today really sucks. i dun like this last min thingy, and the reason was like really nonsense? i am pissed, and i dun believe u can't listen from my tone, but not even sorry was mentioned. such a waste of my time. sighs, dissappointed in you.

so i ponned sch again, and met up with mavis to study, when i dun have my notes wif me. been ranting to her, if not i think i will just explode.. i dun wanna go hm, i dun wan to let my mummy know, cos she expects me to study hard, go to sch everyday, but i am such a disappointment. she spent so much money on my sch fees. hais. so i shall study hard for this exam and not fail her. accounts, stats and biz com, here i come! i will overcome you one day!

omg, i have been coming up wif excuses, dunno whether i shld go or not. mavis sae go only if i like, yanting sae follow my heart not my mind. arghh, seriously in a dilemma. someone pls just give me advice! ):