life hasn't been good frm the start of apr. sch refuses to give us our course notes unless we make payment first. wth is tt??! somemore only give 1 week notice and expect us to pay like 4k immediately? shit, wad a money-conscious sch. dammit. and CAs are supposed to be handed in next wk, when i dun even have my course notes. how am I gg to do it. and a lot of things are like driving me crazy. both work and sch are pushing me to my limits.

but no matter wad, i will always put up a strong front when there are ppl ard. when there's no one, i cry alone. how pathetic right. i guess there are times when ppl feel like this too. helpless and no one to talk to. all my problems are all inside me. just hope that this difficult period will be over soon. a lot of things are happening at home too. i hope my grandma will be strong too. lets stay strong tgt alright..

why are you are freeaking self-centred! so accompanying me is useless right, ya, why must u always think of benefiting from whatever u are doing?! why must there be a benefit for accompanying me?! What are frens for?oh ya,i forgot u are damn zhong se qing you. if its guys den it will be a diff case rite. the moment when i heard tt i was super disappointed. its not the first time you are doing such things. telling me you're not coming at the last min when i'm alr outside the sch, leaving me alone for lunch and you happily go back hm for lunch, even saying its none of ur business, making me go for lectures alone when u are happily slping like a pig at home without informing me! i guess i had enough of ur funny reasons. i think i shld be more independent ya, if not sure these kind of stupid things will kp happening again. i swear, this is the last time tt i am gg to be angry , why should i risk myself to bursting a blood vessel just because of YOU! and too bad, ur antics are not gonna work on me anymore.