finally decided to blog, cos i saw my last post was in April! tts like ages ago man, birthday was even over, still rmb that my b'dae was fab, had so much fun and of course the pressies! hahahs. and i missed part of carol's b'dae celebration, so wanted to join but had exams the next day. i'm gonna go on the luge and skyride someday (: and i will nvr forget the huge bento box full of sweet stuff tt can kp me awake throughout my exam period, and it did helped, i managed to get Bs for my exams, but partially also cos of the ginko thingy tt mic gave made my memory better, can absorb much more than before. anw, new sch term is gonna start soon, like next mon. back to boring studies again, but seriously, work is also equally boring, i find tt whenever i'm working full time i always feel like slping aft my lunch. sheesh. and ppl kp stepping on my tail these days, taking me for granted, think i wun flare up so kp on pushing their luck. you're right, i wun flare up but i'm on the verge of doing so, but wad can i do, i just keep it to myself. anw, its over, tomorrow will be a better day i hope. these few months have been super busy, overloaded with a lot of stuffs.

the chalet tt i have been anticipating all year round has been over alr, and somehow it feels really really different frm the one we had last year, though its still enjoyable, cos get to meet up with some of the sec sch ppl whom i've not seen for yrs or months? supposed to go for the pri sch gathering too, but ended up couldn't. ktv with vicki was super fun, been ages since i last went to one, and it was damn good, enjoyed myself thoroughly.

this week was the most shag of all. mon and tues i was practically running up and down like a mad cow, rushing cash cases. and then wed i tot could be better, but then had to rush the meeting slides for the coming retreat. and then there's coaching to finish up too. sighs, actually sometimes i wonder will my work be ever be done? seems not, and i'm really not too sure if i'm gonna stay on, cos my only source of motivation and only reason of staying on is lost. but i'm still hanging on, cos i somehow feel quite attached to tt place. and ppl kp pyscho-ing me to join their career, but i really feel i'm not suitable, i dun foresee myself being successful there. why?!!

on a lighter note, wed caught transformers, nice (: and yest went balaclava with my boss and colleagues, heard tt only those above 25 can get in, is it true? whoops, and i managed to get in, tried the fruity beer for the first time, not bad but too much of it makes me sick, i prefer the normal one. tried gin tonic, hmm taste alright. the band was really nice, love their voices. and then some of them start playing the guessing game, and i'm like super slow and they are super pro. LOl. and i couldn't stay for long, so alex sent us back hm. and i'm lucky, no scoldings.yet.