blew the balloon over to his direction one wad, cfm not on purpose u angry for wad. stupid! and i wanted to go over and scold the uncle oso lor, but seeing my dad stopped alrdy, i decided not to make it worse. so we left. fuming wif anger at tt time, spoiled my mood also, the whole night i was not very happy, till we went for supper. den i binged again at the hawker centre opp vivo.hais. getting fatter and fatter lor. felt uber not worth it, $4 for tt lousy meal. hais, conclusion was todae was a bad dae.

ah meng, our s'pore icon died! so sadd.

written, 12:00 AM.

Friday, February 08, 2008♥

reached aunt hse at 1 plus. suprisingly, it was quite quiet. greeted them, got hongbaos, chatted around and then went to eat. i guess it was the first time we talked( so much) to zhihong and yong bing .lols. dunno why we were discussing about the pig trotter's. hahas. drank a bit of red wine and i couldn't take it alrdy. bitter,and very strong. my face was flushed aft tt. lols. played blackjack wif a lot of ppl. huiling,yinghong,zhihong,yongbing,lifeng,mervin,marcus,huini,
sistas,xinyi,and me. zhihong was the banker. lady luck was smiling at me! lols. i won quite a lot of times. but of course i lost sometimes too:) hahas.they were saying why i was so lucky. when i gambled wif 50 cents, i will win, but with $1, i will lose. so i'm those who shld not be greedy and gamble small. lols. but the rest were playing with $1 leh..

zhihong wanted to play mahjong aft tt so we stopped playing. bored and we went to en en's hse just nearby. went into her rm to check out the ticketing stuff. we wanted to watch a movie tgt, but couldn't decide where and which movie to watch.supposed to be women talk, but became an amusement park. like wad huini says. haahs. went back to aunt's hse, stared at the guys playing mahjong, boredom. so we played blackjack AGAIN. now wif huini becoming the banker, and playing with the children, gambling only 10 cents cos they dun have much money. lols. and i won $1.50! supposed to be more but my bro la. lost all my money. den the guys let us play mahjong for a while, aft tt we left for bugis for some reason. i can't say. lols.

cabbed dere, den decided to watch a movie, CJ7, huini can't join us cos she had to attend to smthg. had dinner at kfc, asked them to buy for me since i don't look like a student anymore and i wanted to get a student meal. its sad la, i can't enjoy the benefits students have, including the idiotic high travel fare. den off to check out ethnic voodo! quite a cool shop, i liked the necklace(kusoul and wusoul) which was handpainted. off to watch movie at 7.50. supposed to watch midnight but considering the cab fare i will just die la. lols. movie was VERY short, but nice, sad plus funny. though its more of exaggeration. but xiaodi really look like a guy! i can't believe it. but overall, i guess it was not as funny as his previous movies. anger, sis and me cried la, hoped no one saw. lols. and my sis even dropped her phone. hahas. movie ended just in time, helped huini out. den we left. decided not to go hm so soon. wanted to hang out at starbucks but in the end long story, so endded up at macs. felt super irritated i dunno why, binged on food again. maybe cos i felt this yr's cny was not as fun, first time i could stayed later and no one stayed to play. tot we oculd gather and stay overnight. four of us were practically complaining in macs la. lols. still rmbed most of us cousins were in the sdame kindergarten. whenever one of us had a birthday celebration, we will all celebrate tgt even though we were in diff classes or levels. it was super fun. now we are all grown up, all gg separate ways. we were all looking forward to this gathering, but too bad turned out this way. but still it was ok la. except for the night tingy which i tot could be more exciting.:(

pics below:

check out the ethnic voodo shop at bugis!

me with kusoul( tt strand of hair spoils it la)
sis with her choice of kusoul
aiya, she nvr position her hands properly, too high le la.lols. see tt strand of hair again.hmph.. cousinss.

written, 11:59 PM.

Thursday, February 07, 2008♥

whooa. i woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon todae. felt bad to kp grandma waiting for us. rushed and prepared. i wore black todae, which i noe ppl may come across as inauspicious. but i have no choice. luckily grandma was not superstitious:) reached dere about 2 plus. had lunch, get all my hongbaos(yay!), and den mahjong session wif my cousins. its been really long since we gathered around for a game. Ah huat kor kor had to work but Ah hwee kor kor stayed to play. quite fun but i realised dere was still hell lots for me to learn at mahjong. the rules and stuff. and i zha hu lor. had to pay them $16 each. hahas. luckily it was only in tokens, we play play only la. llols. if not i sure broke le lor. played till late evening, had dinner and we left for esplanade. but guess what, no parking space and the crowd scared us off. we decided to go back tml. missed the fireworks too:(

me and sis during cny

oh, and i played wif dear xuan en and xuan ting!! lols. baby ting ting seems to be slping all the time, and en en was blabbering baby talk to me. its amusing by observing their actions, expressions and stuff. did i mention tt they have really deep dimples too:)

i still can't differentiate btw them, is this en en or ting ting? lols.

written, 11:59 PM.

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todae had to run lots of errands. drained out aft tt. helped out at grandma hse wif the cooking and stuff. spring cleaned too:) den off wif sis to shop for her last min cny clothes. finally bought smthg at veeko. and since every shop was closed, i didn't have time to buy any accessories, shoes and bag! super irritating. and i guess black is not tt suitable aft all. but i may be wearing black tt dae. hais.i'll see how it goes den.

reuninion dinner aft tt. its our family tradition to have steamboat every yr. super full and satisfied:) grandma seems to be getting skinnier every yr, and i was really upset when she asked me to prepare certain food to offer as prayers when she leaves me. i just held back my tears. lols. ppl may sae tt i'm emotional but its really how i feel. i can't control it. but anw, i guess she's the happiest this yr. me and my sis bought her smthg. lols.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!

looking forward to the hongbaos i will be getting.yay!!

written, 12:46 AM.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008♥

wheee:) i received my first hongbao money! lols. frm david. he's sweet enough to give us, though we only met twice, everytime he came, we will get smthg in return. he bought us chocs last time, what would it be nxt time? lols.

busy like a beeeee----

written, 10:34 PM.

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shopping time wif mummy! lols. took sis to sch b4 gg to lot 1 to shop for mummy's cny clothes. she bought a top and pants frm ella aft some time. den i was super satisified wif what i've bought. a simple black dress wif studded gems around the neckline and straps! and its cheap too kaes.:) bought nail stuff as well, and now i'm left wif getting a bag, maybe shoes and accessories. i like tt three quarter pants i saw too, too bad i spent quite a lot alrdy so nxt time, when i get my hongbao $$$. lols. i'm gonna paint my nails ltr. and its gg to be super busy these few days. i have to run lots of errands. tiring. . .

why does it seems tt time passes so quickly now!! i dun wanna go back to work so soon:(

written, 3:10 PM.

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my back is brreaaking man.. i sat for 10 hrs straight while doing my hair. yeap, i rebonded my hair again.lols. i noe its boring to do the same kind of hair everytime, i actually considered making the lower part of my hair just a little bit wavy, but i'm afraid tt i'll look very mature. so tada, rebond was my final choice. :)

mummy cut her hair really short( to me its short) and dyed brown. i guess she looks more energised and younger. i dyed my hair brown too but its not obvious at all. but its ok, i didn't want it too obvious in the first place.

written, 12:10 AM.

Sunday, February 03, 2008♥

ktv session at Top1 with kgang!! carol left early cos she had to study for her coming exams, and tze was unable to come cos of work. met up @ 10 plus but i was late and suprisingly jas and vonne were early. lols. headed for bugis aft carol came and train journey as usual was noisy and fast. first time to top1 except for ren, so we were quite fascinated with the things dere. i tot tt its better den kbox, in terms of service and ambience. we can play around with the lightings and stuff. quite fun. and i reallyl ike the mike cover. it looks like the ji dan gao i have at hm.*yums and its yellow which resembles it. i dun really like it(vonne loves it, if i'm not wrong), but wonder why i have a craving for it todae. had fun really, cos its been long since we sang our guts out. destreessed. i guess its the first time i really sang, and i can't explain how good i felt. lols. and we felt drained aft tt. bought tako pachi for sis and den back to grandma hse for dinner. felt super guilty for not accompanying her.:( but at least the things i bought for her made her day! lols. heard frm mum tt she was so happpy. had a quick dinner and we had to go back hm cos dad was super tired. saw xuan en and xuan ting b4 leaving. take care cutie pies.lols.

written, 11:10 PM.

Saturday, February 02, 2008♥

wheee!! i bought abalone and and beloved clams using the NTUC voucher. lols. bringing to grandma's hse on wed!

written, 6:00 PM.

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all i can say was D & D was fantastic! certainly not what i had expected, its definitely more fun than prom nite i guess. lols.
went over to aunt's hse and she did my hair and makeup, simple and natural. tts what jacqueline commented. hahas. wore a plain yellow dress and heels, preparing to leave, but was gettting jittery when kailin nvr replied my sms or answered my calls. but finally she answered and i waited for her to take a cab down to meet me, b4 heading to swissotel. the deco and place was somewhat similar to prom nite. we were supposed to reach at 6.30, but we were late and reached at 7. lols. but thankfully, the dinner wasn't starting yet. i felt super guilty when i told kailin tt i will be sitting wif her and annie reserved a place for me, ended up agnes oso left a place for me. so i chosed to sit wif her in the end, i felt really bad though. our table was just beside the vip tables, and in front of the stage. cos my colleagues were in the commitee and they had to sit somewhere near to the stage as they have to help out. tt means they nvr get to sit dwn properly and have their dinner. ppoor tink:( and grace was sick but she still helped out as though she was ok. full of respect for her. everyone was suprisingly stunning. i shld have dressed up too:( the games, skits were really fun and interesting. i lost to a myanmar guy, of course he was taller. i thought it was not fair since i was a female, of course i'm shorter den the guy la. lols. but we still won in the end. but no prizes or whatsoever, but it was fun! and i got the 45th prize in the lucky draw, i guess its the first time i got smthg from a lucky draw, a $100 NTUC voucher. which is erm not really useful to me, but still better den nthg. andrew got the osim igallop! damn envy him. :)

dance floor was opened, and i was pulled to dance. they were just super high, wif the myanmar ppl taking the lead, high-fiveing everyone of us. tt was funny. lols. and henry joined in, and i laughed. i dunno why. i wanted to try drinking beer or some alcohol, just trying. but i didn;t get to in the end. but luckily, cos i was stranded alone aft the dinner somewhere in town where iwas not familiar at all. just strolling down the streets alone, trying to hail a cab. damn unlucky tt i forgot to bring along my ez link card, and the train will terminate at kranji, and i was urgent to go to the ladies, so kailin left and i was left alone. and finally i hopped into a cab, and headed home. mum and sis were sweet to wait up for me, and went down to fetch me. cos it was about 1 am. and i spent 50 bucks on the cab fare! now i'm esp sensitive to the meter. lols.

i need to get my cny clothes!! though i have a long break now, but no one can acc me. maybe i'll wait for my sis on wed den get them tgt.

i somehow think tt u are talking about me in ur blog.

written, 5:27 PM.