oh my:) i forgot to update on ren's b'dae celebration.

whee, it was fun! lols. plan was to ice-skate, ended up playing pool, lunched at kobayashi, bus-ed to holland v, had ice- crream at cold rock. i liked the swings esp, tried lots of flavours since some of them had second round. i tried ferrero indulgence, plain but nice, forgot to add toppings but turned out to be good. i liked the dark choc as it was sweet, not bitter! and den presented rens with the calender we handmade, guess mine was ugly, but i tried my best kaes, must appreciate hor rens:) i tink i'm getting to like pool. managed to hit in a ball or two, considered okay for a beginner hor. i must master the game someday, interesting interesting~

omg, fridae's the big day. talked to ren on the phone, we decided not to go tt early to get our results. reasons are a lot, but not convenient to voice here. i noe its a reality we can't avoid, no matter wad we still have to face it, but at least i'll have more time to prepare myself, its gonna be a long and fretful day, still wondering whether i shld turn up for work and take half-day leave, or just stay at hm, numb myself by slping. i really dunno la.

actually i alrdy predicted everything, its just whether i wanna accept it and look for other alternatives.