i have been eating a lot for the past two weeks, i realized, i meant really a lot. i can feel the pounds adding on to my weight. shit. need to eat lesser, or exercise alr): sis's b'dae we went to some restaurant which has nice chinese cuisine, forgot the name, but i really think its nice, have been gg back for quite a lot of times, and i saw youmei there too! and den today we went to hk cafe, and of course i ate a lot, again!! i just can't resist temptation, dunno how ppl can lose weight without eating, i definitely cannot, but i'll try though. hahah. somemore cny is coming, and if i kp on eating, i can't fit into any clothes, and during cny i'll be busy eating again! sighs!!

anw, i'm looking forward to cny this time round, cos i'll be gg overseas with my family! BUT, its just nearby batam only la, but i'm still excited cos its been long since i went overseas tgt with my family, i think the last time was like two or three years ago to thailand. hmm, so cny day 1 and 2 will be gg bai nian, get angbao! and den third and fourth day to batam. aft tt will be back to work again. audit is coming, its for real this time! i think aft cny will be it alr, so need to add more oil for coaching files, planning to clear tt b4 cny.
stressed):

today i went shopping with my ah ma at bugis! super super crowded i can tell you, i almost wanted to kill ppl inside. and i got bumped into by a guy really hard i almost fly off, tt one really pissed me off. nvr even sae sorry, so i was thinking he was doing it deliberately lorr): anw, bought a new bag, cos my previous bag was alr torn, a pair of shoes, and a clutch! the clutch was super ex, $59.90!! didn't want to buy initially, but my ah ma asked me to buy cos i'm gg for the pru dnd on the 10th feb and she wanted to pay for me. so ya, i feel so bad!! love my ah ma a lot, really:D and of course the rest of the purchases i paid myself la.

thought abt wad i'm gonna do in future, couldn't get an outcome aft thinking for ages, but now i guess i have the ans. i am going to take up a UOL degree for the next intake, banking and finance most prob, and then in the meanwhile i'll just take the u know wad exams first, quickly pass tt and then when apr comes, i'll just try wad my boss always wanted me to do. i'll just try la, dunno if i can make it or not. if really can't, den i'll most prob leave this job, and look for other part time jobs while i study my degree. if i'm alright, like at least can meet the mark, den i'll just continue with that and my current job and also my degree as well. tts provided if i can cope la, if cannot cope den see how lorrrrr. tts my plan for now, but i still nd more advice, to prove tt my decision and choice is right! or wrong):

2ml meeting kgang for bf after so long! crossing my fingers for carol to be late, den i can get a treat from her! yayyyyy