have not been blogging for some time, reasons being tt i have been really busy, with school, with work and driving and a lot of other stuffs. its revision week alr, exams are next week, first paper on tues and i haven started on tt subject yet. seriously no time and i'm still procrastinating. i realize tt i have been encountering the same situation over and over again, but i'm still not changing it. and this sem is rather difficult i felt, finance dun understand, otqm is like super boring and only econs is alright cos i sort of learned it b4 in jc, but i forgot everything except monopoly, perfect comp, monopolistic com and oligopoly tt part. the graphs are all mixed up in my mind right now. sheesh, really gotta start mugging, decided to go lib 2ml for the whole day, and fri, and sat and sun if possible. i will try. and omg, i have to treat a few to a meal on the last paper. seriously i hope they wun try to do something funny like gg to ex restaurants, i will die. fearing and hating tt day. and this month was my sis and bro's b'dae, have to give them belated pressies, bought them b'dae cake first.

and michael told me smthg tt made me really shocked yest, i tot i succeeded and he's moving on, but then tt incident happened and made me feel guilty, cos i think i hurt his feelings. but like wad mic said, i had no choice ma, i dun wan him to kp hanging on to smthg impossible, so i have to be firm and bad if i have to. but hk told me i dun have to be so bad to him, still can be good friends and hang out tgt, but i tot tt will like make it worse, like give him false hope. seriously i dunno wad to do eh.

but on a lighter note, went seoul garden with mavis last mon to binge and obviously i won, but she kp denying the fact. lol. i just said i was full a lot of times but i still ate much more then her. i finished up my ice-cream and ate her ice-kachang, she didn't finish hers. we sat in seoul garden for three hrs, i think ppl who came ltr den us left alr and we were still there. haha. and i had a 50% discount thingy so it was still not tt ex la. next round i wanna go swensons or anywhere tt has buffet, i nd to binge whenever i'm in a bad mood. food makes me feel better. lazy to upload the pics though. next time, or no next time? lol.

and i worked like seven days which is everyday last week, super tiring, still haven finish up the coaching files yet, but not gg to care abt tt for now, exams are more important. STUDYYYY

sometimes i wonder wad are frens for? sighs.